Entry 5: Unjustified Suspicion

In this entry I open up about something many of us wrestle with but rarely admit: unjustified suspicion toward God. Without realizing it, we project fear, paranoia, and mistrust onto a God who’s never wronged us. It’s not always rebellion — sometimes it’s just misunderstanding, lack of stillness, or fear disguised as control.

I explore how easily our constantly changing desires make it hard to trust what God is doing — and how fear becomes the enemy’s strongest tool to keep us stuck. But there’s hope in confession, in clarity, and in learning how to trust again.

If you’ve ever struggled with overthinking, mistrust, or fear in your walk with God, this is a moment of realignment for both of us.