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lovelustfear exposes real stories about toxic dating and relationships.

Every episode explores true dating and relationship stories—from the awkward and uncomfortable to the shocking and bizarre to the disturbing and downright dangerous.

Host Jake Deptula (Strictly Stalking) welcomes storytellers into candid conversations, revealing the decisions they made and dilemmas they faced when better judgment got lost in a haze of desire.

If you would like to share your story on lovelustfear or would like your story featured anonymously, please contact us at lovelustfearpod@gmail.com

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  • channelle | i thought i was in a safe place
    Feb 15 2026

    After a childhood marked by abuse and instability, Channelle spent her teenage years searching for love and safety wherever she could find it. When a next-door neighbor and his family welcomed her in, it felt like the stable home she had always longed for. But what began as comfort slowly twisted into control and abuse. She eventually escaped—until a chance reunion revealed the man she once trusted had become a predator who refused to let her go.

    **This episode contains explicit content, including descriptions of sexual assault, physical and emotional abuse. Please listen with caution.**

    music | sounds
    Very Low Note by Kevin MacLeod (incompetech.com)

    stay aware | follow | share (channelle)
    National Domestic Violence Hotline (24/7/365)
    Call 1.800.799.SAFE (7233)
    Text: START to 88788
    https://www.thehotline.org/
    https://www.facebook.com/NationalDomesticViolenceHotline
    https://www.instagram.com/NDVHofficial/
    story submission information
    If you would like to consider being a guest on lovelustfear or would like your story featured anonymously, please contact us below.
    E-mail | lovelustfearpod@gmail.com
    Instagram | https://www.instagram.com/lovelustfearpod/
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    Apple
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    39 m
  • jaimee |  there’s nothing scary about him
    Sep 10 2025

    After a traumatic childhood, Jaimee yearned for peace and stability. She found temporary solace in a long-term marriage, but when it ended, she was drawn to a charismatic and charming man. However, beneath his appealing exterior lay a dark reality. As the relationship unfolded, it spiraled into psychological control, emotional and physical abuse. Caught in a dangerous and toxic situation, Jaimee soon found herself in a battle for her life.

    ** This episode contains explicit content, including descriptions of sexual assault, physical and emotional abuse. Please listen with caution.**

    quotes
    “I was in an extremely vulnerable place…I was in a real crossroads in life. My marriage was breaking down. I was very alone. I was lacking this love, lacking attention, lacking validation.” - Jaimee
    “…he was so hot and cold, so he would be super charismatic and flirty and then all of a sudden would kind of shift and become quite offhand or even slightly rude.” - Jaimee
    “He called me so many names that night and I was just so taken aback. It's the first time I'd ever seen this side. I was a bitch. I was a slut.” - Jaimee
    “I was just an absolute mess inside and out. My body was shutting down. I shook all day. I shook all day constantly. I had anxiety attacks constantly.” - Jaimee
    “…and he locked the car doors and he drove off away from my driveway. And he said, I fooled you. I tricked you.” - Jaimee
    “I really thought that he said to me, I'll fucking kill you. I'm gonna fucking kill you. And I thought, okay, I really am gonna die here.” - Jaimee
    “That's seriously, one of the biggest things I've learned is you just, you can't, you can't outrun your trauma. It will catch you at, at some point, unless you, you face it and you deal with it.” - Jaimee
    topics | #DysfunctionalFamily #AbusiveRelationship #ChildhoodTrauma
    #CopingMechanisms #ToxicRelationships #Manipulation
    #LoveBombing #EmotionalAbuse #Control #AssaultSurvivor
    #Isolation #MentalHealthMatters #LeavingAbuse #TraumaHealing
    #SurvivorStory #HealingJourney #SupportSurvivors #EndAbuse
    #YouAreNotAlone #Resilience
    music | sounds
    Lost Place Atmospheres 002 & Just Deep 1 by Sascha Ende
    Very Low Note by Kevin MacLeod (incompetech.com)
    Other Music and Sound Effects by: Alex Wit, cybercutie, Samuel Kamau, Syouki Takahashi, Timothy Kulig, Pixabay, Samuel F. Johanns, AlesiaDavina, and UNIVERSFIELD from Pixabay
    stay aware | follow | share (jaimee)
    National Domestic Violence Hotline (24/7/365)
    Call 1.800.799.SAFE (7233)
    Text: START to 88788
    https://www.thehotline.org/
    https://www.facebook.com/NationalDomesticViolenceHotline
    https://www.instagram.com/NDVHofficial/
    story submission information
    If you would like to consider being a guest on lovelustfear or would like your story featured anonymously, please contact us below.
    submission link | https://lovelustfear.aidaform.com/lovelustfear
    E-mail | lovelustfearpod@gmail.com
    Instagram | https://www.instagram.com/lovelustfearpod/
    subscription links
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    Spotify
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    Apple
    https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/lovelustfear/id1735876283
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    1 h y 17 m
  • lisa |  that's when everything changed
    May 8 2025

