
Miss Memory Lane
A Memoir
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Colton Haynes
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Colton Haynes
About this listen
“A brutally honest memoir that socks you in the gut with its candor” (Elton John and David Furnish) about lust, abuse, addiction, stardom, and redemption from Arrow and Teen Wolf actor Colton Haynes.
In 2018, Colton Haynes woke up in a hospital. He’d had two seizures, lost vision in one eye, almost ruptured a kidney, and been put on an involuntary psychiatric hold. Not yet thirty, he knew he had to take stock of his life and make some serious changes if he wanted to see his next birthday.
As he worked towards sobriety, Haynes allowed himself to become vulnerable for the first time and discovered profound self-awareness. He had millions of social media followers who constantly told him they loved him. But what would they think if they knew his true story? If they knew where he came from and the things he had done?
Now, Colton bravely pulls back the curtain on his life and career, revealing the incredible highs and devastating lows. From his unorthodox childhood in a small Kansas town, to coming to terms with his sexuality, he keeps nothing back.
By sixteen, he had been signed by the world’s top modeling agency and his face appeared on billboards. But he was still a broke, lonely, confused teenager, surrounded by people telling him he could be a star as long as he never let anyone see his true self. As Colton’s career in television took off, the stress of wearing so many masks and trying to please so many different people turned his use of drugs and alcohol into full-blown addiction.
“In searing, honest prose, he tells a coming-of-age story that is utterly his own, yet surprisingly universal” (Bill Clegg, New York Times bestselling author)—of dreams deferred and dreams fulfilled; of a family torn apart and rebuilt; and of a man stepping into the light as no one but himself.
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- A Thriller
- By: P. J. Vernon
- Narrated by: Michael Crouch, Daniel Henning
- Length: 12 hrs and 8 mins
- Unabridged
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Oliver Park, a recovering addict from Indiana, finally has everything he ever wanted: sobriety and a loving, wealthy partner in Nathan, a prominent DC trauma surgeon. Despite their difference in age and disparate backgrounds, they've made a perfect life together. With everything to lose, Oliver shouldn't be visiting Haus, a gay bathhouse. But through the entrance he goes, and it's a line crossed. Inside, he follows a man into a private room, and it's the final line. Whatever happens next, Nathan can never know.
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Absolutely Gripping
- By Joseph on 06-18-21
By: P. J. Vernon
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The Velvet Rage
- Overcoming the Pain of Growing Up Gay in a Straight Man's World
- By: Alan Downs Ph. D
- Narrated by: Alan Downs Ph. D
- Length: 7 hrs and 14 mins
- Unabridged
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The most important issue in a gay man’s life is not “coming out”, but coming to terms with the invalidating past. Despite the progress made in recent years, many gay men still wonder, “Are we better off?” The byproduct of growing up gay in a straight world continues to be the internalization of shame, rejection, and anger - a toxic cocktail that can lead to drug abuse, promiscuity, alcoholism, depression, and suicide.
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Must read for any gay man
- By Matthew Phelps on 08-30-12
By: Alan Downs Ph. D
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The Deviant's War
- The Homosexual vs. the United States of America
- By: Eric Cervini
- Narrated by: Vikas Adam
- Length: 15 hrs and 34 mins
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In 1957, Frank Kameny, a rising astronomer working for the US Military in Hawaii, received a summons to report immediately to Washington, DC. The Pentagon had reason to believe he was a homosexual, and after a series of humiliating interviews, Kameny - like gay men and women for generations - was promptly dismissed from the military. Unlike many others, though, Kameny fought back.
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Big Surprise
- By elwood on 08-01-20
By: Eric Cervini
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The House of Hidden Meanings
- A Memoir
- By: RuPaul
- Narrated by: RuPaul
- Length: 7 hrs and 7 mins
- Unabridged
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In The House of Hidden Meanings, RuPaul strips away all artifice and recounts the story of his life with breathtaking clarity and tenderness, bringing his signature wisdom and wit to his own biography. From his early years growing up as a queer Black kid in San Diego navigating complex relationships with his absent father and temperamental mother, RuPaul excavates his own biography life-story, uncovering new truths and insights in his personal history.
