Don't Worry God I Got This . . . Until I Didn't: Conversations in the Dark

De: Catherine Ramshaw

Narrado por: Catherine Ramshaw

It would be all so easy if we never got that call, heard those words that send you freefalling over the edge, stealing the breath from your lungs, and filling your mouth with a silent scream. But when that call comes, how do you take that next breath? What do you do when your heart stops beating?

Surviving a heart-wrenching journey that seems to have no end, who writes the survival manual for that best seller?

Catherine Ramshaw takes you on her journey, fighting to help two of her children to survive, one through near-death illnesses and an adopted child whose first three years inflicted a wound that will not heal. She shares the conversations she had with God, the scripture, and the difficult lessons she learned as she clung to His hand in the darkness. Her vulnerable and transparent account of the wrestling matches she had with God will inspire you to deepen your own conversations with the Almighty and learn to walk in faith, even in the darkness.

"What I tell you in the dark, speak in the light. What is whispered in your ear, proclaim from the rooftops." - Matthew 10: 27

©2024 Catherine Ramshaw (P)2025 Catherine Ramshaw

The strength and faith of this family.

This is a great book for anyone struggling with what life throws your way or just to read how a family navigated the struggles and celebrations in life. I cried, I laughed and I celebrated. I highly recommend.

A true testimony of a mother’s love

This book is a beautifully written and tenderly narrated story of a mother’s unwavering love for her children and unshakable faith in God. This book can only be described as God-given. The way she trusts God through every trial and every storm is both humbling and inspiring. As I read her words, I heard her heart on every page — her quiet strength, her tears, her prayers whispered in the dark, and her faith that never wavered, even when life didn’t make sense. She didn’t just talk about faith; she lived it.
What makes this book truly special is not just the story itself, but the way it’s told: with warmth, wisdom, and a love that can be felt in every line. It reminds us that even in the hardest seasons, which I’ve had a few these past years too, God’s promises remain sure, and a mother’s prayers are powerful beyond measure. The Ramshaws never stopped believing that God would make a way for them. A mother’s love is fierce, her faith unshakable, and her hope contagious.
This isn’t just a book you read; it’s a book you feel in your soul.
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ A story that will stay with me for a long time.

A Transparent, Authentic Journey Through Suffering, Science and the Sacred

Catherine Ramshaw’s book is a masterful blend of honesty, intellect, and inspiration — written on behalf of the Ramshaw family and those who came into the intersection of their story. To experience this journey through the audiobook version adds an even deeper layer of connection and authenticity. Hearing Catherine’s own voice bring these stories to life creates an almost sacred intimacy, as though she’s sitting right across from you, sharing her heart over coffee. The tone, emotion, and pauses carry weight that adds to the words found on the pages of her book — making her reflections feel personal, immediate, and profoundly alive.

In this spoken form, Catherine invites listeners into a journey that accommodates immense suffering and the profound seriousness of pain endured — not by diminishing it, but by embracing it with raw and authentic transparency. She speaks with the courage of one who has walked through deep valleys of anguish and yet found purpose, peace, and even laughter on the other side. With remarkable grace and gentle humor, she helps us find light even in life’s heaviest moments.

What makes this story even more compelling is how Catherine unfolds her personal journey of wrestling with God — questioning, seeking, and learning to trust amid uncertainty and darkness. Through her voice, the listener can *feel* the struggle, the surrender, and the sacred breakthroughs. Again and again, she reveals how God showed Himself in ways that were unpredictable, unimaginable, yet profoundly life-giving. In these sacred moments, we hear not a distant deity, but a compassionate presence that enters the chaos and transforms it into renewal.

This story is also a profound reflection of the resilience of the Ramshaw family — a testament to their unbreakable faith, unity, and determination to find light in the darkest places. Alongside their resilience shines the value and generosity of close friends — and even strangers — whose love became tangible reminders that compassion still runs deep in the human spirit.

Catherine’s ability to translate complex science into clear, relatable language remains one of her greatest gifts. Through thoughtful explanation and heartfelt storytelling, she helps listeners understand the intricacies of the human mind, body, and spirit — showing how even the most technical truths can become pathways to healing and hope.

Equally powerful is her theology, which refuses to offer easy answers or shallow platitudes. Instead, her words — spoken with conviction and tenderness — point toward a God who meets us not in the avoidance of pain but in the very midst of it. Her reflections remind us that faith and reason are not opposites but companions in our shared search for meaning.

Ultimately, this audiobook is for anyone who has ever faced difficulty — which is all of us. It offers the comforting reminder that we are not alone, that pain has purpose, and that even in our most broken moments, there is a divine invitation to transformation.

Catherine has delivered far more than a book — she has offered a living gift from the heart of the Ramshaw family, one filled with insight, courage, humor, resilience, generosity, and above all, hope.

Barry Feaker