[Sorry, ballers! The audio file uploaded on Friday for this episode had some problems. It's been fixed, so you can enjoy it glitch free. Happy Mercury Retrograde, to all who observe.]

Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Britten LaRue (she/her) and Natasha Levinger (she/her).

This week Natasha & Britten are joined by writer, spellcaster, psychic-medium, and animal communicator, Melissa St. Hilaire. She is the author of 30 Real Signs from the Afterlife: Recognizing and Understanding Messages from Lost Loved Ones.

In this episode:

• How to avoid believing the messiness of your inner critic
• The importance of surrounding yourself with people you love and admire
• Magic comes from the heart, not from perfection
• There a some weird sounds in today's interview.
• Melissa's journey to claiming her connection to witchcraft
• Finding community in witchcraft through a local coven
• Every time Melissa is interviewed by anyone, there is always some technological issue
• Melissa's was three years old when she first realized she could see spirits
• Being haunted by "The Pig Man" at night
• The Pig Man may be with us on the episode
• There is a hotel in Maine where Melissa regularly encounters a malevolent entity
• Natasha wonders why she keeps going back
• A powerful experience with Melissa's father after his wife's passing
• How witchcraft made Melissa a better medium
• A spell should your last resort to achieve a result
• Why Melissa doesn't like the word "manifest" any more
• Manifesting for humanity as a whole, not just for yourself
• Melissa senses a battle in the astral plane for the soul of humanity
• Empathy is the reason for living
• Melissa feels there are more people coming to witchcraft these days, but they are doing their work privately
• A spell or ritual you can do every day to help the world right now
• Some recommendations for starting to work with candle magic
• Melissa's book gives simple tools for learning to be guided in your own life
• Anything can be a sign, but not everything is a sign
• Britten loves eclipses for magic!

Plus...

• Join Natasha's substack as a paid subscriber and get the weekly energy report! Sign up today.
• Learn more about Britten's in-depth offering for those learning to use their gifts, The Magician's Table.
• Natasha's other podcast, Getting to Know Woo, is back from hiatus. Go check it out!
• If you like this podcast, please leave a 5-star review and tell your friends about us!

Melissa's info:

• Book: 30 Real Signs from the Afterlife: Recognizing and Understanding Messages from Lost Loved Ones
• Website: americanwitch13.com
• Instagram: @americanwitch13
• TikTok: @americanwich13

Crystal Ballers is a semi-monthly podcast hosted by mystics Natasha Levinger and Britten LaRue. Inspired by Pluto’s shift into Aquarius, it’s space to celebrate the audacity to create our Future now. In a world that minimizes the subjective experience, it takes swagger to validate our dreams, desires, and visions in co-creation with the unseen, the unexplainable, and the felt. Britten and Natasha invite listeners into the concept of "skilled feelership" - the practice of honoring and developing one's intuitive abilities as a skill, rather than seeing it as a fixed trait. They explore the reclamation of feminine power, intuitive development, and the collective shift happening in 2025 and beyond. Crystal Ballers’ primary goal is to support listeners in staying present to their power no matter what astrological and energetic shifts are present.

Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Natasha Levinger (she/her) and Britten LaRue (she/her).

In this episode:

• A new structure for the podcast!
• Seeing action as part of speech
• The frustration of not seeing more action from those around you
• Learning to address systemic problems as systemic
• The inequity of consequences resulting from the Epstein files
• Breaking old spells around being seen as difficult
• How rushing toward knowing can actually create confusion
• The human need for certainty is very powerful
• Projecting your own anxieties onto someone else's silence
• Experience with healing parts doesn't mean you will never get triggered; it means you know how to handle it if you do
• We aren't meant to be doing any of this alone
• Shit that works: co-regulating with another living being
• Baths for emotional regulation
• Natasha loves skin
• Card pull for the week ahead: Prince of Discs
• The potency of trusting in time
• The changes we make on a Taurus are the strongest changes

Plus...

• Join Britten's free Dream Reel workshop on Feb 20. Just sign up for the Magician's Table 2026 mailing list to get the details.
• Join Natasha's substack as a paid subscriber and get the weekly energy report! Sign up today.
• Natasha's other podcast, Getting to Know Woo, is back from hiatus. Go check it out!
• If you like this podcast, please leave a 5-star review and tell your friends about us!

