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  • With My Eyes Wide Open

  • Miracles and Mistakes on My Way Back to KoRn
  • By: Brian "Head" Welch
  • Narrated by: Brian "Head" Welch
  • Length: 6 hrs and 5 mins
  • 4.8 out of 5 stars (885 ratings)

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With My Eyes Wide Open

By: Brian "Head" Welch
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Publisher's summary

He left KoRn to help himself. He went back to help others. And along the way, he nearly lost everything.

A life-changing spiritual awakening freed Brian "Head" Welch from a stranglehold of drugs and alcohol and prompted him to leave the highly successful nu-metal band KoRn in 2005. What followed was a decade-long trial by fire, from the perils of fathering a teen lost in depression and self-mutilation to the harsh realities of playing solo and surviving the shattering betrayal of a trusted friend. In this intensely inspiring redemption saga, perhaps most inspiring is Brian's radical decision to rejoin KoRn and reconcile with the tribe of people he once considered family in the metal music scene.

Brian returned to his musical roots with a clear head and a devoted heart. Though his story is wild, hilarious, and deeply poignant, the message is simple: God will love you into the freedom of being yourself as long as you keep the relationship going and never, ever quit.

©2016 Brian Welch (P)2016 Thomas Nelson Publishers

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RAW, REAL TRUTH

I loved this audio book. It's the second audio of Brian's that I've listened to this year. The passion and love in his voice gives this book even more life.. I love how real and honest he is about his story. His vulnerability is what will set people free.
It also opened my eyes even more to broken people. How God loves and pursues ALL of us. I remember when I was not a Christian, my teen daughter coming home with her first Korn CD. I broke it and threw it in the trash and cursed them. Ha! Look at who just spoke life to me... Brian Welch, of Korn. I am now a Christian and attend Fuse Church in Knoxville, Tn. I've heard amazing things about Brian since I first met Jesus. Evidently, he has visited my church a few times and has friends there. He's the real deal.
Thank you, Brian, for opening my eyes. I love your story. Angee

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So good

I love the raw realness of this story and that it was read by Brian himself. Very inspiring.

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Another Amazing Book from Brian..

A truly amazing book and this man's life is so much of a Miracle.. I really hope many people find this book and listen or read it. This was a revelation for me.. I have been searching for the real me for a long time and I think Save me from Myself and Eyes Wide Open Both have started helping me to understand what my path is in this world .. Thank you Brian and Jennea for you words and courage to share them.. Bless you both so very much!!!

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thank you for this.

loved it. Start to finish. Long time Korn fan. Now I appreciate your solo work even more.

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another winner from head!!!

another winner from head!!! I loved this update from his first book. amazing things keep happening to head through Jesus Christ. i love how Head takes the Gospel into places many Christians wouldn't dare go.

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loved it

i found this story to be very encouraging and real. I really enjoyed listening to it!

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Great message

I love a great transformation story and this sis not disappoint. Brian's transparency and willingness to "go and be Christ's love" to the world is an inspiration.

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Great follow up!

Brian did a great job telling his story. it was powerful and moving. I definitely recommend it!

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Beautiful!

Praise Jesus! A breath of fresh air of a testimony of the power of Christ working in Brian’s life, his family’s and his friends. I am grateful for the opportunity to learn of it, as I walk with Jesus myself. It certainly has encouraged me and built up my faith in my faithful Lord and Savior, who is so deeply and lovingly committed to all of us. Simply beautiful!

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Amazing story of Christ changing lives!

Loved the raw and real honesty of a life that is dramatically changed for Jesus.

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