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Let Go of the Guilt
- Stop Beating Yourself Up and Take Back Your Joy
- By: Valorie Burton
- Narrated by: Valorie Burton
- Length: 5 hrs and 52 mins
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Even women who feel fulfilled often struggle to meet the demands of modern life. Both working and stay-at-home moms agree that the expectations of women have risen dramatically in recent decades. As a result, many women overcompensate and over-apologize while the guilt dampens the joy of motherhood, relationships, and professional accomplishments. Let Go of the Guilt helps you peel back the layers of emotional, cultural, and spiritual expectations that make it difficult to navigate your multiple roles, dreams, and daily demands on your life.
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Not meant for non-religious people
- By Anna Amuse on 09-20-21
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Let Go of the Guilt
- Stop Beating Yourself Up and Take Back Your Joy
- Narrated by: Valorie Burton
- Length: 5 hrs and 52 mins
- Release date: 09-01-20
- Language: English
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Guilt
- An Alex Delaware Novel
- By: Jonathan Kellerman
- Narrated by: John Rubinstein
- Length: 13 hrs and 21 mins
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A series of horrifying events occur in quick succession in the same upscale L.A. neighborhood. A backyard renovation unearths an infant's body, buried 60 years ago. And soon thereafter in a nearby park, another disturbingly bizarre discovery is made not far from the body of a young woman shot in the head. Helping LAPD homicide detective Milo Sturgis to link these eerie incidents is brilliant psychologist Alex Delaware. But even the good doctor's vast experience with matters both clinical and criminal might not be enough.
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No More John Kellerman for me.
- By Beverly on 02-15-13
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Guilt
- An Alex Delaware Novel
- Narrated by: John Rubinstein
- Series: Alex Delaware, Book 28
- Length: 13 hrs and 21 mins
- Release date: 02-12-13
- Language: English
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The Confidence Gap
- A Guide to Overcoming Fear and Self-Doubt
- By: Russ Harris, Steven Hayes PhD - foreword
- Narrated by: Graeme Malcolm
- Length: 7 hrs and 39 mins
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Russ Harris offers a surprising solution to low self-confidence, shyness, and insecurity: Rather than trying to "get over" our fears, he says, the secret is to form a new and wiser relationship with them. Paradoxically, it's only when we stop struggling against our fearfulness that we begin to find lasting freedom from it.
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The One Book for Overcoming Anxiety
- By Joel Smith on 01-11-16
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The Confidence Gap
- A Guide to Overcoming Fear and Self-Doubt
- Narrated by: Graeme Malcolm
- Length: 7 hrs and 39 mins
- Release date: 12-09-14
- Language: English
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Emotional First Aid
- Practical Strategies for Treating Failure, Rejection, Guilt, and Other Everyday Psychological Injuries
- By: Guy Winch Ph.D.
- Narrated by: Guy Winch Ph.D.
- Length: 9 hrs and 5 mins
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Explaining the long-term fallout that can result from seemingly minor emotional and psychological injuries, Dr. Winch offers concrete, easy-to-use exercises backed up by hard cutting-edge science to aid in recovery. He uses relatable anecdotes about real patients he has treated over the years and often gives us a much needed dose of humor as well.
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insightful and delightful
- By IngleSpanish.laugh.n.learn on 11-02-13
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Emotional First Aid
- Practical Strategies for Treating Failure, Rejection, Guilt, and Other Everyday Psychological Injuries
- Narrated by: Guy Winch Ph.D.
- Length: 9 hrs and 5 mins
- Release date: 07-25-13
- Language: English
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Healing the Shame That Binds You
- By: John Bradshaw
- Narrated by: John Pruden
- Length: 11 hrs and 24 mins
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Healing the Shame That Binds You is the most enduring work of family relationship expert and New York Times best-selling author John Bradshaw. In it, he shows how unhealthy toxic shame, often learned young and maintained into adulthood, is the core component in our compulsions, co-dependencies, addictions and drive to superachieve.
