There was a time when the world was full of signs and symbols, but I didn’t yet have the language to read them. Like a child staring at letters before they make sense. In this episode, I trace my journey from the sleeping maiden to slow awakening. Somatic, psychic, collective. This is about learning the technology of presence and direct perception, remembering how to read the living world, and what happens when a whole new reality opens like a book you finally understand.

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⚠️ Disclaimer

This podcast is for educational and harm-reduction purposes only. I am not encouraging or advocating the use of any illegal substances. No substances were consumed during the making of this episode. Altered states--whether achieved through breathwork, drumming, or plant medicines--can impact perception and decision-making. Exploring these realms without proper guidance, preparation, and integration support can be dangerous. Please journey responsibly and in alignment with your own truth, safety, and sovereignty.

Today is a momentous day. The day where I finally take Matt’s podcast virginity.

We’ve been together 100’s of lifetimes, 12 years in this one. I’m the talker, the nurturer, the dreamer, the visionary. He’s the rock, the anchor, the safety, the builder.

Sharing here was vulnerable and brave of my sweet Matty but I am so glad he was brave enough to do it because he is truly a testament to the power of unconditional LOVE. I do not know who I would be without his tender, fierce and unwavering love.

Here we dip our toes in the waters of remembering and relate a bit of our journey together and how we have used psychedelics mindfully and therapeutically to support ourselves in healing together and apart on the Journey.

✨Find me @JessieSirenMusic

⚠️ Disclaimer

This podcast is for educational and harm-reduction purposes only. I am not encouraging or advocating the use of any illegal substances. No substances were consumed during the making of this episode. Altered states--whether achieved through breathwork, drumming, or plant medicines--can impact perception and decision-making. Exploring these realms without proper guidance, preparation, and integration support can be dangerous. Please journey responsibly and in alignment with your own truth, safety, and sovereignty.

This episode begins with the retelling of a pretty fresh and very real story of the time I smelled propane in my house… and still almost made fried rice because I “didn’t want to make a fuss.” (Yes, the firefighters later told me there was a lot of propane in the air. Yes, I could’ve actually blown up my family. No, I’m not proud.)

From there, I open up about all the ways we learn to override our intuition. Those tiny gut hits, body signals, and psychic whispers that say “Hey you, something’s off.”

Most of us were trained out of listening to ourselves long before adulthood: told we were too much, too sensitive, too dramatic, or just flat-out wrong about what we felt.

I share a few moments from my own life where I ignored my inner knowing and paid a high price, and how I’m learning to alchemize those patterns instead of shaming myself for them. This episode is all about reclaiming the body’s intelligence, reconnecting to the inner signals we’ve silenced, and remembering that intuition isn’t mystical!! It’s a guiding light and practical AF.

Sometimes it even saves you from accidental self-made explosions.

✨Find me @JessieSirenMusic

⚠️ Disclaimer

This podcast is for educational and harm-reduction purposes only. I am not encouraging or advocating the use of any illegal substances. No substances were consumed during the making of this episode. Altered states--whether achieved through breathwork, drumming, or plant medicines--can impact perception and decision-making. Exploring these realms without proper guidance, preparation, and integration support can be dangerous. Please journey responsibly and in alignment with your own truth, safety, and sovereignty.