The Crystal Library: Celestite & the Art of Inhabiting Liminal Space

In this intimate episode of The Crystal Library, Ashleigh shares the story of celestite, the crystal that quietly sparked her spiritual awakening.

Rather than focusing on textbook meanings, this episode explores celestite as a touchstone—a stone of grounding, remembrance, and return. Ashleigh reflects on postpartum struggle, rediscovering her mystical identity, and learning that science and spirituality don’t have to be opposites.

Celestite becomes a guide through liminal space—the in-between—revealing that we don’t always need to cross thresholds… sometimes we are meant to live within them.

In this episode:
Ashleigh’s first encounter with celestite during a pivotal trip

How the stone became an anchor during spiritual reawakening

Navigating identity, intuition, and suppressed magic

Living between science and mysticism

Why personal crystal connections matter more than traditional meanings

Reflection:
What threshold are you trying to cross that you might actually be meant to live in?

What becomes possible when the in-between becomes home?

💙 Connect with Ashleigh:
Instagram: @mystical.mama.ash @bigcrystalenergypodcast

Podcast: Big Crystal Energy

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SEASON 3, EPISODE 3: CAPRICORN SEASON

Episode Description

Capricorn season doesn't announce itself—it settles in. Explore the quiet magic of this threshold season and discover why the sea goat is the ultimate liminal being: half land, half sea, moving between structure and intuition.

What You'll Learn

• Why Capricorn lives in the veil between who you were and who you're becoming
• The sea goat symbolism: ambitious mountain climber meets mystical depths
• How Saturn teaches the difference between prisons and sanctuaries
• The Devil card vs. 10 of Pentacles: unconscious binding vs. intentional legacy
• Neurodivergence as sea goat magic

The Sea Goat Tarot Spread

Card 1: The structure I'm being asked to commit to
Card 2: The attachment I'm ready to release
Card 3: The legacy I'm building

Crystals for Staying Power

Smokey Quartz • Garnet • Onyx • Black Tourmaline • Pyrite

Journal Prompts

1. What am I ready to carry through the veil?
2. What structures deserve my devotion?
3. What legacy am I quietly building?

Where to Find Me

Instagram: @mystical.mama.ash & @bigcrystalenergypodcast
Hashtag: #BigCrystalEnergy
Affiliate: Sea Witch Botanicals - use code ENERGY13

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From childhood obsession with the movie Romancing the Stone to claiming emerald as my crystal of 2026 - this is a deep dive into why emerald is THE stone of magic, vision, and transformation.

I explore the geology that reveals the magic, the Emerald Tablet's "as above, so below" teaching, and the medieval legend connecting emerald to both Lucifer's crown and the Holy Grail.

This isn't your typical heart chakra episode. This is about vision you can't unsee, exile that proves clarity, and what happens when a stone chooses you.

Fair warning: This episode is not gentle. If emerald is calling you this year, you'll understand why.

KEY TOPICS

• Romancing the Stone (1984) & my mom's costume jewelry ring
• The science: beryl + chromium = emerald (how "impurities" create value)
• The Emerald Tablet of Thoth: "As Above, So Below"
• Nicholas Pearson's The Witching Stones - essential emerald magic
• The Lucifer teaching: when the fallen stone becomes the Holy Grail
• What it means when vision gets you cast out
• Practical magic: working with emerald for 2026

KEY QUOTES

"Emerald doesn't give you vision. It stops you from pretending you don't already see."

"The emerald doesn't fall from Lucifer's crown as punishment. It falls because he chose vision over comfort."

"If you're feeling cast out of the safe crowd, that's not failure. That's proof you're seeing clearly."

FEATURED RESOURCE

The Witching Stones by Nicholas Pearson

• Essential reading for emerald's connection to magic, divination & witchcraft
• Website: www.theluminouspearl.com
• Instagram: @theluminouspearl

CONNECT

Instagram: @bigcrystalenergypodcast | @mystical.mama.ash

Is emerald YOUR stone this year? Tag us and share your story.

Support the show: Leave a review, share this episode, subscribe for more Crystal Library deep dives.