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Wonderful information
- By Mary on 12-18-11
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Healing the Shame That Binds You
- Narrated by: John Pruden
- Length: 11 hrs and 24 mins
- Release date: 07-18-11
- Language: English
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The Gods of Guilt
- By: Michael Connelly
- Narrated by: Peter Giles
- Length: 11 hrs and 49 mins
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Mickey Haller gets the text, "Call me ASAP - 187," and the California penal code for murder immediately gets his attention. Murder cases have the highest stakes and the biggest paydays, and they always mean Haller has to be at the top of his game. When Mickey learns that the victim was his own former client, a prostitute he thought he had rescued and put on the straight and narrow path, he knows he is on the hook for this one. He soon finds out that she was back in LA and back in the life.
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God of Scribe
- By Big jim Picotto on 03-12-15
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The Gods of Guilt
- Narrated by: Peter Giles
- Series: A Lincoln Lawyer Novel, Book 5
- Length: 11 hrs and 49 mins
- Release date: 12-02-13
- Language: English
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Uprooting Shame and Guilt: A Journey to Healing Trauma and Freeing the Inner Child
- By: Naomi Carr
- Narrated by: Jennifer Blom
- Length: 7 hrs and 22 mins
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I hear you. I see you. You matter. Every child yearns to hear these words, as does the child within us all. But what if the essence of self is repressed by childhood conditioning before life hardly begins? Being denied the ability to think and feel for oneself prevents the child from evolving into adulthood unscathed, instead weighed down with fear and anxiety. Uprooting Shame and Guilt unravels the author’s journey in extracting herself from childhood trauma and dogma, finding refuge in the power of the mind and freedom from outdated beliefs.
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I didn't cry, you did
- By David on 08-15-23
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Uprooting Shame and Guilt: A Journey to Healing Trauma and Freeing the Inner Child
- Narrated by: Jennifer Blom
- Length: 7 hrs and 22 mins
- Release date: 02-22-22
- Language: English
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Guilt
- By: John Lescroart
- Narrated by: David Colacci
- Length: 18 hrs and 10 mins
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Mark Dooher is a prosperous San Francisco attorney and a prominent Catholic, the last person anyone would suspect of a brutal crime. But Dooher, a paragon of success and a master of all he touches, is about to be indicted for murder. Charged with savagely killing his own wife, Dooher is fighting for his reputation and his life in a high-profile case that is drawing dozens of lives into its wake.
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an exceptionally good read
- By Andi on 10-09-09
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Guilt
- Narrated by: David Colacci
- Series: Abe Glitsky, Book 2
- Length: 18 hrs and 10 mins
- Release date: 09-11-09
- Language: English
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The Guilty
- By: James Patterson, Duane Swierczynski
- Narrated by: John Lithgow, Bryce Dallas Howard, Peter Gallagher, and others
- Length: 3 hrs and 19 mins
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Tonight, Osmond Box, the reclusive yet wildly successful writer/director known for his completely surprising Broadway plays, is debuting his seventh and most highly anticipated production of his career: The Guilty. Nothing is known about the story, the setting, the premise, or even the actors involved. The first people to discover the truth will be the lucky ones sitting in those seats opening night.
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3 hrs of my life I won’t get back….
- By Medusa68 on 10-29-21
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The Guilty
- Narrated by: John Lithgow, Bryce Dallas Howard, Peter Gallagher, Aldis Hodge, Corey Stoll, Marsha Stephanie Blake
- Length: 3 hrs and 19 mins
- Release date: 10-28-21
- Language: English
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Shame & Guilt
- Masters of Disguise
- By: Jane Middleton-Moz
- Narrated by: Cat Gould
- Length: 4 hrs and 7 mins
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"It is my feeling that debilitating shame and guilt are at the root of all dysfunctions in families," says Jane Middelton-Moz. A few common characteristics of adults shamed in childhood: You may suffer extreme shyness, embarrassment and feelings of being inferior to others. You don't believe you make mistakes, you believe you are a mistake. You feel controlled from the outside and from within. You feel that normal spontaneous expression is blocked. You may suffer from debilitating guilt; you apologize constantly.
