In this episode of The MOOD Podcast, I sit down with photographer, writer, and mentor Wesley Verhoeve for a grounded conversation about photography process, confidence, and learning how to make meaningful work without waiting for permission.

We talk about why so many photographers struggle with self-doubt, why overthinking stalls creative progress, and how showing your work and sharing your process can demystify photography and make growth feel possible again. Wesley reflects on his approach to learning photography through participation, not perfection, and explains how confidence is built by doing, not by being 'ready'.

We also explore the philosophy and process behind Wesley’s photo books 'NOTICE' and 'NOTICE Journal Vol. 1', including how routine, attention, and slowing down shaped both bodies of work.

In this conversation, we cover:

• Why process matters more than talent in photography
• Why photographers often hate their own work
• How overthinking blocks creative momentum
• Where to start when photography feels overwhelming
• Showing your work as a way to build confidence
• The role of community, feedback, and shared growth in photography
• Making photo books and long-term personal projects
  
  

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The year didn’t teach us to shoot faster. It taught us to go deeper. We close out 2025 by stitching together the most resonant moments from a season of hard questions and honest answers: why “quick fix” education fails creatives, how pricing for profit transforms freelancers into owners, and where empathy turns a portrait from performance into truth.

Art stays at the centre. We explore ambiguity as a strength, and you’ll hear how long-form projects and photo books benefit from time and distance, how technique and tone evolve across a decade, and why music, language, and psychological safety can unlock authentic portraits. We examine the record-making power of photojournalism and face its mental health tolls with tools that actually help: self-care rituals, supportive networks, and realistic recovery in hostile environments.

Threaded through everything is a humbling sense of place—grief and hope living side by side, and nature reminding us the story isn’t finished. If you’ve felt the pull to slow down, to price honestly, to build community, and to let your work breathe, please take stock and listen.

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In this episode - the last guest episode of 2025 - I sit down with photographer, publisher, and curator Jesse Lenz for one of the most expansive and honest conversations I’ve had on the show - fitting to end the year with such a nice gift-wrapped present.

What begins as a discussion about photography and photobooks quickly becomes a deeper exploration of obsession, taste, community, and what it actually means to build a life of artistry that lasts. Jesse speaks candidly about art not as a career path, but as something closer to devotion; something you shape your life around rather than extract from.

Here's what we talk about:

• Why art is an addiction
• Discovering photobooks
• Why most projects fail
• Editing and sequencing of art
• Making work for yourself before others
• Charcoal Press and publishing work
• Chico Review
• Longevity over visibility

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Website: www.jesselenz.com
Instagram: @jesselenz
Charcoal Book Club: www.charcoalbookclub.com
Charcoal Press: www.charcoalpress.com
Chico Review: www.chicoreview.com

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Nobody cares about your photography. We don’t need more of 'any old' photographers. Yet survival as culture and society with soul is completely dependent on work that matters.

In this episode of Moments of Mood, I explore why indifference is the default in modern photography, what it actually means for someone to care about your work, why chasing attention is often the fastest way to lose meaning, and the deeper responsibility artists have in a world drowning in content.

Listen if you're interested in:

• Being tired of chasing validation and wonder why no-none sees or takes notice of your work
• Why nobody is waiting to care about your photography, but how you can create from a deeper place that invites care.
• What “caring” really means in art and visual storytelling
• Why meaning matters more than visibility
• How photobooks create depth in a disposable image culture
• The 5 conditions that make people genuinely care about photography
• Why slow, intentional work outlasts viral success

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British photographer and environmental storyteller Nick Brandt joins the show for a raw, expansive conversation on art, climate collapse, sentience, and the role of photography in an age defined by distraction and decline. Across projects such as Inherit the Dust, This Empty World, The Day May Break, and his latest chapter The Echo of Our Voices, Brandt builds constructed realities that merge portraiture, environmental narrative, and human resilience. This conversation moves through philosophy, ethics, creative fear, the collapse of attention, and the emotional cost of a lifetime spent documenting loss.

