
I See You, Survivor
Life Inside (and Outside) the Totally F*cked-Up Troubled Teen Industry
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A survivor of the Troubled Teen Industry exposes the truth about the dark side of a billion-dollar industry's institutionalized abuse—and shares the story of her own fight for justice.
Liz Ianelli, known around the world as Survivor993, spent years at the Family Foundation—labeled an “institution for troubled teens.” The children who went through The Family School like her were good people. They had potential and dreams, but they came out with lifelong trauma: anxious, angry, paranoid, self-hating and in pain. Most of them have suffered lives of hardship, unable to integrate back into society. Hundreds have died, mostly by overdose and suicide.
I See You, Survivor is about what really happened at The Family and what continues to happen at thousands of facilities like it. Beyond the trauma, this book is about triumph, resilience, and an effort to help others, and it conveys Liz’s critical message for every survivor she sees:
“You are not broken. You are not unlovable. And you are not alone. There are millions of us. And I come with a message, for you, for them, for everyone: They act strong, but we are stronger. We are worthy. We are not alone. Speak, and we will be there for you. Speak, because there is power in your testimony. Speak, and we will win.”
This is a book first and foremost for survivors who can find support and community in these stories. It is also for parents, counselors, law makers and others to expose this industry for what it is: child abuse. And how that abuse has consequences for all of us.
©2023 Liz Ianelli and Bret Witter (P)2023 Hachette BooksLos oyentes también disfrutaron...
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- Dana
- 04-24-24
I've never felt more seen or validated.
Thank you Liz, Lioness of Survivorland.
Your work will help so many of us. Thank you.
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- Rabia
- 09-02-23
I hope
to live, to see the day when the TTI falls.
-I do not believe, that I am the only one.
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- Lauren Durnin
- 09-14-23
Thank you…
It has been many years of trying to explain this to people. No one believes me. I feel so much better knowing other people have holes in their memory. I thought that was just me. And the dreams. They are horrible. I appreciate you so much Liz. You were there for me when we lost Suzanne. You understand. I am so proud of you for doing what many of us have not been able to do…tell our story.
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- Carly Rooks
- 03-18-24
Amazing
My husband went to several TTI. At 37 he really broke down. I’ve been on the hunt for everything I can find to help him. If you haven’t heard of thanks to Calvary in Missouri look it up. You probably you part of the reason it was raided by the fbi ❤️
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- 04-10-24
Raw, Painful, Haunting
I am not typically capable of listening to audiobooks due to ADHD and auditory processing disorder. But I stumbled across this book when researching survivor stories and it gripped me from beginning to end. I listened as soon as work ended and late into the night for 2 days straight; then I played it again. The voice actor is perfect for this story. She had the sound of a weathered woman baring her soul. I absolutely recommend this book; but it is not for the faint of heart and if you are a trauma survivor, you will be triggered. So please read with safety measures in peace. But please read it.
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- 04-08-24
Real and Raw
I made a detailed review but Audible deleted it. So I'll leave it at raw, real, and a wake up call for those that want trauma stories with happy endings wrapped in a pretty bow.
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- Tayrrah Ledford
- 05-18-24
Great book
I see you survivor! I hope you are well. Eye opening look into the TTI.
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- Sarah Couture
- 09-06-23
FINALLY! This book is monumental.
I waited impatiently for this book to be released for 3 long months! It didn't disappoint at all, it was amazing! Liz successfully captures the horror, the pain, the heartache and utter despair that haunts every program survivor, even years later. She explains the industry, with all it's wretchedness and corruption. She commemorates her friends beautifully, telling the story of those of us who have passed away due to the long term psychological effects of these destructive institutions. Liz did a fabulous job on this book! I love the honesty, the vulnerability, and the TRUTH, I appreciate her telling it! So brave! Such a wonderful book! Thank you Liz, I feel seen :)
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- 08-30-23
Must read / listen #iseeyousurvivor♥️
Amazing contribution and testimonial of the hell that is the troubled teen industry. Highly recommended for survivors, therapists, social workers, judges, lawyers, police, and PARENTS! Written and read exceptionally.
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