Episodios

  • Marriage & Religion: Our Different Upbringings + Surviving Religious Trauma
    Dec 2 2025

    In a special episode of the Un Holier Podcast, host Jenny Smith is joined by her husband, Ryan (aka Smitty), to discuss their vastly different upbringings. Jenny was raised in a religious environment while Ryan wasn't exposed to church at all. They share personal stories, delve into the challenges and growth in their marriage, and discuss their experiences with various church environments. The couple also touches on the impacts of religious trauma and their journey of finding their own way. Whether you’re familiar with IFB, curious about different religious practices, or just enjoy heartfelt discussions, this episode offers intimate and insightful conversations. #UnHolierPodcast #ReligiousTrauma #MarriageTalk #DifferentUpbringings #PodcastEpisode

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    41 m
  • Sheltered but not Protected: The Justin Woodbury Story
    Nov 25 2025

    In this emotionally charged episode of The Holier podcast, host Jenny Smith sits down with Justin Woodbury, an old friend from their days in the Christian school. Justin opens up about his harrowing experiences within the Independent Fundamental Baptist (IFB) Church, specifically the Ann Arbor Baptist Church in Michigan. Through a candid conversation, Justin shares the deeply disturbing events of abuse he endured, his journey to healing, and his resolve to help others through his book, 'Sheltered But Not Protected.' Trigger warning: This episode discusses abuse within the church. Viewer discretion is advised. #IFB #AbuseSurvivor #EndHolier #ChristianSchool #CultSurvivor #SurvivorStories #ReligiousTrauma #ChurchAbuse #HealingJourney


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    1 h y 41 m
  • PREACHER BOY EXPOSES IFB's DARK SECRETS: The Bible College Nightmare That Broke Him! 😱
    Nov 18 2025

    🚨 A 'PREACHER BOY,' NOW HE'S EXPOSING EVERYTHING! 🚨** In one of our most intense episodes yet, host Jenny Smith sits down with **Daniel** as he takes us deep inside the shadowy world of the **Independent Fundamental Baptist (IFB)** movement. You won't believe the shocking details he reveals. Daniel was the ideal IFB kid—the classic 'preacher boy.' But behind the façade of suits and perfect attendance was a life buckling under the weight of **rigid structures and controversial teachings**. What finally broke him? A harrowing, must-hear experience at a **Bible college** that forced him to question every single belief he ever held. From strict dating rules and purity culture to the **behind-the-scenes power dynamics** of the IFB, Daniel holds nothing back. Hear his heartbreaking account of the community he lost, and the incredible, unexpected new life and support he found through **martial arts**. This journey is a powerful roadmap for anyone navigating religious trauma and a guide for those considering their own deconstruction. #TrendingViralHashtags** #TalesFromTheIFB #Deconstruction #UnholierPodcast #ExFundie #FundieFriday #ReligiousTrauma #IFBExposed #Cults #Viral #JennySmith #Exvangelical

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    1 h y 29 m
  • IFB Preachers' SHOCKING Sermons EXPOSED! (Racial Slurs & Toxic Teachings Revealed)
    Nov 11 2025

    🚨 CAN YOU BELIEVE THIS?! 🚨 Join Jenny Smith and David Keck on the Un Holier Podcast as they react in real-time to the most jaw-dropping, controversial sermon clips from Independent Fundamental Baptist (IFB) preachersyou've ever heard.

    We're not holding back. Hear the shocking moments—including documented racial slurs and insane conspiracy theories—that shaped their childhoods. Jenny and David dive into a deep, dynamic conversation, dissecting the toxic rhetoricthat permeates the IFB movement.

