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Symptoms of Withdrawal
- A Memoir of Snapshots and Redemption
- Narrated by: Christopher Kennedy Lawford
- Length: 5 hrs and 15 mins
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Publisher's summary
As the firstborn child of famed Rat Pack actor Peter Lawford and Patricia Kennedy, sister to John F. Kennedy, Christopher Kennedy Lawford grew up with presidents and movie stars as close relatives and personal friends.
Lawford recalls Marilyn Monroe teaching him to dance the twist in his living room when he was still a toddler, being awakened late at night by his uncle Jack to hear him announce his candidacy for president, being perched atop a high-roller craps table in Las Vegas while Frank Sinatra and his Rat Pack swapped jokes and threw dice, and other treasured memories of his youth as part of America's royal family.
In spite of this seemingly idyllic childhood, Lawford's early life was marked by the traumatic assassinations of his beloved uncles Jack and Bobby, and he soon succumbed to the burgeoning drug scene of the 1970s during his teen years. With compelling realism mixed with equal doses of self-deprecating wit, youthful bravado, and hard-earned humility, Symptoms of Withdrawal chronicles Lawford's deep and long descent into near-fatal drug and alcohol addiction, and his subsequent formidable path back to the sobriety he has preserved for the past 20 years.
Critic reviews
"You don't have to care about Kennedys to find this a moving tale of self-discovery and redemption. Whatever else he may have been, son, nephew, cousin, etc., Christopher Lawford shows himself here to be a writer of talent and grace." (Publishers Weekly)
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- Janis
- 05-03-13
Born with the silver spoon
Is there anything you would change about this book?
Chris Kennedy Lawford's got it all: fame, money, fortune and family. He's honest about his addiction to alcohol and drugs. He pins it on his family and himself. It is refreshing at least. Too bad he squanders it all and divorces his wife and kids in the end just after you think he's got his act together. Spoiled rich kid. Boo hoo.
What did I learn from it? My life's not so bad after all. Chris could have offered more learning concepts about how to make better life choices, especially if you have an addictive personality. This is a tell-all autobiography to air out his dirty laundry and try to redeem himself. I'd say he's still messed up.
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average
Did Christopher Kennedy Lawford do a good job differentiating all the characters? How?
He fawns over the males: the Kennedys, his cousins, his father, movie stars. Very little about the predominate females: mother, aunts, grandmother, sisters, his wife. Lots tabloid tales about bimbos and escapades. What's more important, Chris? Feels a bit empty and out of balance. But then, I'm a female so why should I have expected more from Chris on this side of the table?
If this book were a movie would you go see it?
no
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- Jodi L Miller
- 09-20-15
THIS BOOK IS A GREAT LISTEN!!
I really loved this autobiography!! I liked that the author narrated his story, Christopher Lawford does a wonderful job bringing across his emotion to the listener! Very well done!!
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- Frank Holz
- 01-03-18
A Courageous History of a Flawed Person
Nicely written and well-narrated. Conveyed well the perils of being whom he was doomed to be. I was sympathetic to him until the last chapter when he talked about leaving his wife for the flimsiest of reasons. While I respected and admired his struggles and the difficulties of being in the Kennedy sphere, I found him in the end to be an insensitive and selfish person. At the same time I admire his courage in baring himself to an audience of unknown people.
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- Merry
- 10-08-05
Wonderfully told.
An amazing life, lived from an extraordinary vantage point, told beautifully.
Thoroughly enjoyable and much appreciated.
I plan to read again.
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- Lori Hanson
- 08-13-18
Would have liked an unabridged version
I bought the hardcover and read it some time ago. This was a good abridgment, but I still think you miss a lot this way.
So as a narrator, Christopher Lawford has a pleasant voice and (one of my pet peeves) is good with pronunciations.
It's an autobiographical account of his life so one tends to take some things with a grain of salt. Still, he covered things that I remembered from the hardcover edition and seems to be fairly honest with his shortcomings. Definitely worth a repeat listen.
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- John
- 10-11-05
What a great voice and what a book!
I'm writing from my son's account. My name is Elizabeth. I loved Chris's dad, Peter, I'm a huge fan. I heard about this book long time ago and was really looking forward to reading it, but my eyes are so bad these days, so I decided to pick-up an audio book. I'm so sad it's abridged. But Chris sounds so wonderful, he should be doing voice over work! I have to say, Chris has much sexier voice than his father. It's much deeper. It is a wonderful book. I'm still looking for someone to read me the whole book...may be I'll get lucky.
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- Wendy
- 02-19-10
Basic recovery read
Too much about the famous family in this one for me. Not that I didn't think the Kennedy's were interesting, I do. I guess I have a hard time when it reads like someone with immense priveledge doesn't seem to get it.
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- Denise Morton
- 05-30-12
Whiny rich kid
What could have made this a 4 or 5-star listening experience for you?
CKL taking ownership of his shortcomings, not casting blame everywhere possible.
Would you ever listen to anything by Christopher Kennedy Lawford again?
Nope
Who would you have cast as narrator instead of Christopher Kennedy Lawford?
His therapist since I felt I was present for his sessions during this book.
If you could play editor, what scene or scenes would you have cut from Symptoms of Withdrawal?
Just about all of them.
Any additional comments?
Not impressed. The Kennedy name is the only selling point of this book. Sorry.
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- 11-27-11
Rather dull
I admit, I'm not the greatest historian or autobiographer, but I didn't buy the whole "poor me, I'm a Kennedy, I'm so different than all humankind". His existential experience was not something remarkable. I thought it was astonishing that he admitted his narcissism-way to go! Maybe treatment helped him come to that conclusion. The way that he read his autobiography was robotic- like and monotone. I believe that he was bored of it too. Gave this book a two because I did learn a few cool things about the Kennedies. Other than that, nothing special. Wouldn't get another book.
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- Doyle
- 09-28-10
A good read totally ruined by the ending
This was an excellent book until the very end; which, for me, dissapointingly ruined the entirety of the tale. Narration was excellent and the author was able to connect me with the personal and national emotional impact of the deaths of JFK and RFK like no author or narrative I'd ever heard before (these events occurred when I was a toddler). Author also provided some very interesting insights regarding the effects of being born into wealth, privilege and fame. However, I was bothered that in recounting the Ted Kennedy Chappaquiddick incident and the death of JFK Jr. the author failed to include even the merest mention that innocent, non-Kennedy deaths occurred in both of these incidents. Based solely on this recounting, you would think the incidents involved solely and only T. Kennedy and JFK Jr. This, then, leaves one to suspect that the only lives that count in the author's mind were those named "Kennedy". Indeed, this was confirmed at the very end when it appears that the authors only noble achievement was in overcoming addiction; but never his narcissism.
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