Changing My Mind

A Memoir

By: Margaret Trudeau

Narrated by: Maureen McAdams

Length: 11 hrs and 5 mins

Publisher's summary

Canadians fell in love with Pierre Elliott Trudeau’s beautiful and high-spirited bride when he brought her to the world stage as the youngest First Lady in the history of the country.

But the situation wasn’t as rosy as it seemed. Plagued by mood swings and unprepared for public life, Margaret became increasingly isolated at 24 Sussex, as her depression alternated with bouts of mania. As her behavior became more puzzling - even to Margaret herself - she did her best to mother her three young sons and stand by her husband. She finally broke down soon after their marriage dissolved.

As time went by, Margaret achieved a fragile stability, remarrying and bearing two more children. But the tragic loss of her son, Michel, in a skiing accident and the passing of Pierre Trudeau a few years later were too much to bear, and Margaret became severely ill.

After years of struggle to find the right doctors and the right treatment, Margaret has rebuilt her life once again. At 62, she is a vibrant, happy, and healthy woman who is an inspiration to us all.

Also included in Changing My Mind are essays by three of Canada’s pre-eminent mental health professionals who explore some of the treatments available to patients today.

©2010 Margaret Trudeau (P)2012 HarperCollins Canada

Reflective Memories

Would you say that listening to this book was time well-spent? Why or why not?

I think you learn more about bipolar from this account than trying to wade through a text book. It is an honest account and while you may not mirror her life...as hers was exceptional and in the global spotlight...you feel a connection at times and this is good.

What did you like best about this story?

I have read her other books about her life...and as is really the case with us all...the reflections take a new twist as she looks back on her life from older wiser eyes. Good for her. I think that anyone who writes a memoir in early part of life should do this and look back....very refreshing.

Would you be willing to try another one of Maureen McAdams’s performances?

No. I would have liked to hear Margaret's voice telling her story. I understand however that some things were probably too painful to discuss. But I kept thinking that Maureen did not capture Margaret...is she from Nova Scotia? I found her voice annoying and it took away from the story.

Was Changing My Mind worth the listening time?

Yes. I enjoyed it. I may not agree witih all decisions that Margaret made. I may find her a bit self centered. But I respect her candor.

Any additional comments?

I would probably read another book by her. Margaret Trudeau is - we must agree - an interesting person. I found the flower child description long winded at the front of the book....but I guess it had to be delved into so that we can understand her story in the end.

Great story, narrator....well...

What made the experience of listening to Changing My Mind the most enjoyable?

I thought the book was quite good. But I have to say the reader was very disappointing.

What did you like best about this story?

Interesting woman with an interesting life.

Would you be willing to try another one of Maureen McAdams’s performances?

I really did not like her performance. I actually considered not finishing the book because I thought it was read poorly. The reader tried, but seemed unsure of what she was reading, made many mistakes that were not corrected, and sounded if she was reading the book for the first time...Who pronounces "huge" without the "h" ?

Any additional comments?

I really thought this was an interesting book. It is a shame that the reader did not take the time needed to be familiar with what she was reading..so as an audiobook, I would suggest to read the book instead of listening to it.

Well done

Would you consider the audio edition of Changing My Mind to be better than the print version?

Maybe - good text - interesting story- great for Margaret to give this gift to the world. My wife suffers from mania and Margaret's story is uncannily similar to my wife's. This book is a great read for anyone who has a bipolar family member of for a bipolar person to read. This is an interesting and enjoyable read. Not a text or psychological study.

Which character – as performed by Maureen McAdams – was your favorite?

Reader did a good job. Wish it was straight from the author, but that probably would not have been as well read as the professional reader.

Was this a book you wanted to listen to all in one sitting?

No

Important storyline

I found this book deeply moving and truly inspiring. Hearing her story of her struggle with bipolar disorder changed the way I thought about mental illness.
That being said, the narrator is so bad I had to force myself to keep going back to this book. If I could do it again, I’d just read it instead of listening.

Margaret Trudeau Makes Her Experience Count

Would you listen to Changing My Mind again? Why?

Changing My Mind by Margaret Trudeau may well be worth a second listen. The book is a memoir that uses examples and experiences from the author's life to illustrate characteristics of bipolar disorder. I found it very surprisingly enlightening and have considered relistening to several sections to fully absorb the information provided there.

What was one of the most memorable moments of Changing My Mind?

The stories of Margaret's hospitalization were very moving.

Was there a moment in the book that particularly moved you?

So much pot...and hot tub sex!

Any additional comments?

The book contains stories that have been told before. The difference this time is the lens of bipolar disorder brings the events into focus. Retelling the her story from that perspective makes it fresh, informative and useful.

Margaret Trudeau's Story, breathtaking in honesty.

Margaret Sinclair and Pierre Trudeau met in unlikely circumstances and spent hours talking. Margaret was barely through highschool and Pierre was in Canadian government and nearing 50 years of age. He became Canada’s Prime Minister, and he and Margaret began dating. Finally, when she was about 21, they married. There was almost a 30-year gap in age between them. Pierre was a dignified and charismatic prime minister. Margaret was fun-loving, a flower child of the ‘60’s. This caused them much trouble as a couple. She was involved in many things that brought embarrassment to Pierre. They had three sons together, and finally Margaret left Pierre. For several years, Pierre had custody of the boys and Margaret spent time with them. During this time many embarrassing things happened. Finally, after over 20 years, Margaret was finally correctly diagnosed as bipolar. By this time she and Pierre were divorced, she had married another man, and had borne two more children. Only after she started seeing psychiatrists and neurologists who understood her mental condition did she begin to get better. This is the book of the lessons she learned, namely, that she had to “change her mind” by giving it adequate nutrition, exercise, and supportive friends and family members. The worst of her depression occurred when one of her sons was killed in a skiing accident. She learned that it was important to find the right medications, (lithium didn’t work well for her) and to seek positive support for herself from friends and family. She learned that she had to go through similar stages of grief as do those who are facing dying. In her case, the denial phase lasted quite a while and she blamed everyone else for her problems. But Margaret came out of all of this a balanced and strong and articulate person with a lot of things to say about mental illness. The major thing, she explained, in a few words. An author writing a book on bipolarism wanted her to endorse the book; its cover said “Depressed: get over it.” She told the woman this was wrong. That you don’t ever get over your pain, but you move on. So it isn’t “get over it”, it’s “get on with it.” An excellent book with three essays at the end by doctors she knew who worked with her on her bipolar condition.

2nd book on Margaret

I got here after listening to Audible Original Certain Woman of Age. From 1 hour to 11 hours of this book, that shows interest, right? And this book did not put me down. I admire the authenticity. Now I know better, as someone who tries to help other people. Thank you, Margaret!