We discuss:

• Nick's core philosophy.
• Why the project 'The Day May Break' exists.
• How historical worldviews shaped modern cruelty.
• Climate change as human injustice.
• The tension between beauty and devastation.
• The conceptual and emotional logic behind 'The Echo of Our Voices'.
• The collapsing photobook and print ecosystem.
• AI as an existential threat.
• Why Nick refuses to create purely for audiences.
• The impact of social media on photography as a whole.
• Medium format film vs digital.
• Advice for emerging photographers.

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Website: www.nickbrandt.com
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This episode is sponsored by Strata Editions - use discount code 'MOOD' for 10% discount on their store - visit strata-editions.com to shop and see their collections.

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Bryan Schutmaat is a photographer, publisher, and quiet poet of the American West. Known for books such as Grays the Mountain Sends, Good Goddamn, and Sons of the Living, Bryan’s work explores the uneasy tension between land and people, myth and memory, endurance and hope. He is also co-founder of Trespasser Books, a small but powerful imprint shaping the future of modern photobooks.

In This Conversation We Explore

• Why photography feels so lonely and how community changes everything
• Building meaningful creative connections in a solitary craft
• The making of Sons of the Living and the stories behind the images
• Navigating narrative, ambiguity, and emotional truth in photography
• Why photobooks still matter and how sequencing shapes meaning
• The philosophy behind Trespasser and independent publishing
• Curiosity, discipline, and the struggle to stay creatively alive
• The American dream, the American West, and the reality between them
• How to make work that does something rather than pretending it does
• The inner journey of becoming an artist with a distinct point of view

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Kent Andreasen, a Cape Town-based photographer and filmmaker, joins me to talk about his new photobook Memory Bank (published by Witty Books), which tells the story over a decade shaped by doubt, discipline, and a complicated relationship with memory.

Our chat together moves from South Africa’s creative landscape to therapy, trauma, and to this book that feels like a fever dream stitched into sequence.

We discussed:

• The real story behind the attack that inspired Memory Bank
• How trauma transforms into art
• The tension between truth and memory in photography
• South Africa’s complex creative landscape
• Finding authenticity in commercial work
• How AI is challenging what it means to “see”
• Why photography is still a tool for healing

Order Memory Bank at the Witty Books website here: https://witty-books.com/Memory-Bank-Kent-Andreasen

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”What if the stories that shape us are the ones we can't remember?"

Marshall To, a photographer whose photobook 'Blank Notes' explores ancestry, memory, and identity through a deeply personal lens, grew up in rural Canada, the son of Chinese immigrants and a Taoist family who ran a small restaurant. His family believed the physical and spiritual worlds overlapped - that we live among spirits of our ancestors, those waiting for rebirth, and those still wandering, restless and vengeful.

In Taoist tradition, during the fifteenth day of the seventh lunar month, the Gates of Hell open - releasing the 'Hungry Ghosts' back into our world to seek food and remembrance. Families burn paper offerings, pray for protection, and leave food for the dead. It’s both a celebration and a warning: walk gently, because the ghosts are hungry.

In his debut monograph, Blank Notes, published by Charcoal Press, Marshall explores the space where the natural and supernatural meet - where photography becomes ritual, and images serve as offerings to both the living and the dead. His work blurs culture, memory, and the unseen, inviting us to question how the spiritual and the physical intertwine in our everyday lives.

What we discussed:

• The origin story behind Blank Notes
• Grief, Taoist ritual, and ancestral storytelling
• Making art from illness, memory, and dual identity
• The power of “noticing” in photography and cooking
• Creative process behind sequencing a photobook
• How to honour invisible subjects through visual storytelling
• Why Marshall believes creativity is compulsion, not choice
• The intersection of food, art, and healing

Pre-orders and signings with Charcoal Press at Paris dates: I arrive in Paris November 10th and I'm there until the 17th

Follow Marhsall and his work:
Website: www.marshalljamesto.com
Instagram: @marshalljamesto

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