CLEAR SEEING

From Bullshit Valley To Reality

De: Michael Harris

Narrado por: Virtual Voice

Clear Seeing: From Bullshit Valley to Reality
Three years. Fifty awakenings. One pattern that kept repeating until it exhausted itself.
This isn't another spiritual teaching from someone who "got there." This is forensic documentation of sophisticated seeking—preserved exactly as it happened, collapse by collapse.
The Trap Most Seekers Never See Coming
You experience genuine choice when your daughter asks you to swim and you're exhausted. The nondual teaching says "there's no chooser—that's illusion." So you think: "This felt experience must mean I'm not awake yet."
The Relative-Absolute Divide opens. Your embodied life becomes evidence you're "not there yet." The absolute becomes something to reach by transcending the relative.
That rejection IS the seeking. That division IS Bullshit Valley in spiritual costume.
Traditional teachings hold profound truth. But "no chooser" can become quicksand when it denies the relative. You keep seeking the perspective where felt choice finally disappears, trying to transcend your way UP to pure awareness.
This book documents every sophisticated way I tried to escape that trap—and what finally ended the seeking.
What's Inside

• Raw three-year documentation—no cleanup, no revision from hindsight
• The same pattern failing fifty times in increasingly clever disguises
• Why the mind's alarm vs. gut wisdom distinction changes everything
• How staying with sensation is structurally different from every spiritual technique
• The paradox that IS the truth: honor both felt choice and absolute no-chooser
• What "the end of awayness" actually means (not transcending, not descending)
• Why the body isn't a tunnel to travel but where the flight stops

The Universal Mechanism
Cold water. Hunger. Your wife's comment. Your daughter's request.
Alarm rings → stay with sensation or flee to mind's story → everything changes based on where you're looking from.
Pattern Recognition Training
Watch someone take the bait in fifty different ways. Your nervous system learns faster than your mind—like learning to spot a con artist after they've forced the card ten times.
By Chapter 5, you'll feel the rhythm. By Chapter 10, you'll predict the next move. By Chapter 18, you'll catch this grabbing motion in yourself—not as understanding but as somatic recognition.
What Remains
Not enlightenment. Recognition—faster, simpler, embodied. The valley opens less often. When it does, you see it for what it is. Life remains real, but the meaning-machine no longer runs the show.
The Simple Truth
The mind makes a gap and sells you bridges. Staying with sensation is the only move that doesn't build another one—ending awayness and revealing the absolute that was never elsewhere.
For You If:

• You're exhausted by sophisticated spiritual frameworks
• You've had genuine awakenings that faded
• You suspect the teaching itself might be the trap
• You're ready to see the pattern instead of collecting more insights

This book doesn't tell you what to do. It shows you the pattern repeating until your body stops believing it.
From Bullshit Valley to reality. Not through achieving awakening. Through recognizing there was never anywhere to go.
"If you're reading this, your body probably recognizes what your mind is still seeking."