142. Familiar Safety vs Embodied Safety (Why You Feel Safe in What's Hurting You)

There's a kind of safety that doesn't actually feel safe — and most of us have been living inside it our whole lives.In this episode, I'm sharing something I've been sitting with for a while. Something personal and a little uncomfortable to say out loud: that even as someone who teaches nervous system healing, I spent years outsourcing my sense of safety to things outside myself — my marriage, my business, my Instagram following, my sense of being "put together." And when all of it fell apart at once, I had to finally learn the difference between familiar safety and embodied safety.Familiar safety is predictable. It's the jungle where you know exactly where the tiger hides. It's people-pleasing, perfectionism, staying small, tolerating relationships where you never feel chosen — not because it feels good, but because at least you know the terrain. Your nervous system has mapped every inch of it. And that map feels like control.Embodied safety is something else entirely. It's not a permanent state of calm. It's presence. It's the capacity to be with whatever arises in you — the sadness, the fear, the grief — without running from it or being swallowed by it. It's the difference between a river that flows through you and a flood that takes you under.This episode is honest, a little messy, and very real. Which feels right — because that's exactly what this work actually looks like from the inside.The Unburdened Heart Program: https://marinayt.com/the-unburdened-heart WORK WITH ME 1:1:❥Softening into self- 3 month 1:1 with Whats App Support:https://marina-yt.mykajabi.com/offers/PAWQhZHu❥❥1:1 Coaching with me: https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLSfWcZM5s9c2OjOLwoGMI5jE6rh_JAzjN2d_vCtuVe7e3pVGxw/viewformDOWNLOAD FOR FREE:Stay or Go: 5 Clarity Questions to Reconnect with Your Inner Knowing: https://marinayt.com/stay-or-go-guideAttatchment Practice: Discover the actual blocks beneath the surface so you can actually have the deep intimacy you crave: https://marinayt.com/attachment-practice Connect & Ground: 10 Incredible Somatic Practices for Nervous System Regulation: https://marinayt.com/connect-and-groundAlive & Aligned: 7 Embodiment Practices For Self Connection: https://marinayt.com/alive-and-alignedTrigger to Rooted: A step by step process of working with your triggers: https://marinayt.com/trigger-2-rooted VIEW MY COURSES & RESOURCES:https://marinayt.com/resources CONNECT WITH ME:Follow me on Instagram:⁠ ⁠www.instagram.com/marina.y.t⁠⁠ Subscribe to YouTube: http://www.youtube.com/@marinatriner Top Episode Quotes:"When you're disconnected from your own body, from your desires, your needs, your emotions — it's like a shell of you connecting to someone else. And over time, that just falls apart.""Familiar safety is being in a jungle where you know where the tiger hides. You know the terrain, you know what not to do to provoke it. That is your life. And it sucks.""Every concept of safety I'd ever clung to — my marriage, my business, my follower count — has been taken away overnight. And I had to find out what was left when none of it was there.""Embodied safety doesn't mean you constantly feel ease and calm. It means you're present with yourself — and when you leave, you come back.""Moving into deep self-trust and inner safety is hard as hell. It's not 'I love and trust myself.' It's crying. It's processing. It's being in the dance."embodied safety, nervous system regulation, somatic healing, trauma healing, codependency healing, familiar safety, inner safety, self trust, emotional regulation, attachment healing, people pleasing, perfectionism and trauma, relational healing, inner child healing, survival mode, burnout recovery, embodiment, authentic connection, deep within podcast, somatic coaching