DEPRESSION … THE GATEWAY TO THE REAL HAPPINESS

... philosophical essays

De: Adrian Gabriel Dumitru

Narrado por: Virtual Voice

Depression is not … what it looks like.
And yes … I would even dare to define it as a … blessing.

I started to write the book …. “Depression … the gateway to the real happiness” … trying to understanding the unhappiness from my own soul … but also trying to guide myself to get out from such a mental state.
I saw depression lots of times … all around myself … somehow being afraid of it … but also realizing it is not …. what it looks like.
Today …. analyzing my own case …. I realize it is a signal … that says we were unhappy …. for too many days into the row.
Just a signal … whispering us … a very important message … that we should not … ignore.
But … we are afraid of it.
We try to hide it … and even pretend the opposite… that we are … happy.
Well … until the day when we finally understand that life is too short to waste it … delaying on and on and on … to live it … the real way we should live.
Time is passing … and situation is not improving.
Days are passing … then weeks … then months .. then even … years.
We simple can’t understand that … we need a change so that this ugly vibe could be metamorphosed … into a beautiful one.
And we delay …. the change.
I’ve done like that … same as many others from the scene of my life.
Instead of living in a beautiful way … i just lived being … unhappy … and i think that all it was cause i was too coward to define … my feelings.
I could simple say … “Yes! I am unhappy … or even depressive… “, but i could not do it.
I simple could not do it.
This delay … ruined lots of days of my life.
But it’s ok.
All it’s ok ….
I simple had to continue … life.
Most probably one day … i will know what i will have to do.
Time will reveal me … all the secrets of life … and i will find out … the new paths … i will need to follow.
Understanding that unhappiness…. and not even the depression … is not something negative … is one of the first steps …. for my own evolution …
Realizing it …
Making plans … for getting rid of it …
Life continues … anyway …
And living this ugly story of unhappiness on and on and on … we end up realizing we need to simple stop … and ask ourselves … why things are like that.
So … the question remains … can we metamorphose unhappiness into happiness?!
Can we change … all those ugly feelings from our souls?!
Well … most probably if we would understand that … in a second … all could suddenly be changed … yes.
We just need to … believe it.
Analyzing unhappiness and depression… defining into the end that it’s useless to live like that … it’s probably the only key … for starting a redefine life.