In Sister Wives Season 19 Episode 22, Kody Brown finally opens up in a way we’ve rarely seen before. He admits that he truly did love his wives — and that their leaving shattered his ego and confidence.

In today’s video, we react to Kody’s confession, where he shares that his sense of self-worth was built on constant validation from his large family. Now, after even pushing Robyn away, he claims he’s finally in a place where he can be happy in a monogamous relationship.

Is this true growth... or just Kody rewriting the story to protect his pride? We dive deep into the emotional fallout, the power struggles, and what this means for the Brown family moving forward.

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Chapters:

00:00:00 Cody's Struggle with Monogamy and Family Dynamics

00:03:06 Communication Breakdown in Divorce Proceedings

00:06:03 Challenges of Celebrating Valentine's Day in Polygamous Families

00:09:00 Navigating Plural Marriage in LDS Belief

00:12:20 Valentine's Day with Cody and Robin

00:14:59 Mary's Spiritual Release and Breaking Free from Cody

00:17:53 Debate on Marriage: Cult or Commitment?

00:21:02 Cody Confesses: The Truth Behind His Angry Words

00:24:07 Cody and Robin's Marital Struggles

00:27:24 Farewell and Thanks for Joining Sister Wives Journey

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La Luz del Mundo is one of the largest religious organizations in the world—so how did it end up at the center of shocking abuse allegations and cult accusations? In this episode, we react to a powerful “How I Escaped My Cult” story from someone who grew up inside La Luz del Mundo.

We explore what makes a church cross the line into cult territory: Is it the teachings, the control, or the corruption of leadership? Can a religion still do good while being built on abuse and manipulation?

Join us as we unpack this emotional story, compare it with our own experiences, and ask the hard questions about faith, power, and control.

Chapters:

00:00:00 The Mega Church Cult Dilemma

00:02:39 Parallels Between LDS and Restorationist Churches

00:05:19 Uncovering Secrets of the FLDS Church

00:08:07 Psychological Manipulation within Religious Structures

00:11:01 Navigating Manipulation and Abuse in High-Demand Religions

00:13:42 Warren Jeffs and Nasson's Persistence from Prison

00:16:32 The Power Dynamics in Harmful Groups

00:19:19 Examining Leadership and Control in Religious Organizations

00:22:14 The Complexity of Recognizing Cult-like Behavior

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🔷Breaking Free: One Girl's Journey from Warren Jeffs' Control

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🔷Behind FLDS Doors: The Tragic Tale of a Family Torn Apart by Warren Jeffs

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In this episode of Sister Wives Season 19, we watch as Janelle begins a new chapter of her life in North Carolina, surrounded by love and support.

Meri starts to question whether her relationship with Robyn was ever genuine—or just something she clung to in order to stay connected to the family. Meanwhile, Kody baptizes Aurora in her church… but uses the exact words from his former faith.

Why is Kody still relying on the language and authority of a church he claims to have left? Is this about spiritual connection—or lingering control?

Join Sam and Melissa as they break down all the emotional, spiritual, and relational layers in this thought-provoking episode.

👀 What did YOU think about Aurora’s baptism? Drop your thoughts in the comments!

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🔷Exclusive Interview with an Insider: Exposing FLDS Secrets

✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pIjlLejkETU

🔷Breaking Free: One Girl's Journey from Warren Jeffs' Control

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🔷Behind FLDS Doors: The Tragic Tale of a Family Torn Apart by Warren Jeffs

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At just 15 years old, Lu Ann Cooper was forced to marry her first cousin within the Kingston Group—also known as “The Order.” Trapped in a system of control, secrecy, and abuse, Luann felt suicide was her only way out. Leaving wasn’t even an option—until one day, it was.

In this powerful interview, Lu Ann opens up about her heartbreaking experience as a child bride, the emotional and psychological toll of life inside the Kingston cult, and what gave her the courage to finally escape. Today, Lu Ann is not only a survivor—she's a leader. She co-founded Hope After Polygamy, a nonprofit that provides scholarships and support to others leaving polygamous groups.

✨ This is a story of pain, resilience, and purpose.

🎓 Learn how Luann is helping others reclaim their education and their future.

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Chapters:

00:00:00 Escaping a Polygamous Community

00:07:30 Family Dynamics and Arranged Marriages

00:15:33 Early Marriage Expectations in Kingston Group

00:23:43 Life in the Kingston Group: Work and Marriage Expectations

00:31:50 Living Through Abuse and Planning to Escape

00:40:18 Struggles of Leaving a Religious Order

00:48:14 Standing Up Against Kidnapping Threats

00:55:49 Unexpected Paths to Love and Marriage

01:03:35 Allison's Adoption Journey

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In this episode, we react to the explosive final season of Big Love — and wow, the Henricksons are truly in freefall. Now that they’re publicly out as a polygamist family, the backlash is intense, and the cracks in their relationships are impossible to ignore.

