• Surviving in Spirit

  • A Memoir about Sisterhood and Addiction
  • By: Mélanie Berliet
  • Narrated by: Dina Pearlman
  • Length: 1 hr and 52 mins
  • 4.0 out of 5 stars (176 ratings)

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Surviving in Spirit

By: Mélanie Berliet
Narrated by: Dina Pearlman
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Publisher's summary

What prompts a young woman to abandon the safe bounds of convention for the unknown?

At first, all Mélanie Berliet understood was that she'd lost her sense of what "supposed to" meant. And that her older sister, Céline, was sick.

While it's tough to understand what leads a person into addiction - to witness someone you love kind-of kill herself - the truth is that you can learn from it. By the time Céline died at age 30, she was Kermit The Frog green and she vomited blood more frequently than she was able to eat. In less than a decade, she had gone from summa cum laude Columbia graduate to NYU PhD student to unemployed, rambling, stumbling drunk saddled with a cirrhotic liver beyond repair. By the time Céline died, her younger sister, Mélanie, was no longer a Miss Goody Two Shoes from a waspy Connecticut suburb trotting down the sensible path. She was an adult who had abandoned a secure job on Wall Street to establish a career as a writer committed to exploring fascinating subcultures.

As Céline's illness escalated, you see, a basic lesson crept up on Mlanie: Life is beautifully short, and fragile as hell. Life happens. Gradually, Mélanie stopped agonizing over what she was supposed to do/think/know/read/listen to/watch/feel, or who she was supposed to be/befriend/love/like/learn from. So she pitched projects that sounded crazy and/or dangerous to most, but which gave her a thrill and helped her establish a career as an immersive journalist. She grew some balls, so to speak, after freeing herself from caring about what others might think.

The devastating beauty of what happened to Céline forced Mélanie to question who she is. However unwittingly, in dying, Céline empowered her younger sister to take risks - to live. This is their story.

©2014 Mélanie Berliet (P)2014 Audible Inc.

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Life is short

Story was too short...what was the point. What happened to her own life?? Should of been a lil longer.

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Wow

Let me reiterate, WOW! I'm trying to think of something else to say, perhaps a more clear reaction, but no other word comes to mind. What love, what emotion, what truth of life...and death! This memoir is well worth the read...or in this case, the listen

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Not what I expected…. But we’ll done

Just a preceptive view on Addiction. I loved hearing her take on it keep up the good work

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Wonderfully written story about life and loss

i liked the frankness of this memoir, as well as the thoughtful descriptions of life used throughout. This story will resonate with anyone who has a strong sense of humor while simultaneously facing an unexpected·loss.

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well written

This author writes well! She makes words sing despite the subject matter. The love for her sister shines through.

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Very Engaging and Blunt out of Necessity

I really liked this. Great narration. Very sad story, but some things need to be blunt. No sugarcoating. Very impressed with the author's ability to describe her experience. The nice front picture photo gives me the feeling that she's now happily married with 2 adorable kids. I hope so. Thank you.

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Overpriced—and it was free.

I don’t know what was worse—the writing or the narrating. I couldn’t listen to more than 20 minutes as the prose was so sophomoric and the narration so creepy/weird. Ugh.

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Slow and pointless

I’m sorry but this was so boring I had to push to get through it. I feel like it had no point to the book. It should have dug deeper so there would have been an actual story line.

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great

super writing and narration. funny and sad. thought provoking. I will read this author again.

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Fantastic Potential

I can definitely say I love the story in the sense that it feels like a nice teaser. there's so much more the reader is missing I think this story needs to be expanded into a fuller book. What was her reasoning for drinking? The layout was a bit confusing as there was no clear timeline. If the author came out with an extended detailed story I'd be willing to give it a try.

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