Call and Response Special Edition Conversations With KD July 25 2020

Taking time to look back and move forward. Conversations With KD episodes are derived from the recordings of KD’s online events from his home during the 2020/ 2021 days of social distancing and quarantine from the onset of COVID and beyond. Call and Response Special Edition Conversations With KD July 25 2020 “Hanuman is a being that not only liberates us, gives us freedom, but he allows us to satisfy the desires that we have that will be useful to us in progressing in life. It is not a renunciant sannysasi path. This is a path very much in the world, seeing God everywhere in everyone, not just in one little place, but seeing, being in the world and yet not of the world. So, as you do these practices and as you grow, a lot of things will happen, and the main thing is really just to have some humility about the practice itself, you know, to understand that it’s a spiritual practice, regardless of what comes to you in your life.” – Krishna Das That invocation to Hanuman has a secret in it. Those last two verses have this secret. Aanjaneya mati paatalaananam Kaanchanaadri kamaneeya vigraham Then it goes: Paarijaata taru moola vaasinam Bhaavayaami pavamaana nandanam So Hanuman is always sitting at the foot of this tree, lost in love, lost in Ram. Paarijaata taru moola vaasinam Bhaavayaami pavamaana nandanam He’s lost in devotion for Ram. Yatra yatra Raghunaatha keertanam Tatra tatra krita masta kaanjalim Wherever and whenever Ram’s name is sung or spoken, Hanumanji comes there. Whenever and wherever. So one time, Maharajji went up to the, he was in Chitrakoot with some devotees and they went up to the top of this mountain called Hanuman Dhara, and the story is that, after burning Lanka, Hanuman flew to the top of this mountain and hit the ground and a stream of water came out, and in that water, he cooled his body down because he’d become very fierce, and he’d just burnt Lanka. His whole body was, his tail was on fire as he flew around Lanka. He didn’t feel any pain, but he was cranked up. And so, he then flew to this mountain and cooled himself. So Maharajji was sitting there at the spot and he said to Dada, “Dada, this is where Hanumanji came to cool off to calm himself after burning Lanka,” and then kind of under his breath, he just said, “But Hanumanji was always at peace.” So, no matter what he was doing in the outside world, no matter where he was going, what he was doing, he was always at peace. He was always completely in Ram. So this gives us a sense of direction, because no matter what we experience in our daily lives,, it is possible to always be at peace, to always be existing in our natural state, which is peace, which is love. So, every issue that we have dissolves into that peace, into that Ram, into that love, into that space. It’s vast space, huge, vast presence in which everything is held. This is Maharajji’s big form. This is Ram. This is Hanuman at one with Ram. So, this is why we repeat the name. This is why we do practice, so that we can release the stuff that catches us all life long, and trying to find some reality within ourselves, something deeper than our normal everyday experience. Which is why Maharajji said, “Go on repeating the name. Go on repeating the name, even without any feelings of devotion or love, even when you’re tired, even when you’re angry, just go on repeating the name and sooner or later, the grace will manifest. The real Ram will show up.” So, no matter what else is going on in our lives, we really need to be doing some turning within, or we’ll never be able to let go of our stuff. You just can’t. It’s like trying to pick yourself up like this. It can’t be done. You need some leverage to get up. You can’t pick yourself up just with your own strength, with your hands. You need some leverage. We need some leverage and we get that from training ourselves to keep releasing our knee jerk reactions, our negative thinking, the stories we tell ourselves about ourselves. So, lecture over. Some questions, anybody? Q: I met you once on my birthday was Valentine’s day in 2009 with your guru brother, Rama Giri, who became a wonderful teacher to me. I’m sorry. I’m very emotional. And he left his body and I wasn’t able to be there and that’s been very hard for me, and but you began to do these amazing satsangs on Thursday, which I follow, and it has kind of reactivated me and connected me again, to Maharajji who, when I connected to Maharajji so much happened in my life. I got to go to India. I got to do so many amazing things, but one thing I didn’t get to do, and this is my question, It’s you know, life happened. I was volunteering. I did things. And Rama Giri had said to me, “You need to go meet Siddhi Ma.” And I didn’t get to meet her. And she also left her body, and I have this, I know that no matter what, Maharajji’s with me and wherever I go, I don’t need to go to India to find him. He’s with ...