When you're childless after IVF failed, life can look steady on the outside.

You go to work.
You answer emails.
You show up to events.
You keep functioning.

But inside, something feels different.

You might find yourself thinking,
"I don't know how to enjoy being me anymore."

When fertility treatments end without a baby, people assume the hardest part is over. The injections stop. The appointments end. The constant waiting slows down.

But when you're childless after IVF failed, this is often when the identity questions begin.

Who am I now?
What does my future look like?
How do I build a meaningful life when motherhood didn't happen?

In this episode of The "So Now What?" Podcast, we talk about:

• Why life can feel directionless after IVF failed

• What disenfranchised grief really means when you never had a positive pregnancy test

• Why comparison feels louder when you are childless after infertility

• How grief quietly takes up space in everyday moments

• Why performing strength keeps you disconnected from yourself

• Small, practical ways to rebuild trust and enjoyment

When you're childless after IVF failed, your grief is valid.

Even if there was never a pregnancy.
Even if there was never a baby to hold.
Even if no one around you recognizes it as a loss.

Enjoying being you again does not mean you are leaving the dream of motherhood behind.

It means you are learning how to live alongside what you lost.

You are allowed to feel steadiness.
You are allowed to feel relief.
You are allowed to build something meaningful in this life.

If you're ready to connect with other women who are also childless after infertility, The Other's Day® Brunch was created for you.

Happening May 8–9 in Chicago, this two-day experience is designed specifically for women without children. It's about connection, meaning, and walking into a room where no one asks how many kids you have.

Learn more here:
👉 https://lanamanikowski.com/othersday

If you are tired of awkward comments and unsolicited advice about becoming a mom, download your free copy of:

The Top 27 Things People Say When You're Childless (and How to Respond)

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When you're childless after IVF failed, your story is not over.

You are still becoming.
You are still building.
And you are still allowed to enjoy being you.

When IVF ends without a baby, life does not always fall apart.

Sometimes it goes quiet.

You may still be showing up to work, keeping plans, and getting through your days, yet something feels off. You are functioning, but not fully connected to your life.

In this episode of The "So Now What?" Podcast, you are introduced to the concept of a grief plateau and why it is so common for women who are childless not by choice after infertility and IVF failed.

A grief plateau explains why life can feel paused after fertility treatments end. Not dramatic grief. Not constant sadness. But a flat, stuck feeling that is hard to name and even harder to explain to others.

This episode helps you understand what may be happening beneath the surface and why it makes sense, given everything you have been through.

• What a grief plateau is and how it shows up after IVF failed.

• Why many women feel "off" after infertility even when life looks fine on the outside.

• How years of fertility treatments affect your body, brain, and sense of safety.

• Why staying busy, feeling numb, or avoiding big dreams can be a form of protection.

• How losing the dream of motherhood can leave your future feeling unclear.

• Why understanding where you are matters before trying to move forward.

• You left fertility treatments without a baby and feel disconnected from yourself.

• Life feels stuck or paused after IVF failed.

• You are tired of being told to move on or look on the bright side.

• You want language that makes sense of life after infertility.

This is not an episode about fixing yourself or rushing into a new version of life.
It is about naming an experience many women have but rarely hear explained.

Top 27 Things People Say When You're Childless and How to Respond
A free guide to help you navigate uncomfortable comments and advice after infertility.
Get the free guide here.

If life feels quiet after IVF failed and you do not know why, this episode will help you understand what you may be standing in right now.

If you don't have kids, you've probably noticed the words childfree and childless everywhere.

They show up on social media, in podcasts, in articles, in movies, and in conversations about women's lives after infertility. And even if no one has ever asked you directly how you identify, you've likely felt something when you hear those terms used.

Maybe you pause.
Maybe you feel tension.
Maybe you think, I don't know how I feel about that.

In this episode of The "So Now What?" Podcast, you slow that moment down and look at what's really happening underneath the words.

This conversation is not about choosing the "right" label. It is about understanding the meaning you are giving to the terms childfree and childless, and deciding whether that meaning actually supports the woman you are becoming after infertility or IVF did not result in a child.

You explore why identity feels so tender after fertility treatments end, why language can feel so loaded, and how a single word can start to feel like it is being asked to explain your grief, your growth, your peace, and your future all at once.

In this episode, you will hear:

• Why the term childfree can feel empowering for some women and completely misaligned for others.

• Why the word childless can feel truthful while still carrying old stories of disappointment or being perceived as less than.

• How some women reclaim their lives without kids by changing the word they use.

• How other women reclaim their lives without kids by keeping the same word and changing what it means to them.

• Why you are not reacting to the word itself, but to the meaning you believe the word gives you.

• How you get to decide how much power any label has over you.

You will also hear Lana share why she personally identifies as childless, and how that word honors the truth of wanting motherhood while still reflecting a full, meaningful life without children.

Most importantly, this episode reminds you that whether you identify as childfree or childless, you have permission to feel proud of the woman you are. Proud of how you kept going. Proud of how you learned to hold complexity. Proud of the life you are building, even if it looks different than you once imagined.

You are not your terminology.
You are not unfinished.
You are not behind.
You are not less than.

You are whole.

Links and Resources Mentioned in This Episode

The Other's Day® Brunch
A beautiful, connective event for women without children, happening May 9, with a special Friday night experience added this year.
Check for updates or join the waitlist here:
👉 https://lanamanikowski.com/othersday

Free Resource: Top 27 Things People Say When You're Childless and How to Respond
If you have ever found yourself navigating unsolicited advice, intrusive questions, or "helpful" suggestions about becoming a mom, this guide is for you.
Download it for free here:
👉 https://lanamanikowski.com/thingspeoplesay

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I hope you have a beautiful week. I love you, and remember that it is never too late to discover your meaning.