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Great Book
- By Susan on 05-12-13
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Shame & Guilt
- Masters of Disguise
- Narrated by: Cat Gould
- Length: 4 hrs and 7 mins
- Release date: 03-25-13
- Language: English
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GUILT
- By: Brevity Studios
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*FREE Episodes Released every Monday during active seasons. Paid Brevity+ Subscribers get Early Release, Ad Free Listening and Bonus Episodes (Follow link below)**In this hit investigative podcast, Ryan Wolf investigates some of Australasia's most enduring unsolved criminal cases.Season Four - Coming SoonOn the night of 9th November 1996, Alana Cecil, who had only recently turned 16, was excited to attend the Djerriwah Bonfire Festival in the small city of Melton, just out of Melbourne in Victoria, Australia. When she left home that night it would be the last time her family would ever see her...
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Guilty Gucci
- By: Ashley Antoinette, Buck 50 Productions - producer
- Narrated by: iiKane
- Length: 7 hrs and 22 mins
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The Red Bottom Bandits may be the world's most fashion-forward gang of masked outlaws. They're the talk of DC for their daring robberies and fly gear. And their latest caper is penned by Ashley Antoinette (of Ashley & JaQuavis) at her sultry, streetwise best.
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ok
- By ILoveMyAudibleKindle on 09-29-17
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Guilty Gucci
- Narrated by: iiKane
- Length: 7 hrs and 22 mins
- Release date: 06-27-17
- Language: English
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Guilt
- By: Caryll Houselander
- Narrated by: Jody Lebel
- Length: 10 hrs and 58 mins
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Discover the fascinating work of Caryll Houselander, a lay Catholic artist, mystic, religious writer, and poet in this thought-provoking book. Exploring the concept of guilt in the context of man's relationship with Christ, she reveals how breakdowns in this relationship manifest as psychological disfunction, and argues that only through suffering can we achieve sanity and become whole.
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Houselander has better books/Performer unsuitable
- By Colleen N. on 08-11-23
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Guilt
- Narrated by: Jody Lebel
- Length: 10 hrs and 58 mins
- Release date: 06-02-23
- Language: English
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Compassion Versus Guilt and Other Essays
- By: Thomas Sowell
- Narrated by: Michael Kevin
- Length: 6 hrs and 24 mins
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Sociologist-economist Sowell, a noted conservative, offers opinions on social and foreign policy, law, education, and race, criticizing the trend of American politics since Reagan and reserving his sharpest criticism for special-interest groups.
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A Great Mind
- By Jon on 12-16-06
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Compassion Versus Guilt and Other Essays
- Narrated by: Michael Kevin
- Length: 6 hrs and 24 mins
- Release date: 12-14-06
- Language: English
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Retrain Your Brain: Cognitive Behavioral Therapy in 7 Weeks: A Workbook for Managing Depression and Anxiety
- By: Seth J. Gillihan PhD
- Narrated by: Timothy Andres Pabon
- Length: 4 hrs and 17 mins
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For many, cognitive behavioral therapy (CBT) has proved to be a tipping point, a treatment through which they are finally able to make significant changes and break free of anxiety and depression. Cognitive Behavioral Therapy in 7 Weeks is an interactive audio workbook that outlines a simple, practical plan that occurs over the course of seven weeks, and offers real, tangible relief from anxiety and depression. This is a cumulative workbook that creates a lasting CBT tool kit that will prepare you to handle future challenges as they come
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Dont download the audio book
- By Matt C. on 06-26-19
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Retrain Your Brain: Cognitive Behavioral Therapy in 7 Weeks: A Workbook for Managing Depression and Anxiety
- Narrated by: Timothy Andres Pabon
- Length: 4 hrs and 17 mins
- Release date: 04-24-18
- Language: English
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Traces of Guilt
- By: Dee Henderson
- Narrated by: Johanna Parker
- Length: 12 hrs and 1 min
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Evie Blackwell loves her life as an Illinois state police detective...mostly. She's very skilled at investigations and has steadily moved up through the ranks. She would like to find Mr. Right, but she has a hard time imagining how marriage could work, considering the demands of her job.
