15. The Jealousy I Don't Want to Admit

This is the kind of jealousy we don’t usually talk about — the kind that feels shameful, irrational, and hard to admit. In this episode, I open up about a moment that triggered something deep in me: jealousy, anger, comparison, and the belief that my worth is tied to how many people want me. I talk through where those thoughts come from, how they’re shaped by past experiences, and why it’s so hard to sit with them without judgment. This isn’t about being right — it’s about being honest. If you’ve ever felt jealous and hated yourself for it, this episode is for you.