    If you or someone you know grew up in the church, this episode is a necessary listen. Find out why thousands are leaving and how these fundamentalist preachers are still getting away with it. This is a rollercoaster of emotion and a powerful act of healing. #ShockingTruth #Exposed #PodcastLife #MustListen #Viral #Controversial #TheySaidWhat

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    1 h y 9 m
  • No Longer Invisible: Trauma, Deconstruction, and Escaping the Independent Fundamental Baptist (IFB) Cult
    Nov 4 2025

    In this gripping podcast episode, we welcome Marbeth Skwarczynski, mother of 'Preacher Boys' host Eric and accomplished author, as she discusses her harrowing experiences growing up in the IFB (Independent Fundamental Baptist) movement. We dive deep into her real-life inspirations for her compelling book 'No Longer Invisible' and explore the emotional challenges and abuses she faced and overcame. This candid conversation sheds light on the stark realities behind seemingly perfect façades in religious communities, highlighting her journey through severe depression, working for years in a Christian school under exploitative conditions, and ultimately deconstructing her faith. Learn about her powerful fiction works that reveal the lives of those impacted by such environments and her latest book 'Princess of Moab.' Don't miss this emotional and eye-opening episode, especially if you've ever questioned how religion can sometimes manipulate and control. Subscribe and hit the bell icon for more inspiring stories and eye-opening discussions!


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    1 h y 51 m
  • The $400 Billion Dollar Question: Why We Leave Strict Religion | Christiana Miller
    Oct 28 2025

    🔥 The exhaustion of religious legalism is REAL. You don't want to miss this jaw-dropping, deeply personal conversation!

    In this powerful episode of the UN Holier Podcast, host Jenny Smith sits down with the incredible Christiana Miller, a talented singer, songwriter, and influential social media personality. Christiana grew up completely immersed in the ultra-restrictive Independent Fundamental Baptist (IFB) movement.

    Christiana shares her extraordinary life story, revealing what it was truly like to travel with her family to over 500 IFB churches across the country. She opens up about the immense challenges of leaving this restrictive environment, and the emotional journey she took toward questioning and ultimately breaking free from the legalism she was raised in.

    How do you redefine your entire life after leaving the only faith structure you’ve ever known? Christiana discusses her thriving music career, the raw process of faith deconstruction, and offers powerful, practical advice for others contemplating leaving the IFB or any high-control religious system.

    This isn't just a story about leaving—it's a story about freedom, personal growth, and finding your own voice.

    🔔 Subscribe and hit the bell for more unfiltered conversations!#IFB #IndependentFundamentalBaptist #Deconstruction #FaithDeconstruction #LeavingReligion #Legalism #Podcast #Christianity #ChristianPodcast #ChristianaMiller #JennySmith #FaithCrisis #PersonalGrowth


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    1 h y 6 m
  • They Joined a Church. It Was a Cult. Her Story Will Haunt You.
    Oct 21 2025

    Join Jenny Smith on the UnHolier Podcast for a raw, unfiltered conversation with Joanna, a survivor who escaped a terrifying ordeal. At a young age, her family was lured into a seemingly innocent church in Washington State, only to discover it was a controlling cult. Joanna bravely shares the shocking details of the severe abuse she endured, the manipulation by trusted leaders, and the heartbreaking betrayal that led to her time in the foster care system.

    This isn't just a story of survival—it's a testament to the devastating power of cults and the incredible strength it takes to break free. Be prepared for a powerful, emotional, and eye-opening episode that will challenge everything you think you know about faith, family, and what it truly means to heal.

    Don't miss this gripping episode.

    #CultSurvivor #SurvivorStory #EmotionalTrauma #PodcastForSurvivors #CultAwareness #HealingJourney #TrueCrimePodcast #AbuseAwareness #BraveStories #UnHolierPodcast #SexualAssaultAwareness

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    44 m
  • The 'No One and Everyone' Paradox: Rebuilding Identity After Leaving Religion
    Oct 14 2025

    We're switching gears (but keeping it real) with Jonathon Hamilton, a true survivor who embraces the chaotic reality of deconstruction. Jonathan walks us through his journey of shedding the rigid religious labels that once defined him, explaining why he now considers himself 'no one and everyone.' He brings a fascinating and humorous perspective on how losing your faith and identity can be the most authentic thing you ever do.

    This episode dives into the absurdities of high-control systems, the humor in finding your new true self, and the necessary process of grieving the life you thought you had. If you've ever felt like you had to be the person everyone else wanted you to be, join us for a conversation packed with unexpected laughter and genuine insights on what it takes to stop performing and finally be everyone to a select few. #Unholier #Deconstruction #Exvangelical #ExReligious #ReligiousTrauma #CultSurvival #FindingAuthenticity #HighControl #PostFaith

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    1 h y 25 m