In this episode, I sit by the window watching the drizzle and reflect on how small drops of comparison and insecurity can build into inner landslides, just as they did for Saul when he heard the song about David. I explore the contrast between Saul’s jealous fear and Jonathan’s courageous affection, seeing Jonathan as a model of love that isn’t threatened by someone else’s grace. I link this to the Gospel’s image of crowds pressing around Jesus, whose healing compassion isn’t a limited resource. Along the way, I gently invite us to bring our jealousy and fear to God, to pray for those we struggle to celebrate, and to trust that in God’s heart there is enough love for every story, including our own.

In this episode I sit with the big, unsettling question of how we’re meant to live inside our short, straight-line lives when God isn’t bound by the same ticking clock. I explore the image of God as the one who holds the whole book of our story—every page already present in his loving gaze—while we only see the chapter we’re in. From Hannah’s long grief to the fishermen’s sudden call, I reflect on how God’s eternal “now” can lift some of our panic about being “too late,” make our small acts of love more precious, and reshape how we imagine death, not as a dark end but as stepping further into God’s light.

As I sit with the news of the FTSE breaking ten thousand on the first day of 2026, I find myself less interested in big numbers and more drawn to quieter kinds of newness. In this episode I linger with John the Baptist’s simple self‑description as “a voice” making space for Someone else, and I wonder if that’s a better model for our own beginnings. Instead of grand resolutions, I explore the idea of holy remembering—living as forgiven people and bringers of forgiveness—and choosing one small, concrete path for love to walk through. Together we reflect on tiny, repeatable acts of kindness, honesty and prayer that slowly, faithfully reshape a life.