Doubling

De: Kimber S. Dawn

Narrado por: Virtual Voice

I’m not here cutting my heart from my chest and bleeding it out, all of it for the world to see: the good, the bad, the decisions I have made, the terrible choices I chose and the paths I’ve taken for your sympathy. I’m simply here to tell you a story, a story about a lot of things we as women suffer through, yet somehow find a way out, then rise and slay. This is a story about love, the type of love that isn’t meant to last forever. It’s the kind of love that burns white hot and fast, but also just as fast as it lit up my life, like a shooting star it just as quickly burned out. And even though you knew this fact in the deepest, darkest corners of your heart—you still fight like a savage bitch to keep a hold of it, cherish it as yours alone…Until the day you realize the threads are snapping from your bloody tired grasp and all you’re left with is what used to be: A life that once was, but can never be again. This is a fairytale…it’s my fairytale even if it is filled with horror and tragedy, it was once filled with love and admiration unlike anything I’ve ever known. I have lived, I have loved and been loved in return and this is MY STORY, my journey. But all things beautiful fade, and sadly in my case they fade into a something so ugly and distorted even I was too blind to see the writing on the walls… Love is something fleeting for me, I’ve accepted this fact. Why? You may ask…because I’m Kimber S. Dawn, and luck and love are things that have never, nor will ever be on my side. But that doesn’t mean I will ever stop fighting for it.