A Gorgeous Excitement
A Novel
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Rebecca Lowman
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Cynthia Weiner
AN OPRAH DAILY AND KIRKUS REVIEWS BEST BOOK OF THE YEAR
“I haven’t felt this kind of excitement reading a story set in the ’80s since I first discovered Jay McInerney, Tama Janowitz, and Bret Easton Ellis.”—Margarita Montimore, bestselling author of Oona Out of Order
There are two things Nina Jacobs is determined to do over the summer of 1986: avoid her mother’s depression-fueled rages, and lose her virginity before she starts college in the fall. Both are seemingly impossible—when her mother isn’t lying in bed for days, she’s lashing out at Nina over any perceived slight. And after a blowjob gone spectacularly wrong, Nina is the talk of Flanagan’s, the Upper East Side bar where young Manhattan society congregates. It doesn’t help that she’s Jewish, an outsider among the blue-eyed blondes who populate this rarified world. She can fit in, kind of, with enough alcohol and prescription drugs stolen from her parents’ medicine cabinet.
Flanagan’s is where she pines for the handsome, preppy, and charismatic Gardner Reed. Every girl wants to sleep with him and every guy wants to be him. After she’s introduced to cocaine, Nina plunges headlong into her pursuit of Gardner, oblivious to the warning signs. When a new medication seemingly frees her mother from darkness, and Nina and Gardner grow closer, it seems like Nina might finally get what she wants. But at what cost?
Freud called cocaine “a gorgeous excitement,” but a gorgeous excitement for the wrong guy can be lethal.
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Incredible in every way.
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SOOO good.
Juicy, but wise, but touching too
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Good Read!
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I could not stop listening as the plot offered up surprising twists along with a poignant tale of a teenage girl trying to navigate serious family issues and still find joy in life.
I think the author did a fantastic job of staying inside her main character's teenage mindset. I was able to hark back to the emotions and tunnel vision of those early crushes, the abject desperation to get someone to "like" you back, the ability to bend what was actually going on to fit your heart's narrative.
Not what I expected, but that's more than okay
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Felt it needed more editing and maturity
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Finally!
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Slightly monotonous
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It was long and drawn out, could have made it much shorter.
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Night Club Scene
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Interesting references to Manhattan life but..
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