This one’s a ride. It opens at a luxury treatment center in Malibu—good views, good intentions… and DJ Pete tracks that didn’t quite hit.

Then it gets wild. Waking up behind the wheel, completely naked. Feet in the ocean. Driving while peaking on mescaline, watching the fog turn into blood. Getting held up at gunpoint. Sliding sideways down Stagecoach Road. Stopping and crashing at green lights like it was normal.

We talk about the road trip where we stayed with a small-town cop while the van was getting repaired—a cop who gave off serious pedo vibes…and turned out, years later, we were right.

And of course, stealing road signs and watching our friends run from the cops like it was a sport.

Somehow, we lived to tell it. And looking back, it’s clear—God had His hand on us the whole time. Even in the madness, He never let go.

Overthinking isn’t wisdom. It’s fear wearing a disguise.

In this episode, we break down the brutal truth behind the mental loops that keep you stuck—why your brain won’t shut off at night, why clarity feels just out of reach, and why you’re addicted to control disguised as discernment.

We unpack how overthinking becomes emotional procrastination, how trauma trains the mind to over-prepare, and what it really costs you in peace, time, and purpose.

You’ll walk away with practical tools, emotional breakthroughs, and the reminder that you’re not broken—just overdue for trust.

If you’ve ever replayed a conversation 47 times, tried to predict rejection before it happens, or labeled anxiety as “just being thorough”… this one’s for you.

You’ve done the work.

Read the books.

Sat with the pain.

Spoken the affirmations.

But deep down… are you still hiding behind your healing?

This episode is a mirror. A call-out. A wake-up.

Because sometimes, the healing journey becomes a mask — a beautifully crafted excuse to stay safe, avoid intimacy, and delay the life you’re meant to live.

If you’ve ever felt like you’re growing but not moving… seen but not known… this conversation is for you.

It’s time to leave the waiting room of healing… and walk into your life.

Some people run from chaos. Others run on it.

In this episode, we dive into the hidden hunger behind disorder—the emotional wiring that craves the rush, the drama, the unpredictability… even when we say we want peace.

Why does stillness feel unsafe?

Why do we sabotage calm the moment we taste it?

Maybe it’s not just old wounds.

Maybe chaos became the comfort.

Maybe part of you learned to mistake adrenaline for love… and silence for danger.

We’re not here to judge it—we’re here to uncover it.

Because when you finally see the chaos for what it is…

You stop chasing it—and start choosing something better.

You think you’re just scrolling. Posting. Performing.

But what if the real addiction isn’t to the app… it’s to being seen?

In this episode, we expose the hidden craving that’s quietly running your life—validation. From social media hits to emotional approval in relationships, we break down why it never feels like enough, where it really comes from, and how to finally take your power back.

If you’ve ever asked yourself “Why do I care so much what people think?” — this one will hit different.

What if the crown wasn’t the reward… but the reminder?

In this episode, we sit down with Miss Tennessee USA, Jana Underwood, for a raw, soul-baring conversation about what it really means to stand in the spotlight—and still stay rooted in who you are.

She opens up about the unseen side of pageant life… the quiet pressure to be polished, the personal blocks she had to release, and the deep faith that kept her grounded through it all.

This isn’t about image—it’s about identity.

It’s not about being perfect—it’s about being real.

💬 Inside

• Faith over pressure
• Breaking the silent rules of perfection
• Redefining power through authenticity
• Why the most magnetic thing you can be… is yourself

If you’ve ever felt the weight of expectation—or the pull to step into something deeper—this episode will leave a mark.

More texts. More likes. More followers. And yet—we’re more disconnected than ever. This episode breaks down the psychology behind fake intimacy, emotional affairs, validation addiction, and the loneliness behind your screen.

If you’ve ever felt unseen in a situationship or craved real love in a digital world—this is for you.

Real talk. No filters. Just the truth behind modern “connection.”

You say you want connection—but does it still feel safer to hide?

This episode dives deep into the fear of being seen—not just physically, but emotionally and spiritually. We explore how unprocessed trauma and suppressed emotion shape our identity, how PTSD rewires our response to intimacy, and why we keep showing up as filtered versions of ourselves.

If you’ve ever felt torn between wanting to be understood and fearing what people might see if you let them close… you’re not alone.

This conversation is your mirror. Raw, unfiltered, and real.