Crystal Ballers is a semi-weekly podcast hosted by mystics Natasha Levinger and Britten LaRue. Inspired by Pluto’s shift into Aquarius, it’s space to celebrate the audacity to create our Future now. In a world that minimizes the subjective experience, it takes swagger to validate our dreams, desires, and visions in co-creation with the unseen, the unexplainable, and the felt. Britten and Natasha invite listeners into the concept of "skilled feelership" - the practice of honoring and developing one's intuitive abilities as a skill, rather than seeing it as a fixed trait. They explore the reclamation of feminine power, intuitive development, and the collective shift happening in 2025 and beyond. Crystal Ballers’ primary goal is to support listeners in staying present to their power no matter what astrological and energetic shifts are present.

Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Britten LaRue (she/her) and Natasha Levinger (she/her).

In this episode:

• Britten is wearing some great some great earrings (you'll just have to trust us)
• The importance of letting your ideas incubate and percolate
• Thinking of projects as travel
• Taking material from your life
• Natasha's projects all feel very in the moment
• Some of Natasha & Britten's differences are highlighted in their creative processes
• Being soothed by structure...in theory
• Simplifying habits and routines to free up energy for other projects
• Using deadlines or competitiveness as motivation
• Competition with yourself as motivation
• A healthier form of ambition
• Physical vs digital
• Finding the balance of connecting to your audience and not creating from a place of needing your audience
• How caring for yourself changes along your healing journey

Plus...

• Natasha is now doing live monthly attunement calls for paid subscribers of her Substack, Coming Home. Learn more or sign up here!
• Join Britten's series, Unshaming Your Chart! Details here.
• Natasha's other podcast, Getting to Know Woo, is back from hiatus. Go check it out!
• If you like this podcast, please leave a 5-star review and tell your friends about us!

Crystal Ballers is a semi-weekly podcast hosted by mystics Natasha Levinger and Britten LaRue. Inspired by Pluto’s shift into Aquarius, it’s space to celebrate the audacity to create our Future now. In a world that minimizes the subjective experience, it takes swagger to validate our dreams, desires, and visions in co-creation with the unseen, the unexplainable, and the felt. Britten and Natasha invite listeners into the concept of "skilled feelership" - the practice of honoring and developing one's intuitive abilities as a skill, rather than seeing it as a fixed trait. They explore the reclamation of feminine power, intuitive development, and the collective shift happening in 2025 and beyond. Crystal Ballers’ primary goal is to support listeners in staying present to their power no matter what astrological and energetic shifts are present.

Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Natasha Levinger (she/her) and Britten LaRue (she/her).

In this episode:

• A Happy first birthday to the Crystal Ballers podcast!
• Natasha's evolving relationship with social media
• Trusting what feels right even if it doesn't seem "correct" on paper
• Britten tries on the Gen Z slang!
• Respecting your "no"
• Recognizing the limits of your energy and deciding where it goes
• Capricorn season is seeding time
• Creating the environment you want to be rooted in, and listening to what environment you're actually in
• The effect on your environment of trusting your "no" (and your "yes")
• Connecting to the spirit of your hopes and dreams for the world to find your community
• Making your frequency your location
• We've been taught to orient safety externally
• What's gonna catch me if I take a leap of faith?
• 2026 brings the end of the chase pattern
• "Why would I be beaming myself somewhere that isn't meeting me there?"
• Holding the frequency of yourself
• The energy of this summer feels like it has big changes in store
• If you're holding on to something that isn't serving you, the universe may take it away for you
• How doing things at the right time makes them easier
• Your life can contain both difficulties and privilege
• Some people wait for collapse to be happy
• This is a time for liminal beings
• How being present with your grief can open you to joy and other emotions
• Doubling down on joy and desire as an orientation point
• The Four Steps of Wayfinding
• Orienting to your own actual heart

Plus...

• Join Britten's series, Unshaming Your Chart! Details here.
• Natasha is now doing live monthly attunement calls for paid subscribers of her Substack, Coming Home. Learn more or sign up here!
• If you like this podcast, please leave a 5-star review and tell your friends about us!

