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In this episode of the Jaden Jeffs Podcast, host Jaden converses with John Steed about his life within and eventual departure from the Fundamentalist Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints (FLDS). John shares compelling stories about growing up in Short Creek, his experiences with enforced polygamy, the challenges of working under extreme conditions, and the impact of Warren Jeffs' leadership on the community. They discuss the stark changes in the community, the injustices faced by FLDS members, John's personal struggles with the church's evolving doctrines, and his journey towards finding peace outside the FLDS. This intimate and revealing dialogue sheds light on the complexities and transformations within the FLDS community.


01:33 John Steed's Family Background
02:16 Childhood Memories in Short Creek
03:26 Marriage and Life Changes
05:57 Warren Jeffs' Influence and Community Changes
07:41 Work and Community Dynamics
27:34 The United Order and Its Impact
39:54 Personal Reflections and Challenges
46:18 Internet Restrictions and Questioning Leadership
49:09 The First Men Sent Away in 2004
49:36 The Monument Incident and Priesthood Loss
50:34 Community Shock and Family Displacement
53:34 Confessions and Arbitrary Judgments
58:15 Warren Jeffs' Influence and Questioning Faith
01:04:12 Personal Reflections on Religion and Belief
01:16:05 Touring the Community and Personal Memories
01:24:33 Admiration for Johnny Harris
01:24:43 Understanding FLDS and Mormonism
01:25:54 Family Background and Choir Leadership
01:26:24 Lawrence Steed's Current Status
01:26:47 Winston Blackmore and Idaho Group
01:28:32 COVID-19 and Personal Loss
01:30:04 Reflections on Monogamy and Religion
01:31:08 Leaving the FLDS Community
01:32:56 Warren Jeffs' Influence and Teachings
01:35:20 Sexual Abuse Allegations and Realizations
01:48:18 Texas Raid and Legal Battles
02:01:55 Reflections on Religion and Authority

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In this heartfelt episode, siblings recount their emotional journey of leaving the FLDS community. They share vivid memories from their childhood, painful separations, and the challenges they faced while adapting to a new life outside the cult. From dealing with family estrangement to struggling with financial independence, this episode delves deep into their personal stories of resilience, hope, and discovery. They also discuss their spiritual deconstruction and the process of finding their own identities after leaving the FLDS. Tune in to hear their raw, unfiltered experiences and reflections.

01:10 The Emotional Departure
02:43 Struggles and Adjustments in Cedar
09:10 Life in Denver: New Beginnings
22:26 Challenges and Changes in Oklahoma
29:47 Moving to North Dakota
32:53 Settling in North Dakota
37:36 Life in Fargo and Family Dynamics
41:15 Rescuing Our Sister from Idaho
41:48 The Decision to Buy a House
42:53 Financial Struggles and Family Dynamics
45:25 Renovation Challenges and Family Departure
47:26 Realizing Self-Reliance
57:50 The Move to Fargo
01:03:13 Family Turmoil and Leaving the FLDS
01:15:09 Adjusting to Life Outside the FLDS
01:25:00 Final Thoughts and Reflections

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This harrowing account depicts the emotional and psychological struggles faced by a 15-year-old girl within the FLDS community. She shares her experience of receiving a brutal message in 2012, labeling her immoral and condemning her to live in isolation. The narrative spans years of moving between hiding places, extreme isolation, and the constant fear of being considered unworthy. The story culminates in a brief period of hope as family members are reunited in Short Creek, only to be hit by more devastating separations, including the excommunication of family members. The script provides an unfiltered look into the torment and confusion that characterized their lives under strict religious control.

00:29 Receiving a Devastating Message
01:19 Living with Roy and the Isolation Experience
02:12 Striving for Worthiness and Family Pressure
04:48 Packing Up and the Journey to Colorado
06:34 Life in Short Creek and the Triplexes
15:54 Baptism and the Return to Hiding
24:30 The Year of Forever Non-Members
24:56 Confusion and Fear of Unborn Child Murder Accusations
29:17 Life in 2013 and Moving to Hiding
30:32 Living Without a Caretaker
31:48 Life in Isolation
32:25 Weekly Calls and Messages
34:02 Moving Between Houses
38:32 The Uncertainty of Relocation
45:53 Arrival at Short Creek
47:20 Life in Short Creek
54:51 Unexpected Changes and Challenges
56:32 The Departure From Short Creek