REVERSE PSYCHOLOGY IN LOVE RELATIONSHIPS ... questioning myself why the hell i don't understand anything

essays about duality / abstract motivation

De: Adrian Gabriel Dumitru

Narrado por: Virtual Voice

I've always failed in love relationships ... ending up overwhelmed of lots of weird negative emotions ... not knowing what to do anymore.
But still hoping.
Illusory hoping.
Almost never being able to disconnect ... leave that lady ... and continue my life.
Yeah ... i just couldn't.
That is how ... trapped into this prisons with invisible walls ... the love stories i was writing about so, so much ... it all ended as an obsession for understanding the nonsense behind relationship man-woman.
Writing so much.
... not necessarily being clear ... or even by contrary ... being confusing.
So ... this is again ... another book ... when i actually try to open myself in front of the public ... analysing and defining my own experiences ... from a psychological perspective.
And ... it's not that i come up with any brilliant theory ... cause it's more a confession trying to reveal the difficulties of being in duality.
A way in how at least we should try ... but not being afraid of ... failing.
Simply be opened.
Analyse and accept all what is going on ... but be aware that being in love for real ... means 1+1=1.
2 souls become one.
All rules and all we know is ... rewritten.
It's not about you and the loved one ... but about "us" as a couple.
So ... let me share my stories in front of you ... and try to stop yourself calling me a lost soul ... until you end reading the book.
Cause ... what i am talking about it's not only ... my lost soul ... but about our lost souls.
And ... we l are really so, so many.
Some denying.
Some having the guts ... to accept that love relationships ... and duality in general ... it's not really easy.
But...