Until next time: Trust what you see, even when it gets you cast out. 💚

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BIG CRYSTAL ENERGY - SEASON 3 EPISODE 1

Welcome to Season 3! This year, we're stepping through the veil and into liminal space—embracing the in-between, the becoming, the gorgeous uncertainty of transformation.

In this episode, I'm sharing the four anchors guiding my 2026: my word of the year (Opulence), crystal of the year (Emerald), color of the year (Red), and tarot card of the year (The Empress). Plus, I'm inviting YOU to create your own magical inspirations for the year ahead.

What's Inside:

✨ Welcome to Season of the Veil - embracing liminal space in 2026 ✨ My new spiritually-aligned team announcement ✨ Creating your year ahead altar with sacred anchors ✨ OPULENCE - bringing glamour magic into everyday moments ✨ EMERALD - leading with your heart, bridging worlds ✨ RED - staying visible and embodied in uncertainty
✨ THE EMPRESS - commanding receptivity and resting in power ✨ Your invitation to choose your own symbols for 2026

Key Quotes:

"Opulence says: I'm not waiting. I'm gorgeous NOW. Even in the uncertainty."

"Red says: I'm in the in-between AND I'm taking up space."

"The Empress is past asking permission."

"You don't wait until the butterfly emerges to honor the chrysalis. The becoming is sacred too."

Links & Resources:

Fashion: Black feathered jacket by Sabrina Jacqui Levin

• Instagram: @sabrinajacquilevin
• Website: www.sabrinajacquilevin.com

Mentioned: Modern Witch Tarot Deck, The Pivot Year book, Vision Boards & Manifestation episode

Upcoming: Jan 6 - Emerald Deep Dive | Wheel of the Year series continues | Astrology series (Capricorn/Aquarius)

2026 Adventures: February retreat with Marcella Kroll in Truth or Consequences, NM | March Philippines trip | April Spirit Northwest

Connect: 📸 @mystical.mama.ash | @bigcrystalenergypodcast 🔮 #BigCrystalEnergy

Share your 2026 symbols and altars with me! Tag me on Instagram—I can't wait to see what you're calling in.

Support the show: Subscribe, leave a 5-star review, share with a friend who needs inspiration for 2026.

Until next time—stay opulent, stay powerful, and remember: the veil is where the magic happens. ✨🔮💚❤️

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Some moments aren’t about beginning or ending - but about standing quietly in between. ✨💜

In this final Crystal Library episode of 2025, Big Crystal Energy host Ashleigh Bodell invites you to cross the threshold with Amethyst, a crystal long associated with protection, intuition, dreams, and spiritual transition. As the year draws to a close, Ashleigh reflects on growth, change, and the power of pausing before stepping forward.

You’ll explore Amethyst’s ancient history - from sacred rites and protective talismans to its modern role as a gateway stone - along with its gentle ability to support clarity, rest, and inner listening during times of transition. This episode weaves crystal lore with personal reflection, offering simple ways to work with Amethyst as you release the old year and prepare for what’s next.

Whether you’re crystal-curious or deeply devoted to the Crystal Library, this episode is a soft landing and a sacred pause - an invitation to honor where you’ve been, tend to your dreams, and step into 2026 with intention.

Plus, Ashleigh shares a heartfelt message and a glimpse of what’s ahead in Season Three.

Key Moments:

00:00 "Amethyst: A Gateway Crystal"

04:16 "Amethyst: Threshold Stone Symbolism"

08:14 "Amethyst: Intuition and Dream Energy"

10:11 Amethyst's Message for Transformation

Meet Ashleigh Bodell – your guide to the mystical and the magical on the Big Crystal Energy Podcast.

By day, she's a dedicated orthopedic physician assistant, but by night, she dives deep into the metaphysical, exploring crystals, energy work, and the unseen forces that shape our world. From childhood fascinations with witches and faeries to a transformative rediscovery of crystals, Ashleigh’s journey bridges science and spirituality, the practical and the mystical. A mom, a wife, and a seeker, she brings a relatable, no-fluff approach to exploring the “spooky and kooky” side of life. Through Big Crystal Energy, she creates a space where the magical and the mundane coexist - because we don’t have to choose between our careers, families, and the call of the unknown.

Tune in as she uncovers wisdom from crystal healers, spiritual coaches, and magic makers, inviting you to embrace your own big crystal energy.