We break down everything from Marge’s underage marriage at 16, Barb’s spiritual awakening and desire for the priesthood, to Nikki’s desperate attempt to claim the “first wife” spot — even using her daughter’s adoption as a weapon. And of course, that wild final scene…

From our personal experiences with real-life polygamy, this finale hits hard — and shows that when it comes down to it, polygamy is often about power, control, and justifying anything “in the name of God.”

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Chapters:

00:00:00 Big Love Season 5: The Fallout of Polygamy

00:04:36 Margie's Journey from Polygamy to MLM Success

00:09:19 Bill's Relationships Under Scrutiny

00:14:16 Nikki's Desire for a Traditional Wedding

00:19:16 Mary's Journey of Self-Discovery and Faith

00:24:16 Controversy Surrounding Bill's Polygamy and Mormon Identity

00:29:12 The Dramatic Escape and Safe Haven

00:34:26 The Controversial Finale and Character Storylines

00:39:19 The Unexpected Conclusion of Polygamy Storylines

00:44:01 End of Discussion Invitation for Comments

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In this video, we react to How I Escaped My Cult, a chilling story about the Pilgrim Family—where one man used control, fear, and spiritual manipulation to turn his own household into a cult.

This is a powerful example of how cult tactics don't always require thousands of followers—sometimes, it's just one family suffering in silence. We break down how abuse, isolation, and twisted faith can be used to dominate and destroy lives—and how true bravery is found in those who choose to leave.

If you've ever wondered how cults form behind closed doors, this one hits hard.

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Chapters:

00:00:00 Escaping a Family Cult: The Pilgrim Family Story

00:02:58 The Rise and Fall of Papa Pilgrim's Cult

00:06:08 Psychological Manipulation and Isolation

00:09:25 Manipulation and Abuse in Isolated Families

00:12:57 The Tragic Role of Mothers in Facilitating Abuse

00:17:01 Surviving Abuse: A Story of Courage and Resilience

00:19:33 Fear and Family: The Decision to Stay

00:22:35 The Escape and Shelter by a Christian Family

00:25:39 Overcoming Cults: The Power of Self-Liberation

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Bill Henrickson gets a revelation to run for senator in Season 4 of Big Love—but is it really divine inspiration, or just pure manipulation? In this reaction video, we dive deep into the chaos Bill causes as he chases political power at any cost.Not only is he hiding the fact that he’s a polygamist, but he’s also concealing a child out of wedlock, publicly sacrificing his loyal friend Don, and dragging his entire family through a mess of secrets and lies. Bill claims it's all for his "vision" of the future—but everyone around him is paying the price.📺 Don’t forget to like, comment, and subscribe for more Big Love reactions and deep dives into polygamy and power.#BigLove #ReactionVideo #HBOBigLove #Polygamy #BillHenrickson #TVReaction #Fundamentalism #MormonDramaJoin our NEW Patreon HERE: https://patreon.com/growingupinpolygamyIf you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.orgAt Growing Up In Polygamy our mission is to "Create compassion for communities that have been misunderstood, marginalized and/or abused by their leaders, and to empower those who have left by giving them a platform to share their stories with the world."If you would like to DONATE to this cause you can do so here: https://donorbox.org/growing-up-in-polygamyInsta: @growingupinpolygamyNew website is now up! www.growingupinpolygamy.comTheme Song created by @artcowles Please feel free to reach out to us!growingupinpolygamy@gmail.com✅SUBSCRIBE NOW : https://shorturl.at/inqrE#like #comment #post #share and #encourage other to #subscribe to the channel.

In this video, we react to the harrowing story of someone who escaped the Nuwabian Nation—a cult led by a self-proclaimed prophet who built a compound in Georgia to expand his twisted empire. While preaching spiritual enlightenment, he created a system of polygamy where only he could take multiple wives—many of them underage girls. He manipulated his followers, exploited their labor, and drained them of their money, all while hiding behind religion and charisma.

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Chapters:

00:00:00 The Disturbing Rise of the Nwabian Nation Cult

00:02:45 Ansaru Allah Community in Brooklyn: A Story of Isolation and Control

00:05:33 Manipulation and Isolation in Cults

00:08:22 Control and Manipulation Tactics

00:11:24 The Mysterious Move to Georgia

00:14:22 Inside the Inner Circle and Secrets Revealed

00:17:18 Resilient Sheriff Challenges Compound

00:20:11 A Father's Awakening and Standing Against Abuse

00:23:00 Arrest of York and the Fall of the Compound

00:25:56 Engaging with Our Community

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