hey friends! this week on Keep It Holy, we’re getting real about two things that quietly creep into our hearts : waiting and envy. what do we do when God’s timing feels slow, and how do we respond when it seems like others are moving ahead of us?

we’ll dig into how waiting can shape our character instead of crushing our hope, and how envy can be turned into gratitude when we see through God’s eyes. through Philippians 2:1–11, we’ll talk about humility, unity, and the mindset of Christ that changes how we handle both delay and comparison.

if you’ve ever felt stuck in a season of waiting, or battled the sting of seeing someone else get what you’ve been praying for... this one’s for you. come join me as we learn to wait well, release envy, and live with the same heart and mind as Jesus.

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hey friends! this week on Keep It Holy, we’re diving into something honest and close to the heart, what it really looks like when God’s presence seems far, and how to keep pressing in when you’re not “feeling it.”

we’re talking about what it means to seek God even when our emotions don’t line up, how His presence isn’t based on our feelings, and how repentance and offering ourselves can reconnect us to Him in deep ways. we’ll touch on scriptures like Jeremiah 29. 2 Corinthians 13. And 1 Chronicles 21.

if you’ve ever wondered where God is when your spiritual life feels dry or distracted—this episode is for you. come sit with me, and let’s lean into the truth that He’s near, even when we don’t feel it.

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hey friends! this week on Keep It Holy, we're diving into something raw, unscripted, and deeply real. the type of episode where the Holy Spirit leads more than the notes (because, let’s be honest… there weren’t any).

i’m sharing what it’s like to walk through back-to-back hardships but more than that how to keep going, how to stay grounded in faith even when it feels fragile, and how to overcome with gratitude, scripture, and with Jesus. if you’ve ever felt disqualified by your pain or unsure if you can keep believing, this episode is for you.i talk about spiritual warfare, discouragement, purpose, and that strange tension between believing in a good God and living in a broken world. we’ll mention Scripture like Romans 8:28, Zechariah, 1 Peter.

come sit with me. and maybe let’s find a little gratitude in the middle of it all.

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hey friends! this week on keep it holy, we’re talking about something we all face but rarely like to sit with... suffering. the kind that makes you question if God sees you, or if He’s still working.

this one is personal. i share what it’s been like to suffer with God instead of away from Him. we’re digging into scripture, therapy, and real emotions, asking: what does it mean to trust God when everything is pain?

you’ll hear raw thoughts, biblical truth, and honest reflections about holding on... not just to faith, but to the promises of God in the middle of the pain.

this is your reminder: you’re not weak for struggling. you’re not broken for questioning. and you’re not alone in your pain. God is not afraid of your emotions. He wants to meet you in them.

come sit with me in this moment. not for perfection but for presence.

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hey everyone! in this week’s episode of keep it holy, we’re tackling something real and relatable—laziness. not just the kind where you want five more minutes in bed, but the kind that quietly steals your time, delays your purpose, and keeps you from stepping into what God has called you to do.

i’ll be honest—this one’s personal. i’ve been convicted lately about how comfort can disguise itself as rest when it’s really just avoidance. we’re digging into scripture and reflecting on how laziness affects our spiritual walk, how God calls us to action, and how the Holy Spirit nudges us to move—even in small steps.

you’ll hear honest thoughts straight from my own journey, lots of scripture, and questions for self-reflection that might hit home. whether you’re putting things off, waiting for the “perfect” moment, or just feeling stuck, this is your gentle (and maybe convicting) reminder that God designed you for good works—on purpose and with purpose.

this is your call to shake off the slowness, stop waiting for the ideal circumstances, and step into movement with Jesus. not perfection—just progress.

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hi everyone! in this week’s episode of keep it holy, we’re diving into a powerful and prophetic passage—the valley of dry bones in Ezekiel 37. we’re exploring what it means to see life where there once was none, and how God brings hope to the hopeless.

sometimes, life feels like a desert—dry, lifeless, and full of unanswered prayers. but God doesn’t leave us there. in this episode, we talk about how He prepares and blesses the land before He blesses us, how He remains faithful to His word, and how His Spirit empowers us to stand strong even when we feel like giving up.

you’ll hear reflections straight from scripture, with spontaneous thoughts, honest prayers, and a reminder that God is not done with your story. whether you’re in a valley or on a mountaintop, this is your invitation to speak life into the dry places and trust that God is moving.

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hi everyone! in this episode of keep it holy, we’re exploring the topic of a hardened heart ... what it means, how it happens, and why it matters in our walk with God.

it’s easy to slip into frustration, impatience, and even spiritual numbness, especially during seasons of waiting or uncertainty. without realizing it, hearts can become closed off to God’s presence and disconnected from His goodness. this conversation shines a light on how a hardened heart can develop and how gratitude, reflection, and scripture help bring softness back.

the episode includes readings from Ezekiel and Mark, with space for spontaneous reflection led by the Holy Spirit. it’s an invitation to move from spiritual routine to genuine connection—recognizing God’s hand in every part of life and giving Him the glory He deserves.

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hi everyone! in today’s episode, we’re talking about something real and honest—being mad at God. we’re turning our hearts to the One who welcomes even our confusion, our anger, and our brokenness.

this week, your host ilona shares from a very personal place—a season of waiting, frustration, and learning to trust God even when nothing seems to change. we'll dive into the story of Elijah from 1 Kings 19, a reminder that even the greatest prophets had moments of deep pain and questions. what can we learn about God’s heart in those raw moments?

together, we’ll reflect on why it's important to bring our real emotions to God—how it deepens our relationship with Him, protects our hearts from the enemy's lies, and often brings clarity and healing over time. ilona shares her own journey of faith, disappointment, and renewed hope, reminding us that being honest with God actually proves our faith and His closeness.

this episode is a safe space for anyone who’s ever felt left behind, confused, or simply tired of waiting. you're not alone—and God is still right there with you.

join us as we journey through scripture and discover the beauty of being real with God, even when it hurts.

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