Connect Ashleigh :

https://www.instagram.com/bigcrystalenergypodcast/

https://www.instagram.com/mystical.mama.ash

Send me any questions or comments you may have and I will answer them on upcoming podcast episodes!! Looking forward to hearing from you!

Please message me with any questions or comments.
bigcrystalenergypodcast @gmail.com

What if manifestation wasn’t about wishing harder - but about aligning deeper? ✨

In this powerful episode of Big Crystal Energy, host Ashleigh Bodell is joined by her best friend and manifestation queen Stefanie Dingbaum for an honest, energizing conversation about creating a soul-aligned 2026. Together, they break down the real difference between goal-setting and intentional living and why vision boards work only when faith, clarity, and action move together.

You’ll hear how visualization and unwavering belief have shaped their lives, plus Stefanie’s step-by-step approach to creating vision boards that actually stick. From choosing a word of the year to taking aligned action when things feel uncertain, this episode blends magic with grounded strategy.

Whether you’re crystal-curious, spiritually minded, or simply ready to step into your next chapter with confidence, this conversation will help you clarify your vision, trust the process, and move toward your dreams with purpose.

Grab your tea, your crystals, and your vision this is your invitation to manifest with intention and follow through with courage.

Key Moments:

08:40 "Intentional Goal Setting Journey"

11:39 "Manifestation vs. Goals Explained"

19:23 Manifesting Growth Through Podcasting

23:52 "Authenticity Attracts, Says Billie"

26:51 "Vision Boards & Word Selection"

34:47 Vision Board Goal-Setting Tips

40:36 "Vision Boards and Creativity"

45:33 "Vision Board Tips and Ideas"

49:35 "Embracing AI for Progress"

56:33 "Daily Mindset Transformation Habits"

58:46 Vision Board Party Ideas

About the guest :

Stefanie Dingbaum’s journey turned transformative when she decided to fully commit to her business. Immersed in rebranding and growth, she set aside other desires—like starting a family—to channel her energy into her entrepreneurial path. It was in this phase of complete surrender, driven by genuine joy and contentment in her work, that Stefanie experienced the power of letting go. She discovered that when she released her grip on specific outcomes and focused instead on finding fulfillment in the present, life’s manifestations had a way of finding her. Stefanie’s story is one of dedication, personal growth, and the magic that happens when we trust the process.

Connect Stefanie :

Instagram : https://www.instagram.com/stefanie.dingbaum

Business Website: https://www.waveshealingtherapy.com/

Personal Website : https://www.stefaniedingbaum.com/

Youtube : https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL6AhAWHXEEsiqYKEoKSl0co-cYjYm3plP

Meet Ashleigh Bodell – your guide to the mystical and the magical on the Big Crystal Energy Podcast.

By day, she's a dedicated orthopedic physician assistant, but by night, she dives deep into the metaphysical, exploring crystals, energy work, and the unseen forces that shape our world. From childhood fascinations with witches and faeries to a transformative rediscovery of crystals, Ashleigh’s journey bridges science and spirituality, the practical and the mystical.

Connect Ashleigh :

https://www.instagram.com/bigcrystalenergypodcast/

Send me any questions or comments you may have and I will answer them on upcoming podcast episodes!! Looking forward to hearing from you!

Please message me with any questions or comments.
bigcrystalenergypodcast @gmail.com

What if stillness wasn’t weakness - but a quiet form of courage?

In this Crystal Library episode of Big Crystal Energy, host Ashleigh Bodell explores the serene, steady magic of Aquamarine - a crystal long associated with emotional clarity, calm strength, and gentle truth. Recorded on the Winter Solstice, this episode reflects on the contrast between seasonal chaos and the deep wisdom that winter invites us to embody.

Blending personal stories, ancient lore, and crystal wisdom, Ashleigh shares how Aquamarine has served as a sailor’s talisman, a symbol of emotional courage, and a guide through turbulent inner waters. You’ll learn how this pale blue stone supports honest communication, soft boundaries, and the power of slowing down - especially when life feels overwhelming.

This episode also includes a soothing winter water visualization, offering a moment of pause and presence you can return to throughout the season. Whether you’re crystal-curious or deeply intuitive, Aquamarine reminds us that clarity doesn’t come from force - it comes from listening.

