John works in his family's mortuary and has an obsession with serial killers. He wants to be a good person but fears he is a sociopath, and for years he has suppressed his dark side through a strict system of rules designed to mimic "normal" behavior. Then a demon begins stalking his small town and killing people one by one, and John is forced to give in to his darker nature in order to save them.
As he struggles to understand the demon and find a way to kill it, his own mind begins to unravel until he fears he may never regain control. Faced with the reality that he is, perhaps, more monstrous than the monster he is fighting, John must make a final stand against the horrors of both the demon and himself.
©2009 Dan Wells (P)2010 Tantor
No, absolutely not. John Cleaver, the narrator of I Am Not A Serial Killer, describes a newscaster in the book as famous for his "sensationalist melodrama" and I thought that was a pretty apt description of the narrator for the book. The only time I thought the narrator of the audiobook was doing a good job was when he was voicing the newscaster.
I thought this was a pretty good book. I heard about it through a podcast that the author puts on and he talked about the main character a couple times which got me intrigued about the book.
The story was good, engaging and you really sympathise with the main character, John Cleaver. I was surprised when I found out that he was much much younger than I thought he would have been but that worked well in terms of the story.
I have already recommended this book to some friends but I'd give out the warning that if you're sqeamish at all to avoid this book as there are some graphic descriptions of dead things.
Yes, particularly because of the genre bending twist that comes out of no where. Its the sort of surprise that realy wakes me up durring a listen. "wait! What?!" I love a book that can through you of balance.
The sociopathic protagonist puts me in mind of the many wonderful 'Dexter' novels by Jeff Lindsay. The surprise supernaturtal elemnts put me in mind of 'The Harbor" by John Ajvide Lindqvist (of 'Let the Right One In' fame). But in retrospect the unsetling mood that inspires great discomfort reminded me of "The Dead Father's Club" by Matt Haig.
Due to the detatched emotionless pressence the main character maintains through most story Nelson's performance is really effective when he really lets loose. The characters are clearly seperate with enough life and depth that you feel for them even for the protagonist and antogonist, each of which the reader may feel guilty sympathising or empathysing for.
John Cleaver is an very interesting character. Ironically the sociopath is more human because of the relationships he has with the people in his life, particularly his mother, his phyciatrist, and his 'enemy'. Like Dexter Morgan, John Cleaver has a 'dark passanger'. He calls this darker nature within himself 'Mr. Monster'. It is his desire to sipress and reluctance to unlease Mr. Monster that makes John a sympathetic character. He knows he is different, but doesn't want to be a killer. Hense the title.
I thought this was a enjoyable story. It is fully selfcontained, but i was plesantly surprised to find out there are more John Cleaver books, that i plan to listen to as soon as possible.
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This is not my sort of book. I generally read fantasy, and urban more the epic. There is really nothing about this book that says that it would be something that I would be interested in but the story of the book really compelled me and I couldn't stop listening even though I really should have.
I greatly enjoyed the character of John Cleaver. I found it oddly fascinating watching the monster lurking not very far under the surface of the character. John never denies it and works very hard to control it. The struggle he goes through and the breaks in walls he builds around himself is fascinating to watch. John is such a well realized character but you are never allowed to forget his dangerous nature. He's sympathetic and horrifying all at the same time. Honestly, found him kind of noble in his own off-kilter way.
The main problem I had with the book was the narration. Not that the actual performance was bad, just that he really sounded so mature that for the first hour or so I had to will my self to suspend disbelief and I think it took something away from the beginning of the story.
I'm not sure if the book is good or not. I was so put off by the narrator that I only lasted 15 minutes.
Anyone in the English-speaking world except Carrot Top or Steve from the Dell commercials.
I'll let you know after I read the book.
This is just the kind of story I long for - one that makes you think and forces your imagination into the darkest crevices of the human mind. One that makes you just a little more leery of the nice teen boy who cuts your grass and shovels your snow. What's so scary about John Wayne Cleaver? Everything. But most of all, his very ordinariness. I have never come across a work that combs so thoroughly the inner-most thoughts of a sociopath - to the point that it makes me wonder about Dan Wells, himself! And with a nice lemon splash of the supernatural - it doesn't get any better than this. Except for the next book, Mr. Monster, which was even a darker shade of evil. Ohhhhh...these are well worth the credits, believe me!
this listen was easy to understand and light hearted.
I like the twist at the end.I think they could have chosen a better reader. overall a good listen.
I own a small shop selling custom/costume Jewelry. I love to listen to audio books while I create jewelry. I love all animals and get very upset when they aren't treated well, even in fiction.
Leave out the torture of animals
I'm not sure.
Someone with the acting ability to sound 15. Andy Crane (Grinny).
Anything that mentions hurting animals.
Interesting idea, I guess.
Any comparison to the Dexter series is accurate on only the most superficial level. The dark self-exploration of the disturbed psyche that is at the heart of Dexter's story is mature, thought-provoking and at times hauntingly lyrical. Mr. Wells' novel is a completely different genre, relying on a fantasy creature rather than the real-life monsters that Dexter seeks. In gastronomical terms, the Dexter series is a blood-rare steak--Wells' book is a bag of Doritos.
I don't think this is really my type of book. It was hard to follow at times and the subject was one that does not really interest me. I listen to books on my commute to work each day and now have someone riding with me. This was her book selection - we will complete the series. Maybe the next book will be better.
No - not my type of book
He brings the character to the book - the voice and freakiness of the character. Job well done
Yes to explain the demons
I would recommend this book to anyone who likes psychological thrillers. It had a lot of pyscho-analysis of serial killers as well as dealing with inner demons.
John is very upfront about the demons that haunt him. In real life this is hard to find so I always appreciate it when I see (or hear it).
Mr. Nelson was a good reader, but not the right person for this reading. The part of John, who is supposed to be a teenager, was way too mature.
Towards the end, John's mom tried to make an effort to make thier relationship better.
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