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From its first caustic, blackly hilarious quote to its unbelievable ending, Freak examines a roller coaster ride of a life and never lets up. It tells the true story of Rebecca O'Donnell, an atypical hero who found joy and laughter in the darkest of circumstances. Unlike so many spunky survivors of damaged pasts, Rebecca belonged to those far more common gray areas of depression and insecurity, hidden behind a mask she showed the world.
For decades, all her decisions were colored by that grayness, that insecurity; she had put herself into a pit and had to discover a way to crawl out of it. With laughter, self-recognition, and a drop of shaky courage, Rebecca shares exactly how she did that, discovering in the process a gift that she never expected - the ability to help others build their own ladder out of hell. Freak offers hope to anyone who has ever heard that voice of self-hatred - the gremlin of insecurity whispering that we can't, we shouldn't, and we don't deserve.
It is the denial of that gremlin and the shattering of its lie that make this memoir resonate with other victims of incest, substance abuse, and depression.
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- Allison
- 01-28-18
"My God the lives this book will save."
Wow... just wow... A huge milestone of beginning to conquer an abusive past is the verbal regurgitation of the humiliating, disgusting, heart wrenching and embarrassing acts thoughts and feelings... This is it... This book tells the innocent child that was lost years ago " you are not alone." With NO FILTER (which I love), the author captures the very raw hidden thoughts and thought processes of the child-like mind. She then takes you through the very relatable consequential reality of her life. Audiobook is a MUST. I listened to this book on my way to and from work. Rebecca, I laughed with you, i got angry with you, I cried with you and I cried for you. There were even instances when you hit too close to home and I had to shut you off... when your book ended, I said out loud "My God, the lives this book will save."
It was an honor to meet you and an even bigger honor to now know you.
- Al RN ;)
P.S. SCREENPLAY IS MUST.
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- Janet Mcbee
- 06-15-15
thank goodness
It's amazing you came through all of that with some sanity ! Live in the present, as much as you can, or you'll miss out on a lot. that why its called a "Present"!
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- Lynn Thomas
- 06-03-15
Life changing
The fact that such an amazing human being could be the result of such unbelievably hard circumstances, will give hope to anyone about their own potential. I am 48 and this is one of the best books I have come across.
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- Nicole Cerverizzo
- 01-06-23
Wow
Finished this in a day. So heartfelt and heartbreaking all at once. To be so honest about one’s past is gut wrenchingly brave. I want to give the author a hug!
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- Maura Joyce
- 02-10-20
Shocking , sad, horrible and courageous lady!!
Horrific unimaginable upbringing and yet survived to tell her story ! Difficult lessons and yet love strengthened this gal!
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Blah, blah, blah...
- By B Hart on 08-29-16
By: Mishka Shubaly
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The Breakdown Lane
- By: Jacquelyn Mitchard
- Narrated by: Anna Fields
- Length: 12 hrs and 39 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4 out of 5 stars 72
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 28
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 26
Where can a woman turn when her own life threatens to overwhelm her ability to keep her children safe? New York Times best-selling author Jacquelyn Mitchard takes the readers of her newest novel on a wry and moving journey of loss and healing.
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3 out of 5 stars
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A So-So Story
- By Patricia B Tripoli on 09-25-07
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I Know This Much Is True
- By: Wally Lamb
- Narrated by: Ken Howard
- Length: 5 hrs and 42 mins
- Abridged
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Overall4 out of 5 stars 1,404
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Performance4 out of 5 stars 1,137
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 1,131
In the long awaited follow-up to the highly praised novel She's Come Undone, Dominick Birdsey must come to terms with himself, as well as with the schizophrenic twin brother he has spent his life both protecting and resenting.
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3 out of 5 stars
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Disappointing
- By Douglas on 03-20-08
By: Wally Lamb
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This Is How You Lose Her
- By: Junot Díaz
- Narrated by: Junot Díaz
- Length: 5 hrs and 14 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4 out of 5 stars 1,480
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 1,291
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Story4 out of 5 stars 1,306
The stories in This Is How You Lose Her, by turns hilarious and devastating, raucous and tender, lay bare the infinite longing and inevitable weaknesses of our all-too-human hearts. They capture the heat of new passion, the recklessness with which we betray what we most treasure, and the torture we go through - "the begging, the crawling over glass, the crying" - to try to mend what we've broken beyond repair. They recall the echoes that intimacy leaves behind, even where we thought we did not care.
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2 out of 5 stars
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Yes, he lost her. So deservedly.
