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Finding Zach is rare gem in contemporary fiction. It is not my intention to give a blow by blow of the plot but what captured my full attrition was the characters Zach and David. Zach has lived through hell being kidnapped raped and tortured repeatedly. The main portion of the story focuses on his recovery from the events described above and having taken a collage course that dealt with torture victims I can say the reactions of Zach to events are within the scope of the possible. The relationship Zach and David provides strength as well as much of the conflict for much of the novel. The has a way of getting inside your head. I high;y recommend this book

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Surprisingly good

I downloaded this book on a whim and was very surprised at how well written the characters were and how well characterized Zach was.

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I liked it very much. Story and narrator.

Good story.
Good narrator which makes all the difference.
Definitely a keeper.
Will listen to it again one day.

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3 ½ stars. I enjoyed the relationship development

but some parts were heavier than I was in the mood for.

David was like a big-brother-best-friend to Zach while growing up. At age 15 Zach kisses David for the first time. Then they are separated when Zach flies to visit a relative and gets kidnaped. Now it’s several years later. Zach is alive and returns home. The best part of the story is the two of them reconnecting and beginning a love relationship. Zach has PTSD with many psychological issues. David is loving, patient, accepting, and supporting. I loved that part of the story - the relationship development. The sex scenes were well done. I liked the feel good ending and the epilogue.

During the second half, at times I did not enjoy the drama. Too often Zach overreacted and thought he should end their relationship. Even though David told Zach he loved him and nothing about Zach’s past would ever bother him, Zach didn’t believe it or kept forgetting. Yes he had issues from his kidnaping and torture, but it was tiring to keep hearing that Zach believed no one could love him.

There are a lot of therapy type discussions. The most common sentence in the book was “Are you ok?” Everyone is always asking everyone else that question. The answer was usually yes and a couple times crying. The parents were wonderfully supportive of both David and Zach which was a nice part of the story.

I liked the way Zach’s five years of captivity was handled. The book starts with his rescue. Then Zach is telling or remembering what happened. Horrible things were done to him which stayed with me, but it could have been worse. I wouldn’t have wanted to be inside Zach’s head during his torture, not knowing if he would survive or be rescued. However the torture might be too much for sensitive readers.

The author has a good writing style. It’s a good story, just a little heavier than I was in the mood for.

The narrator Paul Morey was very good.

Genre: gay male romance.

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Solid Story. One that just didn't grab me.

The story is good, more like mediocre, not bad, not great. Nothing about this book grabbed me, although I was curious enough to finish it.

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Overcoming the impossible...

The listener is drawn in as soon as the tale of Zach Tyler begins. Sympathy for the main character is a given and the descriptive writing style of Rowan Speedwell creates the horrific images that places the listener in the heart of the tale. The narration by Paul Morey added to the story and encouraged one to hope for the best. A love story with a tragic twist and an eventual happy ending, makes for an excellent read.

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Excellent book

This was an audiobook that I finished in one day, listening every chance I could.
The story had a lot of emotional depth that was well presented. I felt like the author understood what Zach was going through and not just writing a story.
Paul Morey did a good job of portraying sympathetic characters. The best of his performances I have listened to.
Highly recommended. On my re-listen list.

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Wonderful Story - Awful Narration

Would you try another book from Rowan Speedwell and/or Paul Morey?

Great writer. I've read a lot of this author but won't buy any more audible versions narrated by Paul Morey.

Who was your favorite character and why?

Would you be willing to try another one of Paul Morey’s performances?

No - sounds like he's reading a book report - dull and monotone - messed up Matter of Time, also, so I won't buy any more audible versions read by this person.

You didn’t love this book... but did it have any redeeming qualities?

Correction, I loved this book and have read it several times. I did not think the narrator was the correct one for this book. Wonder what it would have sounded like if he had actually read the book before narrating it !

Any additional comments?

I feel sorry for those who do not have access to the written versions of Finding Zack (or Matter of Time) because the audible versions are so poorly done. Shame on you, Audible, when you have access to such wonderful narrators as Jack LeFleur and Sean Crisden. I wish you had chosen Robert Nieman or Max Miller.

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What Are These Emotions?

I hate to give low ratings, so this middling review was hard for me to give, but I think it’s justified. I’m not going to remark on the plot, because I think the central themes are interesting and could have been absolutely riveting if the characters’ responses to situations and circumstances made sense to me.

I don’t usually have to try too hard to find some connection, however thin, with a character, but for the life of me, I couldn’t understand either of the MCs in this book. I get that everyone experiences things differently, but the way these two expressed their emotions never made sense to me. I understood the emotion and it felt like the right emotion, but when they acted on it, it never seemed predictable or even appropriate sometimes. Again, I really do understand that not everyone experiences emotions the same way, so maybe this one just wasn’t for me, but human behavior has been studied enough that we can predict even outlier expectations. I don’t know. Maybe I just didn’t get it.

The narrator has a gorgeous, smooth voice, but he’s quite monotone. In a book of this length, monotony is a killer. I was only able to listen in small chunks, so it took much longer to get through than most other books. For comparison’s sake, I consumed this book in 30-ish-minute increments maybe every two or three days, whereas my usual habit is to consume an audiobook from start to finish without switching books between listening sessions. I frequently listen to an eight-hour book in one sitting or over the course of two days together. I found it impossible to do so with this narrator.

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Too many Cliches can spoil a story.

Would you recommend this book to a friend? Why or why not?

I would recommend it to someone who was looking for something to listen too that wasn't too challenging

What was the most interesting aspect of this story? The least interesting?

The plight of the main character was intriguing, but it the storytelling did more telling than showing. I wish fewer m/m romances relied on the horrible tragedy cliche and this one certainly does. A lot of the dialogue is predictable and it is achingly apparent that the author knows the mechanics of gay sex, but she doesn't quite get the passion one hopes would be present in a reuniting of old friends who become lovers.
The least interesting thing though was the lack of development Zack gets to experience in the book. It is obvious he was never fully broken by his experiences and torture from the first chapter when he frees himself. We see it again and again but we are constantly told he isn't healed yet. This give the author artificial obstacles to overcome. Even when the pair finds a certain peace, we don't get enough of that in favor of conflict.

Did Paul Morey do a good job differentiating all the characters? How?

He did to a point. Sometimes a male voice, one as deep as Morey's doesn't do a convincing woman be he certainly made them unique. But that is the ONLY flaw in his reading. He made some pretty flat dialogue fairly interesting. that's a mark of a professional.

What would have made this romance irresistible?

The fact that Zack does not ever allow his "always and forever" to reverse roles EVER in the book leaves me cold. He hasn't healed not even when being loved and cherished. That would have given me a complete story. This one feels unfinished. Complete love making would have been preferable. Not every m/m relationship is about dominance and submission. That fact that David gives up this role and never questions it is not very realistic.

Any additional comments?

Maybe women need to think that two men must suffer and they must fight physically with one another, but that isn't true. Some m/m relationships never require physical violence to get stronger. Some m/m relationships start and end in love not torture. A few do, but they are not as frequent or as heart rending as this story makes them out to be. The plot is easy to follow, and it isn't bad, I just wish the author had trusted her characters to tell the story a little more and relied less on bullet points to hit. I wanted to love this story, it certainly has all the parts it needs to be amazing. But somewhere it became a plot point counter instead of the story it had the potential to become.

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