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Excellent Narration! Enjoyed ~ Thoroughly.
- By GigiD. on 05-11-16
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Traces of Guilt
- Narrated by: Johanna Parker
- Series: Evie Blackwell Cold Case, Book 1
- Length: 12 hrs and 1 min
- Release date: 05-03-16
- Language: English
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101 Essays That Will Change the Way You Think
- By: Brianna Wiest
- Narrated by: Abby Craden
- Length: 10 hrs and 45 mins
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Over the past few years, Brianna Wiest has gained renown for her deeply moving, philosophical writing. This new compilation of her published work features pieces on why you should pursue purpose over passion, embrace negative thinking, see the wisdom in daily routine, and become aware of the cognitive biases that are creating the way you see your life. Some of these pieces have never been seen; others have been read by millions of people around the world. Regardless, each will leave you thinking: This idea changed my life.
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Finding ways on being a better version of yourself
- By Laura K. Alvarado Fonseca on 08-19-20
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101 Essays That Will Change the Way You Think
- Narrated by: Abby Craden
- Length: 10 hrs and 45 mins
- Release date: 08-21-18
- Language: English
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Guilt and Ginataan
- A Tita Rosie's Kitchen Mystery, Book 5
- By: Mia P. Manansala
- Length: 9 hrs
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The annual Shady Palms Corn Festival is one of the town’s biggest moneymakers, drawing crowds from all over the Midwest looking to partake in delicious treats, local crafts, and of course, the second largest corn maze in Illinois. Lila Macapagal and her Brew-ha Cafe crew, Adeena Awan and Elena Torres, are all too happy to participate in the event and even make a little wager on who can make it through the corn maze the fastest—but their fun is suddenly cut short when a dead body is found in the middle of the maze…and an unconscious Adeena lies next to it, clutching a bloody knife.
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Guilt and Ginataan
- A Tita Rosie's Kitchen Mystery, Book 5
- Series: Tita Rosie's Kitchen Mystery, Book 5
- Length: 9 hrs
- Release date: 11-12-24
- Language: English
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God Is Not Mad at You
- You Can Experience Real Love, Acceptance & Guilt-free Living
- By: Joyce Meyer
- Narrated by: Sandra McCollom
- Length: 7 hrs and 45 mins
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When best-selling author Joyce Meyer posted "God's not mad at you" on Facebook, she didn't anticipate that her words would trigger thousands of responses of gratitude and relief. Apparently many Christians struggle to reconcile their perception of God as both a loving parent and a stern judge. In God Is Not Mad at You, Joyce will help those who haven't truly received God's love because they are afraid of his anger and disapproval.
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Have always been a fan of Joyce but........
- By T on 10-17-13
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God Is Not Mad at You
- You Can Experience Real Love, Acceptance & Guilt-free Living
- Narrated by: Sandra McCollom
- Length: 7 hrs and 45 mins
- Release date: 09-24-13
- Language: English
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Presumption of Guilt
- A Joe Gunther Novel
- By: Archer Mayor
- Narrated by: Tom Taylorson
- Length: 8 hrs and 42 mins
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A 40-year-old skeleton is found encased in a concrete slab at a recently decommissioned nuclear energy site. It becomes a case for the Vermont Bureau of Investigation (VBI) and its leader, Joe Gunther, since they have the resources and the ability to investigate an old, very cold, missing persons case that has now been reclassified as murder. The victim was Hank Mitchell, and Gunther must chase down old rumors and speculations.
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Fun Joe Gunther series with a couple of unexpected twists
- By ReallyNelie on 02-29-20
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Presumption of Guilt
- A Joe Gunther Novel
- Narrated by: Tom Taylorson
- Series: The Joe Gunther Mysteries, Book 27
- Length: 8 hrs and 42 mins
- Release date: 01-31-17
- Language: English
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