- By McSue on 10-16-12
By: Junot Díaz
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The Girl in the Box
- Book One of the Let Me Go Series
- By: Lisa Akers
- Narrated by: Nicole Blessing
- Length: 8 hrs and 40 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4 out of 5 stars 52
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Performance4 out of 5 stars 51
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 51
As one woman battles to survive the chilling darkness, with long hours of nothing to do but wait in terror for her captor to return, she grapples through obscure dreams and memories of a painful family past.
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4 out of 5 stars
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The Girl in the box
- By medlovebooks on 10-10-18
By: Lisa Akers
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With or Without You
- A Memoir
- By: Domenica Ruta
- Narrated by: Domenica Ruta
- Length: 7 hrs and 12 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4 out of 5 stars 165
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 148
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Story4 out of 5 stars 150
Domenica Ruta grew up in a working-class, unforgiving Italian town north of Boston where in the seventeenth century women were hanged as witches. Her mother, Kathi, a notorious figure in this hardscrabble place, was a drug addict and sometime dealer whose life swung between welfare and riches, whose highbrow taste was at odds with her base appetites.
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5 out of 5 stars
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A real and riveting story-beautifully written
- By Courtney on 03-02-13
By: Domenica Ruta
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If I am Missing or Dead
- A Sister's Story of Love, Murder, and Liberation
- By: Janine Latus
- Narrated by: Shelly Frasier
- Length: 8 hrs and 53 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4 out of 5 stars 200
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 97
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 96
In April 2002, Janine Latus' youngest sister, Amy, wrote a note and taped it to the inside of her desk drawer. "Today Ron Ball and I are romantically involved", it read, "but I fear I have placed myself at risk in a variety of ways. Based on his criminal past, writing this out just seems like the smart thing to do. If I am missing or dead this obviously has not protected me...."
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4 out of 5 stars
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All About Janine
- By Ellen on 07-02-07
By: Janine Latus
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Loose Cannons
- A Memoir of Mania and Mayhem in a Mormon Family
- By: Diana Cannon-Ragsdale
- Narrated by: Erin Bennett
- Length: 10 hrs and 28 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 34
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 33
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 33
Diana Cannon-Ragsdale was born into a Mormon dynasty. Her father Ted Cannon was a local celebrity in Salt Lake City, and her family’s ancestors were contemporaries of Brigham Young—and they had many dark secrets to keep. In Loose Cannons, Diana traces her rebellious 1970s girlhood—amidst her father’s multiple suicide attempts and remarriage to her mother’s sister. As she and her siblings barreled into adulthoods they weren’t ready for, they tried to rely on each other while reproducing broken relationships of their own.
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4 out of 5 stars
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Sad
- By Captain on 12-16-22
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Riding in Cars with Boys
- Confessions of a Bad Girl Who Makes Good
- By: Beverly Donofrio
- Narrated by: Christina Moore
- Length: 5 hrs and 30 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 107
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 96
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 96
Best-selling author Beverly Donofrio is building a growing following of fans with her honest, moving accounts of experiences from her own colorful life. Riding in Cars with Boys--the basis of the hit movie starring Drew Barrymore--is her funny and touching account of growing up too fast in the 1960s.
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5 out of 5 stars
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Even better than the movie!
- By Ashleigh on 01-13-17
By: Beverly Donofrio
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Handbook for an Unpredictable Life
- How I Survived Sister Renata and My Crazy Mother, and Still Came Out Smiling (with Great Hair)
- By: Rosie Perez
- Narrated by: Rosie Perez
- Length: 11 hrs and 41 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall5 out of 5 stars 563
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Performance5 out of 5 stars 509
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Story5 out of 5 stars 506
Rosie Perez first caught our attention with her fierce dance in the title sequence of Do the Right Thing and has since defined herself as a funny and talented actress who broke boundaries for Latinas in the film industry. What most people would be surprised to learn is that the woman with the big, effervescent personality has a secret straight out of a Dickens novel. At the age of three, Rosie’s life was turned upside down when her mentally ill mother tore her away from the only family she knew and placed her in a Catholic children’s home in New York’s Westchester County.
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4 out of 5 stars
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Informative Memoir
- By Delah on 10-02-14
By: Rosie Perez
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Someone Could Get Hurt
- A Memoir of 21st-Century Parenthood
- By: Drew Magary
- Narrated by: Drew Magary
- Length: 4 hrs and 50 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 187
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 166
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Story4 out of 5 stars 166
No one writes about family quite like Drew Magary. The GQ correspondent and Deadspin columnist's stories about trying to raise a family have attracted millions of readers online. And now he's finally bringing that unique voice to a memoir. In Someone Could Get Hurt, he reflects on his own parenting experiences to explore the anxiety, rationalizations, compromises, and overpowering love that come with raising children in contemporary America. In brutally honest and funny stories, Magary reveals how American mothers and fathers cope with being in over their heads.