Pour some tea, breathe deeply, and let winter’s quiet strength wash over you.

Key Moments:

01:11 "Choosing Aquamarine as Birthstone"

04:01 "Embracing Winter's Natural Rhythm"

08:10 "Aquamarine: Stone of Devotion"

09:49 "Permission to Slow Down"

Meet Ashleigh Bodell - your guide to the mystical and the magical on the Big Crystal Energy Podcast.

By day, she's a dedicated orthopedic physician assistant, but by night, she dives deep into the metaphysical, exploring crystals, energy work, and the unseen forces that shape our world. From childhood fascinations with witches and faeries to a transformative rediscovery of crystals, Ashleigh’s journey bridges science and spirituality, the practical and the mystical. A mom, a wife, and a seeker, she brings a relatable, no-fluff approach to exploring the “spooky and kooky” side of life. Through Big Crystal Energy, she creates a space where the magical and the mundane coexist - because we don’t have to choose between our careers, families, and the call of the unknown.

Tune in as she uncovers wisdom from crystal healers, spiritual coaches, and magic makers, inviting you to embrace your own big crystal energy.

Connect Ashleigh :

https://www.instagram.com/bigcrystalenergypodcast/

https://www.instagram.com/mystical.mama.ash

Send me any questions or comments you may have and I will answer them on upcoming podcast episodes!! Looking forward to hearing from you!

Please message me with any questions or comments.
bigcrystalenergypodcast @gmail.com

As the year turns inward and the longest night arrives, Yule invites us to slow down, rest, and honor the quiet magic of winter.

In this cozy Wheel of the Year episode of Big Crystal Energy, host Ashleigh Bodell guides you through the ancient roots and modern meaning of Yule, the Winter Solstice, and the sacred return of the light. Blending folklore, personal stories, and gentle ritual wisdom, Ashleigh explores how Yule asks us to embrace stillness, tend to our inner worlds, and move through the season with intention -rather than overwhelm.

You’ll learn about the origins of beloved traditions like the Yule log and evergreen tree, crystal correspondences for grounding and reflection, and simple ways to celebrate Yule through ritual, simmer pots, ancestor honoring, and self-care. Along the way, Ashleigh shares heartfelt family moments and reminders that rest itself is a form of magic.

Whether you’re crystal-curious, spiritually inclined, or simply craving a slower holiday season, this episode is an invitation to pause, breathe, and welcome the light back - one quiet moment at a time.

Key moments:

03:17 Winchester Mystery House Holiday Visit

08:01 Yule and Wheel Overview

10:49 "Overwhelmed and Missing the Point"

15:06 "Reclaiming Yule's Quiet Magic"

18:04 "Heightened Intuition and Reflection"

22:11 "Origins of the Christmas Tree"

26:03 "Embracing the Cozy Dark Season"

28:41 "Intentional Simmer Pot Tutorial"

33:59 "Balancing Self-Care Across Life"

37:44 "Embracing the Season's Slowness"

39:09 "Inner Fire and Light Returns"

Meet Ashleigh Bodell - your guide to the mystical and the magical on the Big Crystal Energy Podcast.

By day, she's a dedicated orthopedic physician assistant, but by night, she dives deep into the metaphysical, exploring crystals, energy work, and the unseen forces that shape our world. From childhood fascinations with witches and faeries to a transformative rediscovery of crystals, Ashleigh’s journey bridges science and spirituality, the practical and the mystical. A mom, a wife, and a seeker, she brings a relatable, no-fluff approach to exploring the “spooky and kooky” side of life. Through Big Crystal Energy, she creates a space where the magical and the mundane coexist - because we don’t have to choose between our careers, families, and the call of the unknown.

Tune in as she uncovers wisdom from crystal healers, spiritual coaches, and magic makers, inviting you to embrace your own big crystal energy.

Connect Ashleigh :

https://www.instagram.com/bigcrystalenergypodcast/

https://www.instagram.com/mystical.mama.ash

Send me any questions or comments you may have and I will answer them on upcoming podcast episodes!! Looking forward to hearing from you!

Please message me with any questions or comments.
bigcrystalenergypodcast @gmail.com