Crystal Ballers is a semi-weekly podcast hosted by mystics Natasha Levinger and Britten LaRue. Inspired by Pluto’s shift into Aquarius, it’s space to celebrate the audacity to create our Future now. In a world that minimizes the subjective experience, it takes swagger to validate our dreams, desires, and visions in co-creation with the unseen, the unexplainable, and the felt. Britten and Natasha invite listeners into the concept of "skilled feelership" - the practice of honoring and developing one's intuitive abilities as a skill, rather than seeing it as a fixed trait. They explore the reclamation of feminine power, intuitive development, and the collective shift happening in 2025 and beyond. Crystal Ballers’ primary goal is to support listeners in staying present to their power no matter what astrological and energetic shifts are present.

Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Britten LaRue (she/her) and Natasha Levinger (she/her).

In this episode:

• A discombobulated holiday time for the Ballers
• Britten goes immersive for Christmas
• Sharing a distaste for pressure to buy things at the holidays
• Christmas is a true inner child joy for Natasha
• Britten & Natasha's opposite feelings about Christmas
• Putting too much pressure on yourself about gift giving
• This episode is for everyone with a Capricorn moon
• How do you chill and have fun, and follow the recipe?
• Dreading asking for help
• What is a dark moon?
• Tips for navigating the holidays
• Quietly pre-resenting people

Plus...

• Get Release & Receive, Natasha's guided energy workshop for closing 2025 and anchoring 2026. Learn more or get it here.
• Join Britten's series, Unshaming Your Chart! Details here.
• If you like this podcast, please leave a 5-star review and tell your friends about us!

Crystal Ballers is a semi-weekly podcast hosted by mystics Natasha Levinger and Britten LaRue. Inspired by Pluto’s shift into Aquarius, it’s space to celebrate the audacity to create our Future now. In a world that minimizes the subjective experience, it takes swagger to validate our dreams, desires, and visions in co-creation with the unseen, the unexplainable, and the felt. Britten and Natasha invite listeners into the concept of "skilled feelership" - the practice of honoring and developing one's intuitive abilities as a skill, rather than seeing it as a fixed trait. They explore the reclamation of feminine power, intuitive development, and the collective shift happening in 2025 and beyond. Crystal Ballers’ primary goal is to support listeners in staying present to their power no matter what astrological and energetic shifts are present.

Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Natasha Levinger (she/her) and Britten LaRue (she/her).

In this episode:

• Britten had a different experience with the energy of the last few weeks
• We're just gonna be chart people
• 2025 has been a hermit year (astrology) and a nine year (numerology)
• Britten is already feeling 2026 energy
• "Go big on your magic, go big for our world"
• The world has done so much shedding this year
• Britten and Natasha's relationship to the language of finance
• The importance of "undoing"
• Natasha used to be afraid of Type A people
• So much of your rising sign is your process
• Letting others be themselves isn't possible if you're ashamed of being yourself
• Natasha is scheming to manipulate her solar return chart
• What choosing yourself can look like
• Natasha introduces The Sovereignty Diamond
• Anxiety isn't a prophecy, it's a memory
• The joy of holding eye contact with a loved one longer than usual
• When genuineness is disorienting
• Being shamed for being shameless
• Question: Do you think it's possible to cultivate trust in mystery and uncertainty if you're not anchored in a cosmology of something bigger than yourself?
• Shame thrives in silence and isolation

Plus...

• Join Britten's series, Unshaming Your Chart! Details here.
• Natasha is now doing live monthly attunement calls for paid subscribers of her Substack, Coming Home. Learn more or sign up here!
• If you like this podcast, please leave a 5-star review and tell your friends about us!

Crystal Ballers is a semi-weekly podcast hosted by mystics Natasha Levinger and Britten LaRue. Inspired by Pluto’s shift into Aquarius, it’s space to celebrate the audacity to create our Future now. In a world that minimizes the subjective experience, it takes swagger to validate our dreams, desires, and visions in co-creation with the unseen, the unexplainable, and the felt. Britten and Natasha invite listeners into the concept of "skilled feelership" - the practice of honoring and developing one's intuitive abilities as a skill, rather than seeing it as a fixed trait. They explore the reclamation of feminine power, intuitive development, and the collective shift happening in 2025 and beyond. Crystal Ballers’ primary goal is to support listeners in staying present to their power no matter what astrological and energetic shifts are present.

Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Britten LaRue (she/her) and Natasha Levinger (she/her).

In this episode:

• Natasha's taking a super cas(ual) approach today
• The strangeness of being on a mic
• Venus is still in Libra
• The dangers of the Vanderpump to Housewives pipeline
• How much lifestyle compatibility matters in relationships
• How the Venusian gets shamed as being "shallow"
• Practicing discomfort
• The Nine Boredoms of the Rightful Baddie
• Visibility is central to baddiness
• Boredom as the last step of healing
• When you suddenly become more interested yourself than the problem you thought you had to fix
• Learning to identify "fake boredom"
• "No judgies"
• The boredom to baddie pathway
• Societal conditioning has separated us from our divinity and our beauty
• Worth tied to your existence, not your output
• A space where proving yourself doesn't even make sense

Plus...

• Get in on Britten's free offering, The 9 Boredoms of the Rightful Baddie
• Natasha is now doing live monthly attunement calls for paid subscribers of her Substack, Coming Home. Learn more or sign up here!
• If you like this podcast, please leave a 5-star review and tell your friends about us!

Crystal Ballers is a semi-weekly podcast hosted by mystics Natasha Levinger and Britten LaRue. Inspired by Pluto’s shift into Aquarius, it’s space to celebrate the audacity to create our Future now. In a world that minimizes the subjective experience, it takes swagger to validate our dreams, desires, and visions in co-creation with the unseen, the unexplainable, and the felt. Britten and Natasha invite listeners into the concept of "skilled feelership" - the practice of honoring and developing one's intuitive abilities as a skill, rather than seeing it as a fixed trait. They explore the reclamation of feminine power, intuitive development, and the collective shift happening in 2025 and beyond. Crystal Ballers’ primary goal is to support listeners in staying present to their power no matter what astrological and energetic shifts are present.

Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Natasha Levinger (she/her) and Britten LaRue (she/her).

In this episode:

• Natasha is a maximalist being forced into minimalism

• How summoning together can help

• The importance of not forcing things when manifesting

• Go Humans! We're really doing it!

• The rapidity of emotional and energetic updates happening right now

• Trying to speak astrology in a way that doesn't center personality types

• Personality is a rudimentary way of relating to yourself.

• Medical racism as a reflection of how we cut ourselves off

• How personal growth can affect relationships when

• "Who are you to love what you do every day?"

• Being forced to comply makes Natasha's Aquarius parts feel shrivel

• Britten's book, Living Astrology

• A recent major inner child event for Britten

• Letting our inner child parts feel seen helps remove the sting of what triggered them

• Learning to manage your own emotions to help others (especially children)

• All of this growth is catapulting us into a new era

• How we can sometimes live in different realities than others

• How the 3D/5D discussion is reminiscent of The Rapture

• New Segment: Messages from Natasha's dragon guides

Plus...

• Natasha is now doing live monthly attunement calls for paid subscribers of her Substack, Coming Home. Learn more or sign up here!
• Learn more about Britten's courses, books, and one-on-one offerings.
• If you like this podcast, please leave a 5-star review and tell your friends about us!

Mentioned on this episode:

• The practice of Summoning, as explained in Episode 7

Crystal Ballers is a semi-weekly podcast hosted by mystics Natasha Levinger and Britten LaRue. Inspired by Pluto’s shift into Aquarius, it’s space to celebrate the audacity to create our Future now. In a world that minimizes the subjective experience, it takes swagger to validate our dreams, desires, and visions in co-creation with the unseen, the unexplainable, and the felt. Britten and Natasha invite listeners into the concept of "skilled feelership" - the practice of honoring and developing one's intuitive abilities as a skill, rather than seeing it as a fixed trait. They explore the reclamation of feminine power, intuitive development, and the collective shift happening in 2025 and beyond. Crystal Ballers’ primary goal is to support listeners in staying present to their power no matter what astrological and energetic shifts are present.