Suppression is Depression

In this episode of Barbell Conversations, Breadfruit sits down with Alkemist — a South London native, sport science graduate, and fitness professional who has called Barbados home for the past six years. Known for his unique focus on functional movement and holistic performance, Alkemist shares his experience navigating the Barbadian fitness landscape, the misconceptions surrounding mobility and movement training, and how the culture of fitness has evolved locally since his arrival.

But this episode goes far deeper than sets and reps. Underneath the surface of fitness lies a powerful discussion on identity, vulnerability, and emotional growth. Alkemist opens up about losing his father at a young age and how that loss shaped his understanding of manhood, strength, and purpose. Together, he and Breadfruit explore what it means for men to stop suppressing their emotions, and instead step boldly into authenticity — or as Alkemist puts it, to “be, do, and have.”

Through moments of laughter, honesty, and reflection, the conversation unpacks how suppression in men often manifests as disconnection — from themselves, from others, and from peace. Yet, as both men reveal, healing begins the moment you stand on your soapbox and speak your truth. Suppression Is Depression is a reminder that fitness isn’t just physical; it’s emotional, mental, and spiritual growth in motion.

Follow Alkemist and keep up with his journey on Instagram at @avatar_alkemist

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