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  • 3 A.M.

    3 A.M.
    Feb 2 2025

    3 A.M. being woken up by your cat which is acting strange, you take the warning and head downstairs. When you realize you forget your blanket upstairs. While being upstairs you get the feeling that is telling you get downstairs now! You listen to your intuition and once you get downstairs the weather turns bad to worse. Between the low in the wind you hear a freight train but there is no railroad nearby. You realize it’s a tornado heading your way. You hear something hit the side of the house and something explodes in front of the house. Everything goes dark and you realize you are in the eye of storm. The rain is coming down sideways, your ears are popping and many things are hitting the house. You tell your husband you are afraid to see the damage when the storm blows over because you know it will be bad, not knowing there is more bad news on the horizon.



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  • Sunset

    Sunset
    Feb 1 2025
    Watching the sunset, it reminds me how thankful I am, that God gave me another day to live and to see another day. I am not perfect, I have sinned, but I am thankful for God’s grace. To start this new year, new chapter, I wanted to share the hardest parts of my life, but all credit will always go to God. There were times I had to apologize for how I treated others, I did because I cared for how bad hurt each person. Everything I did wasn’t for something for return, it was out of respect and that I recognized when I did wrong. Many did take advantage of my kindness and respect, but that will change as well. I had so many individuals in my life who supported me throughout my life as well, and I am very thankful for that support. That support is what got me where I am today, I wouldn’t be where I am today, without the support, but also being humble, kind and respectful, while also standing up for myself. God has always been good to me, and we do have history. I love the Lord, and I don’t deserve his forgiveness, but I am so thankful for him. If there was one major thing I learned, it’s to trust God and not do everything on your own. When you try to do everything on your own, it won’t work out. For my birthday, I want to give glory to God and show him how thankful I am to know him and that he saved me in my darkest hour. That his only son died for me, to save me. I did get lost, wander off, but the Lord helped me find my way. These beautiful sunsets, isn’t just something we cherish, but a reminder of where we came from and who worship. Life will be tough, we will sin, but God will always want us to come to him. It can be scary, but he loves all of us. I never hated no one and I was never mad at anyone, I just felt bad for the hate that they had. That they refuse to heal themselves or that God won’t accept them, but that is wrong. Don’t mock God, it won’t end well, with each sunset be thankful to be alive and grateful to see each day.

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  • When The Sky Goes Dark

    When The Sky Goes Dark
    Feb 1 2025

    No power or water for days, everyone said the storm would miss us, but the track kept going east. Never knowing you are dehydrated or having a heat stroke until it’s too late. We didn’t get it as bad as North Carolina but still got it bad. Ending up in the hospital with infection and other issues. This was the last problem I thought I would have to deal with. Still not being to get the sound of the wind out of my head. A experience that was freighting and something I never want to go through again, but I know this just the beginning. This was eye opener of what is to come and be better be prepared instead of blowing it off. Which a lot of us have done this for years expecting the storm to not be bad, but it was the opposite. We better learn now then wait when it’s too late. When the sky goes dark and realizing you miss the chance to be prepared.



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  • Been Known To Share

    Been Known To Share
    Feb 1 2025


    In life there is a lesson learned, being known to share is sharing what I learned. If hadn’t been for certain individuals I wouldn’t be where I am today. My life is a story I chose to share and write. There will be many good memories, while many moments will be hard but a time I wouldn’t forget. Life is not about the good but how you overcame the bad as well.



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  • I Leave Quite An Impression

    I Leave Quite An Impression
    Feb 1 2025
    Someone who doesn’t care what you say about me or how you view me. I’ll show you where the finish line is, but won’t regret one moment when you do me wrong. I leave quite an impression is knowing how to be classy and elegant while being petty at the same time. You will never know when or where, all you will know is I hide it well. Keep guessing because you will loose, I don’t play games. I came here to slay . Each person who crosses me eventually regrets it and comes crawling back . When they said they would never do that, well then why are you knocking at my door? You lost at your own game, while I was over here not given in to your nonsense and being the bigger person. You snooze you loose, not my issue.

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  • Where The Wild Things Are

    Where The Wild Things Are
    Feb 1 2025


    When death comes knocking at your door is that when we will cherish life? When you have several close calls. We will never know when it’s our time to go, but stressing each day away instead of enjoying the time that was given to us. It’s not being doubtful or wishing for anything bad. It’s about realizing our time is limited and we should choose our time wisely. Where the wild things are is knowing I have condition that mimics a heart attack. No I didn’t have a heart attack, but still being on observation. You just realize how thankful you are and being able to share your stories and life experiences. Cherish your time and your loved one’s that you hold close.



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  • Too Nice

    Too Nice
    Feb 1 2025
    I’m going to start all over, this year I’ve been too nice to point where I let everyone walk all over me. Putting the dark stuff I had to go through first, before I put out the healed version of me. I waited for you to finish, but now I got my headphones on and I can’t hear what you said. If you don’t like what I say, don’t ask for my opinion, I will be straight and straightforward to the point. Next year will be more of tropical era. I used to be someone who had to hide my feelings just keep the peace. No more keeping the peace, because all it got me was getting hurt even more. I would apologize even when I know I didn’t do nothing wrong. I hate compliments, because I always had targets on my back. No matter what I did, I’m damned if I do, damned if I don’t. I’m living on my own terms, no more people pleasing or feeling useless. I found peace with speaking my mind, being blunt and straightforward. If you don’t like it not my problem or issue. There is door, you can leave, I’ll open the door. I’ve made my mistakes, but half the stuff I went through I didn’t deserve. You won’t change me or blame me for your own actions either. You live and learn, but you also learn to forgive yourself as well. Next year will be a brand new me, no longer holding back or caring. Since no one cared when I was being walked over.

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  • Starved My Body

    Starved My Body
    Feb 1 2025
    Not being able to eat because it hurts to swallow and that I am allergic to gluten. Which mostly everything we have has gluten in it. Not being hungry in the mornings, only in the afternoons it’s not like I caused this. This isn’t normal, seeing a specialist next year to do more tests. I had H-Pylori in February of 2022, which can be passed down through DNA and cause by the good bacteria in stomach turning on you and make you sick. I had a stomach ulcer and the bacteria changed my stomach lining, which now I am allergic to gluten. Many would say it’s a made up allergy, but it isn’t. If I eat gluten I would either end up in the hospital or be throwing up a lot. Lot of drinks at Starbucks are gluten free, like Diet Coke is gluten free as well. Anything that says diet is gluten free, as well as fish is too. It does become stressful to mention you are allergic to gluten, when you are going to gathering, because all the food they have has gluten in it. So they have to make other foods that don’t have gluten in it. That is extra work from them to do, and it’s not fair to the one who is cooking, but what choice do I have? I’ll be having my tonsils removed soon, and the doctor used the terminology that it will be brutal. As you get older, especially for older adults they have a harder time recovery, unlike kids who have their tonsils removed. The doctor said it would take month to get back to normal, but two weeks for the area to heal. I won’t have a voice for a while. Starved my body, is not something I chose or caused, after Covid, I continued to get sick and have more issues. They did say that many who had Covid could have underlining issues but you wouldn’t know if it was issue until you got better. These many battles I face, I didn’t chose but I had to go through it.

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