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Stash

By: Laura Cathcart Robbins
Narrated by: Laura Cathcart Robbins
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Publisher's summary

“An emotionally absorbing and swiftly paced multisensory experience.” —The New York Times Book Review

Named a Best Memoir of 2023 by Elle

In the vein of Somebody’s Daughter, this wild, vivid addiction memoir from the host of the podcast The Only One in the Room “will inspire, awe, entertain, educate, and help so many readers” (Christie Tate, New York Times bestselling author) with a journey to sobriety and self-love amidst privilege and racism.

After years of hiding her addiction from everyone—stockpiling pills in her Louboutins and elaborately scheduling her withdrawals between PTA meetings, baby showers, and tennis matches—Laura Cathcart Robbins is running out of places to hide.

She has learned the hard way that even her high-profile marriage and Hollywood lifestyle can’t protect her from the pain she’s keeping bottled up inside. Facing divorce, the possibility of a grueling custody battle, and the insistent voice of internalized racism that nags at her as a Black woman in a startlingly white world, Laura wonders just how much more she can take.

Now, with courageous and candid openness, she reveals how she started the long journey towards sobriety, unexpectedly found new love, and dismantled the wall she had built around herself, brick by brick. With its raw, finely crafted, and engaging prose, Stash is “emotionally riveting…usher[ing] in a new way for us to talk and read about the paradoxes of addiction, race, family, class, and gender.” (Kiese Laymon, author of Heavy).

©2023 Laura Cathcart Robbins. All rights reserved. (P)2023 Simon & Schuster, Inc. All rights reserved.

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Compelling Story of Love and Recovery

While at times a tough read the author managed to tell her truth in a raw, loving and respectful manner. As the widow of an alcoholic I appreciated the honesty and care she used to tell the story of her internal struggles, marriage and divorce.

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A great story of truth.

This book was a fabulous find. I love how truthful the author is and hope it is encouraging to others in her situation. Good can come out of anything as long as you stay alive.

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Outstanding!

Loved this book and I’m glad the author chose to record it. Her road to recovery reminds us there is no right way to get sober. Laura broke so many of the “rules” and was still able to find her peace. I hope she writes more books in the future! I bought the book on Holly’s recommendation, and she never misses.

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honest

Tells the truth of what goes on within an addicts mind. Relatable as it tells the chain reaction within a family.

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Phenomenal

This story was great. Listening to it I felt a connection to Laura. As she was reading I would respond as if her and I were having a conversation. I highly recommend this book or audio book whichever you prefer.

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True story of how addiction can be!

Overcoming addiction is so hard and she def lets the readers know how it can be! It’s not biased! It can attack the rich, poor, black, white, anyone and can be anything from sleeping pills to crack. Awesome read!

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Loved it!

This book was very powerful and inspiring. I loved the way the author narrated I felt like I was in the room with her.

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Amazing read/listen

Thank you to this author for sharing her story. It resonated deeply. I always appreciate someone willing to share their story and know how it makes people feel relatable and seen❤️

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Never lost my attention

I loved how raw it was and how you could always feel the emotions she was describing.

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So relatable!!!

Absolutely loved this book. Such courage to tell your story and thank you because I have a different story but can relate to many things in this book. Thank you for sharing your recovery story.

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