It was just another night for Julie Holland, the attending doctor in the world famous Bellevue Hospital's psychiatric emergency room. Every weekend for nine years, it was Holland's job to evaluate and treat all patients admitted, from the schizophrenic to the bipolar to the traumatized, from the homicidal to the suicidal to victims of unthinkable crimes.
In this absorbing memoir, Holland provides a rare behind-the scenes glimpse into her life-altering experience at Bellevue, recounting stories of the patients who moved, terrified, fascinated, and amused her, the patients who helped her grow in ways she never imagined. Along the way, she documents her life outside the hospital - her relationship with her husband and the births of their children, her own therapy sessions, which helped her finally crack through the tough exterior she had formed, and her close bond with her best friend and mentor, Lucy, a fellow doctor whose battle with cancer left Holland forever changed.
©2009 Julie Holland; (P)2009 HarperCollins Publishers
"An extraordinary insider's look at the typical days and nights of that most extraordinary place, written with a rare combination of toughness, tenderness, and outrageous humor, this book is a fast read that you will savor long after you have put it down." (Andrew Weil, M.D.)
"Equal parts affecting, jaw-dropping, and engrossing." (Booklist)
I really wanted to like this book - my best friend is a psychiatrist and I love hearing stories from her job. I'm sorry to say I got really bored because rather than writing about the myriad interesting, funny or politically relevant things that take place in hospitals it seemed to be written about how cool, smart and unconventional the author is. I have been to prisons, spent time with crazy people and not only am I friends with gay people - I am a gay person, so maybe I am awesome and should publish a memoir too? Maybe if you are very sheltered you'd find this more interesting than I did.
It also didn't seem to be clear who the audience is because some of the acronyms would only make sense to a healthcare provider but then some things are over-explained. Which makes me think they're in there to sound impressive, like on Grey's Anatomy when they throw around a bunch of big words that don't make sense to make you think they're speaking doctor. This author may well be a fabulous person and there are nuggets of interest but overall the book was pretty annoying. I didn't make it through the whole thing, maybe it picks up at the end.
I was hoping for insight into the workings and world of the psych ward, but found a self-indulgent book about a rather uninteresting author. This book was disappointingly boring.
I wanted to give it 2.5 stars but that wasn't an option. She writes pretty well and the narration is ok...at least it's not a distraction. The best way for me to describe the book in one word is boring. It just never gets going. If you want to know what goes on behind the doors of a Pych ER then buy this audio book but be prepared to be underwhelmed.
I am listening to the second volume of the book and thus far I have to say that I am quite satisfied. You learn a lot, how practice of medicine/psychiatry affects physicians, how society expects health care system to deliver for very complex problems for a very low price, how personal relationships define physician's perspective on patients, life in general and society.Being a physician can be very exhausting. Keeping your sanity and looking at people as people and not as some machine is important.
The book captured very well the day to day life at a psych ward.
I couldn't get through this mountain of words and boredom. I tried really hard, but I couldn't do it. Rambling and scattered, it is very difficult to listen to and just not interesting at all.
It was a good read but i found it could have been longer and she could have gotten into a whole lot more detail...perhaps she should do a sequel. I would read it.
Both somewhat interesting and blatantly self-indulgent, this uneven memoir of Holland's nine years at Bellevue was worth a listen, but I really thought I'd like it more. I was really hoping to hear dozens of interesting stories about the human psyche through a doctor's eyes. There was some of that, but overall I found Holland's discussions of her turf battles with other egomanics, her sexual experimentations, and her crushes on other doctors all a bit disturbing and all a bit of blah, blah, blah. She evidently thinks that banter among doctors -- the sexual innuendo, the cutting remarks, the ego clashes -- is interesting, but it really just sounds like another day at the office for most of us, though I just admit that I was a bit surprised at the level of indescretion, immaturity, and overall childishness of some of her descriptions of her and her fellow psychiatrists' behavior. If you are looking for a book about office politics, I guess this is a pretty good one. If you are looking for a book about the human mind and behavior through the educated eyes of an experienced psychiatrist, then pass on this one.
I really enjoyed listening to Dr. Holland's account of her work. I also liked the fact that she was the one narrating, I think she did well. I really became attached to her and didn't want the book to end. If you have any interest in psychology/psychiatry or are already in the field, then I recommend listening. I am now a fan. I wish Audible had her next book.
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