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I Am Not a Serial Killer Audiobook

I Am Not a Serial Killer: John Cleaver, Book 1

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Publisher's Summary

John works in his family's mortuary and has an obsession with serial killers. He wants to be a good person but fears he is a sociopath, and for years he has suppressed his dark side through a strict system of rules designed to mimic "normal" behavior. Then a demon begins stalking his small town and killing people one by one, and John is forced to give in to his darker nature in order to save them.

As he struggles to understand the demon and find a way to kill it, his own mind begins to unravel until he fears he may never regain control. Faced with the reality that he is, perhaps, more monstrous than the monster he is fighting, John must make a final stand against the horrors of both the demon and himself.

©2009 Dan Wells (P)2010 Tantor

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    John Denver, Colorado, United States 11-24-12
    John Denver, Colorado, United States 11-24-12 Member Since 2010
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    "I loved AND hated this book"

    I loved this book because the main character was creepy and the antagonist was likable. I will never read this book again or further books in the series because the main character was too creepy for my taste. Read at your own peril. I would, however, suggest that a friend of mine would read this.

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    Mr. Jared C. Serra st. louis, MO USA 11-18-12
    Mr. Jared C. Serra st. louis, MO USA 11-18-12

    Fathers Face Remembered

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    "YA Dexter with a twist"
    If you could sum up I Am Not a Serial Killer in three words, what would they be?

    clever, scary, absorbing


    What other book might you compare I Am Not a Serial Killer to and why?

    Dexter becuase of the serial killer aspects


    What three words best describe John Allen Nelson’s performance?

    old playing young.


    Who was the most memorable character of I Am Not a Serial Killer and why?

    The villian. I won't say who that is here. Needless to say the Killer stuff is the best thing about this book.


    Any additional comments?

    I have listened to this authors on a podcast for years. I am very glad to see that his completed works match up to my expectations.

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    Steven Pottstown, PA, United States 10-24-12
    Steven Pottstown, PA, United States 10-24-12 Member Since 2009

    Say something about yourself!

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    "Good story, but bad narration."
    Would you recommend this book to a friend? Why or why not?

    I would, but in print version. Well look above...


    What was your reaction to the ending? (No spoilers please!)

    It tied everything together somewhat nicely at the end but i wasn't really impressed.


    What didn’t you like about John Allen Nelson’s performance?

    Where should i start, with the no emotion this book draaaaaaaged. The nasal sounding voice was like come on guy I understand the kid is going through puberty, but does everyone need to sound almost the same...


    Do you think I Am Not a Serial Killer needs a follow-up book? Why or why not?

    It does need a follow-up book, but get rid of John Allen (sorry John)... We need another book because we need to know if this kid is gonna be a serial killer.


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    Amazon Customer OKC, OK 09-06-12
    Amazon Customer OKC, OK 09-06-12 Member Since 2016

    Master of None

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    "Original, gripping, disturbing. It's Horror, folks"

    First, this story is gripping, and it's absolutely horrifying. If you like horror, especially supernatural horror, or think you might, give this book a read.

    Unfortunately, I'm not sure I can recommend the audiobook because the narrator was awful, but you should certainly look for it in print or ebook, or if you think you can handle a great book that sounds like it was narrated by a third rate local news reporter, get it here.

    A note for those who gave the book a bad rating because it was violent and disturbing - it's horror, folks. Everyone isn't nice and happy and the supernatural denizens don't sparkle in the twilight or breathe rainbows or sneeze fairydust.

    And it might, just might have something to do with serial killers, for those of you who DIDN'T READ THE TITLE. And guess what serial killers do? They kill people, they hurt people, and they have a tendency for violence against animals. If you don't like reading about serial killers, maybe you shouldn't read a book with a title about a serial killer. Seriously.

    Summarizing, the book is a great read for people who enjoy a gripping supernatural horror story and don't mind some disturbing violence and downright gut wrenching internal conflict along the way. If you've read Steven King or watched Dexter, you should probably be OK.

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    Pamela Kuna, ID, United States 08-27-12
    Pamela Kuna, ID, United States 08-27-12 Member Since 2011
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    "Ok read"
    Would you say that listening to this book was time well-spent? Why or why not?

    Yes and no, it was just a creative listen


    What was the most interesting aspect of this story? The least interesting?

    Listening to Johns thoughts and concerns


    What three words best describe John Allen Nelson’s voice?

