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  • burnt out

    burnt out
    Apr 18 2022

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    18 m
  • titane, marshmallows, spectrum

    titane, marshmallows, spectrum
    Mar 21 2022

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    27 m
  • fresh

    fresh
    Mar 14 2022

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I have 2 teenage boys that are twins Who's suffer from schizophrenia and its Something that still need to be 1 of my son's pet diagnosed with his 15 1⁄2In 2019 and other twins he was 17 and he was diagnosed in 2021.... Sol imstill learning and struggling at the same time... It's just really heartbreaking to see your children go through this!!!😪😪😪... I'm hoping this podcast will help me get through some of the days that my 2 boys are struggling Because it seems like a everyday battle... But I do like best to stay positive andhelp them the best way I can... I do my best to get them out to socialize and do it let them know That they can still have a life.

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but honestly I've been listening to this b******* since like 12 hours ago I don't know what it is or what to call it Okay Okay Okay Kevin Gates but seriously dude and I even remember your name and that's crazy I don't ever remember anybody's name but your name is Noah and Noah you know what the f*** you talking about even though at the same time you don't know what the f*** you're talkin about and I had the same time to even know what the f*** I'm talking about right now but I do know that if there was a man version of me then you would be it the waiting keep people running on the rain on with your sentences like you're trying to run a marathon but really it just trying to get everything out your amount it's in your brain out for people to hear it and at the same time you're trying to think about if it makes sense or not but the same time you don't care if it makes sense or not because it's not about them it's about you and how you feel and I totally get that and then you sit there and you say things out loud because they're near active thoughts that are thinking and you're just seeing what you're thinking at the same time and people have a hard time doing that in real life because I mean I guess for auditory Learners as well but like you only get advice from experts and Light so that's why you keep on talking to yourself because you're getting an expert advice like that's the only way I can try to summon up for people and I'm currently sitting here doing the same thing LMAO so I can totally relate to this also do the same thing because I really did people think I'm annoying when I talk so much and like nine times out of ten they people say yeah you haven't stopped talking since I met you insight the right I really haven't literally stopped talking since I met them but I don't like awkward silences I don't like people having the wrong image of Eve at the same time I don't give a f*** what they think either and I think that the same time I'm just trying to not get reassurance or myself on who I am as a person but it's more of like I know that I'm not crazy but I know that I am crazy but I don't know if I'm crazy crazy or not and that's what I was doing last night when I was looking up shift for schizophrenia and it came across all your stuff and I'm like I don't know the guys get the phrenic or not because I think of a friend that I'm schizophrenic cuz we like the same person LOL and I don't think he's f****** stupid phrenic I just think you might be eating HD with me and he seems like he's a pretty nice guy and that he is just trying to come up with an expressive Outlet to get his feelings out and a non murderist Manor no easy Mike you're a real intelligent guy I went ahead and it cut myself lol all from that and hit me up in my email is mercury retro 18 at gmail.com I appreciate your podcast or whatever the f*** this thing is your feedback I noticed that you're still having teeth problems because I started off all your most recent episode and I begin god dammit okay so this is how I resonate with you like so much because you don't know it or not but you Queen the last thing I said where I begin and it isn't God damn it I had a phone call come in and the phone number was 800 4444 81-81 or something like that and those are like one of my "tweak numbers" and so of course I stopped to answer it because like maybe it's a sign but it wasn't Tom from my overdue car insurance f****** policy bulshit it wasn't somebody calling me to tell me that I went off work being thousand dollars stimulus package Grant it was f****** James from the whatever the f*** I want to kill myself Association letting me know that I have been approved to have grants for my Funeral Cremation and funeral expenses and then James went on to ask me if I was between the ages of 55 and 2025 and I said you know James no apparently I'm Eternal and no matter what I do I cannot kill myself but if you could please arrange an active correct real-time day of my death I will partake into your funeral expenses Proclamation they said I have tried and I cannot die I am Eternal and this is the 16th time y'all have called me creeped me out because I was totally on one completely when they called me before and so I just tried to ignore it and you know manifestation and all that b******* happy thoughts but anyways so I don't even f****** know what the f*** I was talking about but and you think you're cool and I want you to email me and maybe you can be my pen pal or something because I think we're a lot alike specially with the way we express our thoughts and I don't think you're crazy I think you're real cool so I hope you're having a good day genuinely not like I just told the f****** funeral expenses Grant guy to have also just a disclaimer I am using talk-to-text and that s*** never picks up saying that's how I'm saying it about 10 times out of 10 it picks up exactly what I'm saying and then at the last second when I press the send button it completely rewrite everything I just said so it makes no sense but either f****** way I thank you for all your time and dedication to yourself because of yourself love and their productivity that you have for yourself and the I mean f****** straight out with it like it's a very brave thing to do to completely expose yourself like that and not give a f*** for any stranger in the whole entire world to listen to this pretty cool man and like you said you wanted to have people in the morning time listen to your ship before they go to work or school every shout to somebody that's no where near you I don't have a job I don't go to school I don't do anything but try to make sure that I don't kill myself every single day and tried to survive and not drown in all these waves from the ocean and we've gotten ourselves into but for whatever and whatever it's worth man like keep it if you don't see this I just want to know that I'm sending these vibrations in the love of the light out there to let you know that you are appreciated and I want the universe in the spirit and then that everything that guides me with love and light and the urge to do better at this energy then I'm sending to you is received are you probably in the time that you needed the most just knew that you were here for me there's a time when I needed somebody the most and I did not have anybody and I was by myself doing voice recordings and to know that even though you feel so alone even though you know that there's a possibility that somebody who is just like you it's something like this to actually connect the dots in the points between those people and it resonates with them on the far deeper level than the clerk down the stairs with a red a red dot on his forehead that is done by choice in not a gun and like having him scream at me because I can't save $3 on my choice rewards account because I have made a choice Awards username and they're asking for my member number and I did not have my member number memorized excuse if I've got it made you so apparently me trying to save $3 was the biggest deal in the whole entire world so I was like f*** this s*** Niger I am going to pay $69 a night because that's my favorite number and then I will see your 69 and he will raise me to $78 after taxes and then we'll go lileep a it as long as I don't have it packed up all my s*** right now and get the f*** out your face but anyway I just rented on a little bit more than what I should have said so I'm going to check myself before I wreck myself thank you Niger and you just sat here and said a whole bunch of f****** crazy s*** about Consciousness and stuff and I was just talking about how you just reached out to me I'm just like wow this dude literally word for word sounds just like me is starting to freak me out a little bit at night is this video hadn't been made in 2018 or 2019 that who probably definitely think you were stalking me or something like that but I mean it's cool dude to do that there's somebody out there thinks and says and articulates their words and phrases and their thoughts just like I do is so f****** crazy but then I'm listening to you and I'm a goddamn I'm annoying as f*** I've got you got to be so annoying cuz I guess I sit there like I talk it at talkin and talkin and talkin it ran the Rave everything and the people that are around your listening that are Lake I'm not trying to say that they are enabling me but they just accept me for who I am which is a beautiful thing but like is there something wrong with me? Get me the phone just like Irina was f****** freaking me out dude I can't f****** handle it that's f****** but it's it's it's crazy me how you go off on your f****** tangents and sit and then I'm sitting here changing off of your attendance about you can continue and I'm in the middle of changing off of my tangents but on that note I was going to give you my phone number and it says 804-691-4816 thank you LMAO

you're probably going to think I'm full of s***

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