"Lucklier query" (Ep. 3)

How lucky can you be? Is there an attitude or exercise that you're doing to be better (in a fullness of doubt), with the trust you mend to tend toward the miraculous? Or, is it all too much to put any 'money' on? This week's episode might be of good keeping or it might be a lost measure of my finality.. if I could be accurate about the query' toward this side, of my life's next step -> but tentatively, it is neither and forever, exactly a test of my runnels--about what I believe to be worthy of more -spect.