    Not right for the story


    Did I Am Not a Serial Killer inspire you to do anything?

    No


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    Amazon Customer East Hartford, CT, United States 08-21-12
    Amazon Customer East Hartford, CT, United States 08-21-12 Member Since 2012

    I don't know about you, but why are there so so so many 5 star reviews. I LOVE books, but so few are 5 star.

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    "Hmmm"

    Strange, not bad, terrible narration. A want to be yound Dexter with a supernatural twist. Not my type of story, but not awful.

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    Carole P. Bronico Harleysville, Pa 08-18-12
    Carole P. Bronico Harleysville, Pa 08-18-12 Member Since 2010

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    "Not every sentence ends with an exclamation mark.."
    Would you try another book from Dan Wells and/or John Allen Nelson?

    No. The story may be good, but I couldn't tell. The narrator reads as though every sentence ends with an exclamation mark. It was so annoying that I had to stop listening. I could not appreciate the story.


    What was most disappointing about Dan Wells’s story?

    the narrator


    What didn’t you like about John Allen Nelson’s performance?

    enough said


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    RobinR 06-26-12
    RobinR 06-26-12
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    "Read it - Don't listen to it"
    What would have made I Am Not a Serial Killer better?

    An different narrator.


    Who would you have cast as narrator instead of John Allen Nelson?

    Anyone with emotion. The monotone narration was the worst.


    Any additional comments?

    The story is good, but the narrator is terrible. Go for the other books in the series, and buy this one in print.

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    Karen Portland, Oregon 06-13-12
    Karen Portland, Oregon 06-13-12 Member Since 2015

    Karen

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    "Good book, good story, terrible narrator"
    Would you be willing to try another one of John Allen Nelson’s performances?

    No, absolutely not. John Cleaver, the narrator of I Am Not A Serial Killer, describes a newscaster in the book as famous for his "sensationalist melodrama" and I thought that was a pretty apt description of the narrator for the book. The only time I thought the narrator of the audiobook was doing a good job was when he was voicing the newscaster.


    Any additional comments?

    I thought this was a pretty good book. I heard about it through a podcast that the author puts on and he talked about the main character a couple times which got me intrigued about the book.

    The story was good, engaging and you really sympathise with the main character, John Cleaver. I was surprised when I found out that he was much much younger than I thought he would have been but that worked well in terms of the story.

    I have already recommended this book to some friends but I'd give out the warning that if you're sqeamish at all to avoid this book as there are some graphic descriptions of dead things.

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    Alex Albany, NY, USA 06-04-12
    Alex Albany, NY, USA 06-04-12 Member Since 2016
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    "Genre bending Dexter Jr."
    Would you recommend this audiobook to a friend? If so, why?

    Yes, particularly because of the genre bending twist that comes out of no where. Its the sort of surprise that realy wakes me up durring a listen. "wait! What?!" I love a book that can through you of balance.


    What other book might you compare I Am Not a Serial Killer to and why?

    The sociopathic protagonist puts me in mind of the many wonderful 'Dexter' novels by Jeff Lindsay. The surprise supernaturtal elemnts put me in mind of 'The Harbor" by John Ajvide Lindqvist (of 'Let the Right One In' fame). But in retrospect the unsetling mood that inspires great discomfort reminded me of "The Dead Father's Club" by Matt Haig.


    What does John Allen Nelson bring to the story that you wouldn’t experience if you just read the book?

    Due to the detatched emotionless pressence the main character maintains through most story Nelson's performance is really effective when he really lets loose. The characters are clearly seperate with enough life and depth that you feel for them even for the protagonist and antogonist, each of which the reader may feel guilty sympathising or empathysing for.


    Who was the most memorable character of I Am Not a Serial Killer and why?

    John Cleaver is an very interesting character. Ironically the sociopath is more human because of the relationships he has with the people in his life, particularly his mother, his phyciatrist, and his 'enemy'. Like Dexter Morgan, John Cleaver has a 'dark passanger'. He calls this darker nature within himself 'Mr. Monster'. It is his desire to sipress and reluctance to unlease Mr. Monster that makes John a sympathetic character. He knows he is different, but doesn't want to be a killer. Hense the title.


    Any additional comments?

    I thought this was a enjoyable story. It is fully selfcontained, but i was plesantly surprised to find out there are more John Cleaver books, that i plan to listen to as soon as possible.

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