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The Phenomenon Audiobook

The Phenomenon: Pressure, the Yips, and the Pitch That Changed My Life

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Publisher's Summary

Rick Ankiel had the talent to be one of the best pitchers ever. Then, one day, he lost it.

The Phenomenon is the story of how St. Louis Cardinals prodigy Rick Ankiel lost his once-in-a-generation ability to pitch - due not to an injury or a bolt of lightning but to a mysterious anxiety condition widely known as "the Yips". It came without warning in the middle of a playoff game, with millions of people watching. And it has never gone away.

Yet the true test of Ankiel's character came not on the mound but in the long days and nights that followed, as he searched for a way to get back in the game. For four and a half years, he fought the Yips with every arrow in his quiver: psychotherapy, medication, deep-breathing exercises, self-help books, and, eventually, vodka. And then, after reconsidering his whole life at the age of 25, Ankiel made an amazing turnaround, returning to the Major Leagues as a hitter and playing seven successful seasons.

This book is an incredible story about a universal experience - pressure - and what happened when a person on the brink had to make a choice about who he was going to be.

©2017 Rick Ankiel (P)2017 Hachette Audio

What the Critics Say

"Revealing, vulnerable, and triumphant, Rick Ankiel and Tim Brown provide a poignant reminder in this age of statistics- and computer-driven analysis that it is real people who play the game. Real people, carrying family history, huge expectations, and lifelong dreams along for the ride. This book will change how you watch the game and those who play it." (Jim Abbott, former MLB pitcher and best-selling author of Imperfect)

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    hunger games GC 05-10-17 Member Since 2016
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    "Huge fan, narration was choppy"

    I am a bit bias. I have only owned one professional player's jersey in my life and it is the authors. I love the story and how he came back. That said his reading was a bit choppy, in 3-4 word burst. Of course I really like it when an author reads his own story because it makes it "personal." I would recommend this book (and already have).

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    Andy McAdams 07-19-17 Member Since 2017
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    "Fantastic Story, Told Extremely Well!!!"

    Always been a fan of Rick Ankiel, but I had no idea of what the real story was. If you love baseball, sports, psychology, or just a great, honest tale about life, this book is for you. I was surprised by his honesty and loved all the insights to life in the Minor and Major Leagues. Would recommend to anyone and everyone!

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    LSmith Upstate New York 07-14-17
    LSmith Upstate New York 07-14-17 Member Since 2016

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    "Great baseball memoir"
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    In October 2000, Rick Ankiel felt like he was on the top of the baseball world. He was considered one of the best young pitchers in the game and was on the mound for a post-season game against the team he cheered for as a boy, the Atlanta Braves. In the third inning, a seemingly innocent wild pitch led to even more of them and he had to soon thereafter be removed from the game. That led to even more wildness and Ankiel was in the fight for his baseball career. But that fight was an internal one and how he handled that is chronicled in his recently published memoir.<br/><br/>When I saw that Ankiel was the narrator of the audio version, I decided to listen as I always believe that hearing the author tell his or her story lends an air of credibility to the book if he or she sounds honest. That was certainly the case here as Ankiel comes across in both words and voice as completely honest. While he had a difficult childhood by seeing his father treat his mother badly, he doesn’t blame that or any other external reason for his sudden loss of the ability to throw a baseball where he wanted.<br/><br/>When Ankiel subsequently underwent surgery on his throwing arm and still did not have success, the reader or listener will be surprised at how he decided to change from being a pitcher to an outfielder. Even though I knew the story behind his decision to change and his subsequent work to learn a new position, I believed this was the most inspiring part of his story. Late in his career, he played in another post-season game, this time for the Braves and he hit a game-winning home run against the San Francisco Giants.<br/><br/>He also spoke honestly about his name appearing on the Mitchell Report, the report written by former senator George Mitchell on his investigation in the use of performance enhancing drugs in baseball. Ankiel states that he took human growth hormone while recovering from his surgery and at the time, he checked if it was a banned substance in the game. He stated that it was not at the time (not until 2005) and therefore he decided to use it. There was no defiance, no bitterness at being listed on the report – just stated as a matter of fact. <br/><br/>This statement is in line with the rest of his book – narrated as just what happened without a lot of emotions, regrets or anger. It was an audiobook that I enjoyed listening to and would recommend this book, either print or audio, to baseball fans who enjoy memoirs or a good comeback story.<br/>

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    Richard A Karasch Jr 05-27-17 Member Since 2016
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    "fantastic story"

    Thought both the story and performance was phenomenal. Would recommend to any baseball fan or sports fan in general.

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    The book is very well done, love his story! Can't wait for the movie to come to fruition.

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    Nate Gilman 05-09-17
    Nate Gilman 05-09-17 Member Since 2016
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    Always respected Rick Ankiel because of what he had to overcome to make it back to MLB. This is a wonderful opportunity to learn the entire story.

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    Travis 05-06-17 Member Since 2017
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    "A Great Baseball Story!"

    I couldn't stop listening to this book! As a lifelong Cardinal fan I didn't have to think twice about purchasing this one. If I wasn't a Cardinal fan or even a baseball fan I still would've enjoyed this story!

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    Brett 05-04-17
    Brett 05-04-17 Member Since 2013
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    "Love this guy!"

    I'm not going to deny it. I've been a huge Rick Ankiel fan far before he ever got to the majors. His amazing talent, and even more amazing story are something I've been waiting to hear from his perspective for years. If you happen to read this, Ank, know that there were so many of us who have been rooting for you all the way. Not because of the spectacle, but because of your heart and courage. Thanks for sharing your story. Denis Phillips Chief Meteorologist ABC Action News Tampa Florida. (And if You're ever in Tampa, I'd love to buy you a Bud light!

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    "Insightful memoir about overcoming adversity"

    Rick Ankiel is known for his disastrous fall from the Major League ranks. However, his reemergence to the big leagues is remarkable. To make to the Majors not once but twice, and to do it as a pitcher and position player, is an incredible feat.

    This is a nice backstory to his rise and fall in baseball. I was a kid when his career was starting and didn't follow his off the field issues. Ankiel gives meaningful insight into what transpired both on the mound and in his head.

    At first I enjoyed hearing Ankiel narrate his own book. It seemed to give it more life. Further into the book, it seemed as if he was thinking about what he was racing; it definitely sounds like he is reading a script rather than having a conversation. His sentences are short spoken, but overall I preferred having him read versus a random narrator.

    The book is short, and I think there are definite points that could have been elaborated more. There is a lot of discussion about game situations and pitching and not enough about what his thought process and reactions. I'm sure it was hard enough to write the things he did, but I think more mental analysis would have improved the book.

    Overall, Rick Ankiel did a nice job. It is evident the struggle he faced dealing with the yips and just the thought of throwing a pitch, even a ceremonial first pitch. I might not listen again or read the print version, but this is a story about a rare type of player - one who overcomes an adversity yet still faces the adversity. It is definitely worth the time to listen.

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    Daniel Wise 04-23-17
    Daniel Wise 04-23-17 Member Since 2017
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    "story is great, performance ok"

    great story, Mr Ankiel is candid, an honest. his performance reading is not good on spots but good in others, personally I prefer to have him read opposed to an actor regardless. if you remember this young man and what happened 17 years ago this is a must read,.

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