
Controlled
The Worst Night of My Life and Its Aftermath
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Neesha Arter
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In her debut memoir, Controlled, Neesha Arter shares the year of her life that followed a harrowing crime. When she was 14 years old, she was sexually assaulted by people she had no reason to mistrust. She tried, subsequently, to reconcile feelings of guilt and shame by searching for a means of control. In a whirlwind of legal proceedings, family conflicts, and loss of identity, Arter succumbed to anorexia as the only way to find her childhood self in an unraveling world. Ten years later, she is able to look back with healing insight about the importance of speaking uncomfortable truths.
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- Kristy Fassio
- 10-20-16
Heart wrenching
This book is so needed, so hard to listen to, and so good at the same time. Narrated wonderfully, it is a mirror held up to sexual assault, rape culture, trauma and eating disorders.
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- Tammy
- 03-01-16
Thank you
Thank you for writing what I have not been able to say for 20 years.
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- Niki
- 06-16-21
Powerful
Powerful story!
Being able to face the demons is incredibly hard. I am so proud of her and being able to get the therapy help that she truly needed!
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