Breathing in Toxicity

A Novel

Breathing in Toxicity
How much pain can love contain before it turns into harm?
Breathing in Toxicity is a raw, confessional novel about love that wounds, faith that trembles, and the slow awakening that comes when endurance turns into self-erasure.
Written in an intimate, diary-like voice, the book traces the emotional and spiritual journey of a woman trapped in relationships marked by imbalance, silence, emotional manipulation, and misplaced devotion. What begins as love gradually becomes illness—of the body, of the soul, of identity itself.
This is not a story about blame. It is a story about awareness.
Moving between memory, prayer, inner dialogue, and confrontation, the narrative explores difficult questions many readers quietly carry:

• When does sacrifice stop being virtue and become destruction?
• How can spiritual language be used to justify emotional abuse?
• What does it mean to choose yourself without betraying your deepest values?

Faith is not presented as comfort, but as struggle. Healing does not arrive as revelation, but as clarity. And love—stripped of illusion—must be redefined in order to survive.
Unfiltered, emotionally precise, and quietly literary, Breathing in Toxicity will resonate with readers drawn to introspective fiction, confessional narratives, and stories of inner transformation.
This is a book for those who have loved deeply, endured silently, and are finally ready to breathe again.