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The First Time She Drowned Audiobook

The First Time She Drowned

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Publisher's Summary

The beautiful struggle of a girl desperate for the one relationship that has caused her the most pain.

Cassie O'Malley has spent the past two and a half years in a mental institution - dumped there by her mother, against her will. Now, at 18, Cassie emancipates herself, determined to start over. She attends college, forms new friendships, and even attempts to start fresh with her mother. But before long, their unhealthy relationship threatens to pull Cassie under once again. As Cassie struggles to reclaim her life, childhood memories persist and confuse, and Cassie must consider whose version of history is real, and, more important, whose life she must save.

A bold, literary story about the fragile complexities of mothers and daughters and learning to love oneself, The First Time She Drowned reminds us that we must dive deep into our pasts if we are ever to move forward.

©2016 Kerry Kletter (P)2016 Listening Library

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    M. Robertazzi East Hanover, NJ United States 06-10-16
    M. Robertazzi East Hanover, NJ United States 06-10-16 Member Since 2016
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    "I couldn't wait to walk"

    I listen to my audiobooks when I exercise each day. As much as I dislike exercising I found I could not wait to get out and walk so I could hear what was next. There was so much to love about this book. The characters, the twists and turns, imagining the different endings that could turn out. I highly recommend it

    3 of 3 people found this review helpful
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    Life Adventurer Pacific North West 04-03-16
    Life Adventurer Pacific North West 04-03-16 Member Since 2016
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    "What an amazing read!"

    I couldn't have asked for a better story. Listening to this young woman struggle through her past to find her truth, I felt like I was reading a version of my own life story. Deeply moving.

    2 of 2 people found this review helpful
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    Michelle Medley 06-02-16 Member Since 2016
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    "Didn't realize this was a self-help book"

    I was really hoping to like this book, but the further the story went, the more it just seemed to drag. The story was predictable and the last 5-6 chapters seemed more like a section of the lasted self-help book.

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    Jean Fitzpatrick 11-30-16 Member Since 2012
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    "A must read for girl's and women born to narcicistic Mothers"

    Save yourself the trouble of years of trying to figure out your relationship with your self absorbed Mother. All of the answers are here in this wonderful fiction novel. Excellent reader as well. Read this and be free! It was never you fault ❤️

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    Susan 11-07-16
    Susan 11-07-16
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    "Could not stop listening!"

    This mother/daughter relationship story transcends age groups. Kletter manages lyrical prose to awaken senses, humor to release tension, and uncanny insight to wars of the heart. I can relate to all three women in this story: daughter, mother, grandmother. Prepare to cry, laugh, and declare peace with your heart.

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    purple jello 10-07-16
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    "Deep and meaningful, a story of healing"
    What aspect of Jorjeana Marie’s performance would you have changed?

    Sometimes her nose sounded blocked / stuffy and it was a little distracting. Her voice changed at weird moments and sounded totally different. But overall I felt like her voice was right for the character.


    Was there a moment in the book that particularly moved you?

    I loved the interactions between Cassie and her therapist.


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    I think the author describes some complex experiences in a very compelling and real way. Kept me on my toes as I was trying to figure out what was reality and why Cassie would have been committed to an institution.

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    Diana Haslett 10-04-16 Member Since 2015
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    "Heartbreakingly Honest"

    This novel tells a beautiful, heartbreakingly honest story that will stick with you.

    There is some trigger inducing material, but it is handled really well.

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    Sarah Harmon 08-10-16 Member Since 2016
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    "Beautifully written"

    Disturbingly beautiful and engaging with a troubled soul. The characters are complex and intoxicating to listen to.

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    Jason E Burgher 08-04-16
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    "amazing book!!!!!!"

    really awesome, pulls you in and leaves you gasping for breath!!!! shows how some things can't some people can't change and you gotta rely on yourself

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    KayDee 07-04-16
    KayDee 07-04-16
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    "Frustrating"

    It was frustrating to listen to almost an entire book with the knowledge of the main character's struggle while she is oblivious to it. While it may reflect what happens in real life, as a reader I eventually stopped caring if she ever figured it out, thus it took me months to finish listening to this as I routinely found something else to listen to. Sheer determination.
    The reader did a great job although I sense she had a cold for the 2nd half.

    0 of 0 people found this review helpful

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