The Abhorrent Weight of Christian Influence

In this debut episode, Christian and and Schae dive into the often unseen burden that comes with being a follower of Christ in the public eye. From their own experiences as worship leaders to the high-pressure world of well-known pastors like Steven Furtick, they unpack what it really means to live under constant scrutiny—both online and in the church.

With honesty, humor, and a refreshing level of vulnerability, the conversation explores how the weight of influence can shape a person over time, the emotional toll it takes, and why Christians must choose compassion over criticism. Instead of judging leaders who are navigating overwhelming expectations, Christian and Schae challenge listeners to consider how the Church can respond with grace, understanding, and support.

Whether you’ve served on a church stage, lived with the pressure to “get it right,” or simply want a better understanding of what Christian leaders endure, this episode offers a heartfelt and thought-provoking look at the everything in-between of faith, influence, and humanity.

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