    As Lisa rises to fame in the modeling world, her ambition takes her around the globe. What starts as a dream life quickly unravels when she becomes the target of a dangerous sexual predator. Exploited by those in power, she refuses to stay silent, putting herself at risk to uncover the truth and protect others from the same fate.

    ** This episode contains explicit content, including descriptions of sexual assault, human trafficking, and coerion. Please listen with caution.**

    quotes
    "I definitely always had this personality where I like to have a voice." - Lisa
    "As I became a model in my teens, it was like. The mid nineties, right? So we had all these supermodels and every little girl wanted to be a model." - Lisa
    I've had certain experiences that I always felt like I could handle." - Lisa
    "His whole demeanor changed. He was definitely very, very different at this point. I felt like I couldn't leave the room." - Lisa
    "It just changed everything for me and my trust in men for my body, my trust in myself." - Lisa
    "They cannot be silenced anymore. That's where the shift is going to change, because when people, yes, are assaulted, they're speaking out where predators have always relied on the fact that all the victims stay silent." - Lisa

    topics | #Healing #Transparency #Modeling #Identity #Podcasting #Trauma #Empowerment #Predators #Boundaries #SelfDiscovery #Grooming #Assault #Trust #Relationships #SelfPerception #Mentorship #PowerDynamics #EmotionalImpact #Abuse #ModelingIndustry #SpeakingOut #SurvivorStories #Corruption #PersonalGrowth

    music | sounds
    Music (CC BY 4.0):
    Lost Place Atmospheres 002 by Sascha Ende
    Very Low Note by Kevin MacLeod (incompetech.com)

    Other Music and Sound Effects by: Alex Wit, cybercutie, freesound_community, Geoffrey Harvey, Syouki Takahashi, Timothy Kulig, Pixabay, Samuel F. Johanns, AlesiaDavina, and UNIVERSFIELD from Pixabay

    stay aware | follow | share (lisa)
    https://www.instagram.com/iamlisaphillips/
    https://www.youtube.com/@fromnowonpod
    https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/from-now-on/id1766405014
    https://open.spotify.com/show/1vOhoPrOkwIyCNApzsBlF8
    https://www.tiktok.com/@fromnowonpod
    https://linktr.ee/fromnowonpod

    National Domestic Violence Hotline (24/7/365)
    Call 1.800.799.SAFE (7233)
    Text: START to 88788
    https://www.thehotline.org/
    https://www.facebook.com/NationalDomesticViolenceHotline
    https://www.instagram.com/NDVHofficial/
    story submission information
    If you would like to consider being a guest on lovelustfear or would like your story featured anonymously, please contact us below.
    submission link | https://lovelustfear.aidaform.com/lovelustfear
    E-mail | lovelustfearpod@gmail.com
    Instagram | https://www.instagram.com/lovelustfearpod/
    subscription links
    Amazon Music
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    Spotify
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    Apple
    https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/lovelustfear/id1735876283
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    47 m
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