Paying any price … just to ruin my existence
essays about duality
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"When you get what you want it's God's direction.
When you don't get what you want that's God's protection."
I've always wondered why i come into this weird position of not really seeing some of my desires becoming real.
No matter how much i would try to see that happening.
Or ... want.
And it was not only one time like that.
Realising that i am actually stopped to get what i desire ...no matter what.
Somehow ... of some invisible forces.
But ... i also had times when i've been allowed to see my dreams becoming true.
So ... today i dare to ask the philosophical question ... why i am or i am not allowed to get what i want in life?!
And ... why i disagree all the time with the Universe?!
But ... i can not answer to those questions.
Into the end i just see myself ruined mentally and emotionally ... driving crazy, like a small little kid ... cause i don't get what i desire.
Becoming really insane.
And …
Well ... everything just continues ... the way it must be, but i can't accept it.
I keep trying.
I keep forcing things.
Again ... and again ... and again.
Unfortunately ... i am doing that by a lifetime.
I just can't stop myself.
So ... yes ... all continues.
I also continue to study motivation ... illusory believing that i have the right to get whatever i ask to the Universe.
Keeping in mind the law of attraction, but not carrying of its secondary effects.
Then ... into those moments of becoming annoyed ... because i am tortured of certain people or circumstances ... i actually pretend i have no idea what is going on.
And ...
But ... i am still alive.
So ... still pushed to experience lots of weird ugly things.
Having moments when i define my existence as a nightmare, but not being able to accept that i am into such a position cause i don't understand that i can't avoid anymore to deny that i actually know that the Universe is always speaking abstractly to me.
So ... the karmic show of torture ... continues.
And as an idiot ... i say to everyone that ... the Universe doesn't love me, denying my requests.
But ..