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A Mother's Reckoning

Living in the Aftermath of the Columbine Tragedy
Narrated by: Andrew Solomon, Sue Klebold
Length: 11 hrs and 24 mins
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On April 20, 1999, Eric Harris and Dylan Klebold walked into Columbine High School in Littleton, Colorado. Over the course of minutes, they would kill 12 students and a teacher and wound 24 others before taking their own lives.

For the last 16 years, Sue Klebold, Dylan's mother, has lived with the indescribable grief and shame of that day. How could her child, the promising young man she had loved and raised, be responsible for such horror? And how, as his mother, had she not known something was wrong? Were there subtle signs she had missed? What, if anything, could she have done differently?

These are questions that Klebold has grappled with every day since the Columbine tragedy. In A Mother's Reckoning, she chronicles with unflinching honesty her journey as a mother trying to come to terms with the incomprehensible. In the hope that the insights and understanding she has gained may help other families recognize when a child is in distress, she tells her story in full, drawing upon her personal journals, the videos and writings that Dylan left behind, and countless interviews with mental health experts.

Filled with hard-won wisdom and compassion, A Mother's Reckoning is a powerful and haunting book that sheds light on one of the most pressing issues of our time. And with fresh wounds from the recent Newtown and Charleston shootings, never has the need for understanding been more urgent.

All author profits from the book will be donated to research and to charitable organisations focusing on mental health issues.

©2016 Sue Klebold (P)2016 Random House AudioBooks

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deeply moving

not always easy to hear and empathise with, I think this is a side to school mass shootings we all need to listen to. hating the families of the killers does not help to prevent future tragedies. raw, emotional and real this book with make you question yourself and your ideas.

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An eye opener.

Brave, honest and heartbreaking.
A mothers reckoning is a must read for parents, teachers and teenagers alike.

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  • Dell Tasker
  • 02-27-16

Fascinating and sad

I had not known much about the background of the people and their families involved in the Columbine Massacre. Sue Kelbold's account of her upbringing of Dylan and her experience in the aftermath of the shooting is fascinating and dignified whilst being in-depth. Her sorrow for the loss of her son and those who died or were injured by him and his friend Eric Harris is palpable. Her sadness at uncovering Dylan's depression and suicidal ideation comes clearly through the text. I wish her luck in her recovery

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  • aspin
  • 02-19-16

"An Excellent Audiobook"

What made the experience of listening to A Mother's Reckoning the most enjoyable?

Honestly told by the author

What did you like best about this story?

Honestly told by the author

Which character – as performed by Sue Klebold and Andrew Solomon – was your favourite?

Sue Klebold

If you made a film of this book, what would be the tag line be?

its not really the sort of book you would make a film about

Any additional comments?

No

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  • Philippa
  • 02-25-16

Compelling

What a brave book - have so much respect and empathy for the author. An important and very interesting insight into the columbine tragedy.

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  • T L ELSDON
  • 03-01-16

Wow

Would you consider the audio edition of A Mother's Reckoning to be better than the print version?

To hear Sue klebold read the book make all the difference.

What other book might you compare A Mother's Reckoning to, and why?

Can't think of any

Have you listened to any of Sue Klebold and Andrew Solomon ’s other performances? How does this one compare?

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Was this a book you wanted to listen to all in one sitting?

Definitely, desperately wanted to know how this woman survived such a unique set of circumstances.

Any additional comments?

I have no idea how this woman is still alive today given what her son, Dylan, put her through. The ultimate test of a mothers love.... I understand from listening to this book how the victims families must have felt, however, for sue to feel the need to explain in a book, her pain was also if not worse.... Having to grieve for a child you thought they were and then grieve for the person they had become.....

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  • Barry John Moylan
  • 04-01-16

Honest and Frank.

Heartbreakingly honest account. Sue Klebold should be heralded for her bravery in publishing this account.

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  • Moya francis
  • 12-12-18

You have to read this book

Shocking and horrific but lovingly told with bravery. She is so strong for writing this, so heartbreaking for everyone involved.

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  • Amazon Customer
  • 12-04-18

compelling

I'm not sure what I expected when I began listening, but I was hooked from the start. Sue Klebold tells her story with painful honesty, and I found her scarily relatable. A must listen!

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  • Jo Shap
  • 09-29-18

A very important read

Brilliantly written, opened my eyes in so many ways. Highly recommend for all people - family members, professionals working with young people and everyone else.

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  • Sheenagh
  • 06-10-18

A true account

I like the way the author was honest about her life and the devastation which hit her family. She writes with genuineness and ease. It helps to show an outsider what she & her family endured. I can’t but feel compassion for the Mother she was & is today. She is one brave woman with a lot of love to give.

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  • SeeAFox
  • 04-04-18

Incredible

This book moved me so much. It is told by Susan Klebold with such humility, it had me in tears often. A powerful and important story, of love, loss and tragedy, but also holds so many important messages around mental health.

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  • Katie
  • 10-24-16

heartwrenching

Such an amazing story and well narrated. I really feel for sue klebold and her cause. I learnt so much from her story. so heart wrenching.

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  • suzannah
  • 03-27-16

Brilliant

Wow this book was amazing . It was not only well written but the way the story was told has made me view the whole incident differently then I did before I read this book. I can not recommend this book more than I have. Read this book it will change your view on the whole situation

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  • Michael H
  • 03-31-19

Difficult but an important read

Most parents would assume they would know if their children were not well or if they were really struggling. This book challenges those assumptions and it will encourage us all to take a deeper look at the people we know and love. Sue Klebold takes full responsibility for what her son did. This has some very important information for parents about the signs of mental illness and how people can hide what they are going through.

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  • Lewis
  • 02-14-19

wow

very powerful and thought provoking, cannot recommend highly enough for those suffering from mental illness or not

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  • Anonymous User
  • 01-12-19

touching

i loved the book and author , it had a great point of view from a parent. one of the other best book I've heard on this app

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  • zico
  • 06-02-17

A lifetime of attonement for a sons deeds.

In a heart breaking story i could feel the grief of the author with every passage. A fascinating take on the Columbine tragedy this book makes a strong statement about the importance of mental health in our youth and gives real meaning to the phrase "there but for the grace of god go I". Sue Klebold is very brave for sharing her thoughts, feelings and years of pain with us. The book also says a lot about connectedness with our children and how difficult it can be for teenagers it can be to share their innermost feelings but why this is so important.

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  • Anonymous User
  • 04-10-17

Engaging and heartbreaking

Such a tragic story but inspiring woman. Would recommend to anyone interested in mental health.