This Time it’s Real by Ann Liang
Contemporary YA romance. Own voice, Beijing, China. HFN.
17 year old Eliza Hunts school essay goes viral. She made up a story about meeting the love of her life. Everyone is enamored with the story and her writing. She proposes a fake relationship with K-drama and school mate Caz Song. They pretend to be a couple and as time goes on, they become friends. But Eliza has always lost friends when she moves with family. They all disappear over time. Eliza is afraid to tell Caz how she really feels in case he breaks her heart.
Their relationship is built on a lie. Eliza has known the potential crash since the beginning yet she pursues it regardless. I enjoyed the first half knowing she was making a mistake but along for the ride hoping for friendship and love to follow. But she’s so afraid. So much angst. A lot of the second half of the story is so sad in her fear of the future of getting hurt. Don’t give up! Eliza learns she needs to open her heart and reach out. She can’t keep her fear or expectation of a future hurt get in the way of expressing her feelings.
Sweet, charming, a bit heartbreaking, and in the end, full of hope.