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Engrossing story
- By LB Run on 04-13-24
By: RuPaul
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- Karen K
- 06-22-22
Not a Hollywood Memoir
I am not in the habit of reading memoirs by celebrities. I don't think being a celebrity makes your life interesting to read about necessarily. I made an exception to listen to this because I love all things Teen Wolf and with the movie coming out it was on my mind. However, there are maybe a few pages about Teen Wolf, certainly nothing you could call any behind the scenes drama or gossip. There is even less about Colton's time on Arrow. However, some things I do find interesting in a memoir are poverty, complicated childhood family dynamics and alcohol addiction. Lots of that in here. I didn't necessarily like Colton very much at the beginning, but I was won over by his narration. Potential readers should be aware that there is a lot of explicit homosexual content. I have no issue with homosexuality, or even some explicit sex, but would say this is in the cringe-worthy category simply because it's hard to listen to the situations Colton gets in because he doesn't have enough self-love and self-respect, and I wanted better for him. If I knew someone who was interested in trying to be a famous actor or model, I would recommend this book as it highlights the underbelly of Hollywood and of the modeling business much more than it does any positive aspects of fame. If the sex scene acting class scene doesn't turn them off the path, nothing will. Wishing Colton the best and admiring the fierceness it took to share every detail of his own story.
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- Tony
- 09-09-23
Deeply Personal
I just finished Colton’s book and cried for the last hour of it. I’ve never read/listened to anything so deeply personal from the perspective of a gay man. It’s like he lived my same life and that of most of the gay friends I grew up with. It’s written (and read) so well. You feel as though you’re living his life, while being able to make so many comparisons to your own. Thank you Colton for being so vulnerable in writing this book.
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- NC Reader
- 11-21-23
Brave and thoughtful
Haynes has written a fearless, humane, and deeply generous account of his life that is only enhanced by his open-hearted performance reading the memoir. I highly recommend.
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- Chad
- 08-23-22
Great book!
Such an honest story! I really enjoyed it!!! I definitely hope there is a follow up!
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- S. Heyer
- 10-16-22
surprising and honest
I was very surprised about Colton's story. you never know what someone is going through.i had no idea.
some of his emotions I felt deeply, I felt similar emotions myself at times especially in reference to how different from the rest of the world he felt...
now I know why he published a memoir so early in his life, there was a lot going on
thanks Colton you made me feel not so alone
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- James Moore
- 02-24-23
Honest, heart wrenching, yet full of love
This memoir holds nothing back. Colton's honesty through the most difficult times only confirms what a hero he really is. Being gay, being closeted, difficult upbringing, being famous, severe depression and substance addictions, it is all there, but his determination to overcome all the negatives gives the reader faith in the human spirit.
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- Kimberly
- 03-24-24
Beautiful Story. Beautiful Man.
The internet rabbit-hole lead me to this book. I had never heard of Colton Haynes. Now I will be one of his most ardent fans. His genuine, artful expression of his truth & pain helped me feel less alone in my truth & pain. I wish Colton Haynes the very best in life…
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- Nicholas Baca
- 07-17-22
Excellent story!!!
Who would have believed that a man younger then myself has been through so much shit??? Very well told story. I enjoyed this very much and would highly recommend this story to anyone else!
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- Michael
- 12-08-22
Emotional Rollercoaster
This book took me all over the place. Sometimes I was angry at the way he was treated. Sometimes I was irritated by the poor decisions he made. Sometimes I was happy when things came together. All in all it was a good listen. Worth the read. On top of that, Colton Haynes has a excellent voice. Very easy to listen to.
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- Peter0922
- 02-28-23
Loved it!
Loved listening to Colton tell his journey. My takeaway is the book cover and the pages are not always in sync, but that's okay and find a way to make shit happen!
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