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5 out of 5 stars
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Drew Magary is a Total Jerk
- By Ryan D. Sullivan on 02-05-17
By: Drew Magary
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An American Demon
- A Memoir
- By: Jack Grisham
- Narrated by: Jack Grisham
- Length: 10 hrs and 11 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 116
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 110
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 109
Depravity, redemption, terror, and spiritual deliverance abound in this physically and psychologically complex memoir from the front man of the pioneer punk band True Sounds of Liberty (TSOL). Spanning the extremes between hard-core punk memoir and handbook for recovery and survival, this narrative documents a youth rebellion that changed the world and offered life lessons rooted in 1980s punk culture.
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5 out of 5 stars
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Relatable if you had religion force fed to you.
- By Justin on 08-26-15
By: Jack Grisham
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Tiger, Tiger
- A Memoir
- By: Margaux Fragoso
- Narrated by: Susan Bennett
- Length: 12 hrs and 8 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 216
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 184
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 184
One summer day, Margaux Fragoso meets Peter Curran at the neighborhood swimming pool, and they begin to play. She is seven; he is 51. When Peter invites her and her mother to his house, the little girl finds a child’s paradise of exotic pets and an elaborate backyard garden. Her mother, beset by mental illness and overwhelmed by caring for Margaux, is grateful for the attention Peter lavishes on her, and he creates an imaginative universe for her, much as Lewis Carroll did for his real-life Alice.
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3 out of 5 stars
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a weirdly loving diatribe against pervs.
- By Dane Flakeman on 05-21-11
By: Margaux Fragoso
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The Idiot Girls' Action-Adventure Club
- True Tales from a Magnificent and Clumsy Life
- By: Laurie Notaro
- Narrated by: Hillary Huber
- Length: 5 hrs and 52 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4 out of 5 stars 65
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Performance4 out of 5 stars 58
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Story4 out of 5 stars 58
Introducing Laurie Notaro, the leader of the Idiot Girls' Action-Adventure Club. Every day she fearlessly rises from bed to defeat the evil machinations of dolts, dimwits, and creepy boyfriends - and that's before she even puts on a bra. For the past 10 years, Notaro has been entertaining Phoenix newspaper readers with her wildly amusing autobiographical exploits and unique life experiences.
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5 out of 5 stars
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Sweet and funny
- By Julia Valentin on 12-19-20
By: Laurie Notaro
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Don't Worry, He Won't Get Far on Foot
- By: John Callahan
- Narrated by: Joe Barrett
- Length: 5 hrs and 59 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall5 out of 5 stars 31
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 29
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Story5 out of 5 stars 29
In 1972, at the age of 21, John Callahan was involved in a car crash that severed his spine and made him a quadriplegic. A heavy drinker since the age of 12, the accident could have been the beginning of a downward spiral. Instead, it sparked a personal transformation. After extensive physical therapy, he was eventually able to grasp a pen in his right hand and make rudimentary drawings. By 1978, Callahan had sworn off drinking for good and begun to draw cartoons. Over the next three decades, Callahan would become one of the nation's most beloved cartoonists.
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5 out of 5 stars
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Inspirational!
- By Amazon Customer on 12-10-18
By: John Callahan
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Tricks
- By: Ellen Hopkins
- Narrated by: Laura Flanagan, Jeremy Guskin, Cassandra Campbell, and others
- Length: 10 hrs and 10 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 314
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Performance4.5 out of 5 stars 269
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Story4.5 out of 5 stars 271
Five teenagers from different parts of the country. Three girls. Two guys. Four straight. One gay. Some rich. Some poor. Some from great families. Some with no one at all. All living their lives as best they can, but all searching . . . for freedom, safety, community, family, love. What they don't expect, though, is all that can happen when those powerful little words "I love you" are said for all the wrong reasons.
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5 out of 5 stars
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Outstanding and Scary
- By Jerry Riley on 10-19-09
By: Ellen Hopkins
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Crank
- By: Ellen Hopkins
- Narrated by: Laura Flanagan
- Length: 4 hrs and 31 mins
- Unabridged
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Overall4.5 out of 5 stars 1,153
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Performance4 out of 5 stars 962